Chapter 194: Lu Wenxuan
In a luxurious mansion, a man sat in a wheelchair, his eyes were like eagles, his sideburns were gray, and the wrinkles at the corners of his eyes added a trace of precipitation to him.
The man in black bowed his head down and reported to him what had happened today.
"Back to the master, there is movement on the side of the beam, and we will arrive in Gyeonggi in a few days."
The man's expression did not change at all, but hooked the corners of his mouth: "The woman followed?" β
"Yes, the news that we found out, Emperor Daliang has no intention of becoming an enemy of the Great Jin, and this time he is actually trying to form an alliance with the Great Jin by wishing Emperor Chengwu his birthday!" The man in black answered truthfully, waiting for the wrath of the people above.
Unexpectedly, the man was not angry, and gradually laughed: "Hahahaha-I really underestimated Emperor Daliang, after all, this person is also the person in charge of a country, and it is really not easy to fool." β
"This matter is not in a hurry, he wants to reconcile with Dajin, but he doesn't know that I already know his plans, and this birthday banquet will definitely not let them get their way!"
The man in black still took off his mask, revealing an extremely handsome face, which was the original Lu Medical Officer!
But at this time, his face was not as innocent as it was at the beginning, and it was a little more ruthless and vicious!
"Father, what are we going to do now?" Lu Wenxuan asked.
Suddenly, the man's eagle-like eyes looked directly at Lu Wenxuan, and said sternly, "What do you call me?" β
Lu Wenxuan hurriedly changed his words: "It's a subordinate who has exceeded the rules, please forgive the master!" Lu Wenxuan knelt on the ground, and he didn't even dare to raise his head.
The man stared at him for a long time before he said, "Remember who you are, don't think you don't deserve it!" β
"Yes...... Subordinates understand. β
"Miss is going to a banquet today?"
"Yes, Miss Xie went to the Shanghua County Lord's Mansion, and now the banquet should be almost over......," Lu Wenxuan said.
"Lord Shanghua County...... Have you found out where this woman came from? β
Lu Wenxuan buried his head lower: "My subordinates have been investigating for a long time, but I haven't found anything except for her identity as the head of the Yan family, but Xin Yan has crossed paths with that woman, and my subordinates think that if you want that person to explain something......"
"So you haven't found anything?" His voice was already impatient, and his eyes gradually sharpened when he looked at Lu Wenxuan.
Lu Wenxuan hesitated and said: "Please master, give your subordinates a little more time, subordinates-"
"Okay, useless is useless, and you'll still be a waste if you get another chance, go down!"
"Yesβ"
After Lu Wenxuan got up, he glanced at the man sitting above with his spare eyes, but saw that the man had already compared his eyes, and his heart suddenly became sad, in his father's heart, he, an illegitimate child, had never existed in his heart.
After leaving the study, he put on his mask again and quietly left the Hou Mansion......
He, Lu Wenxuan, is the illegitimate son of Xie Chengan, the marquis of the First Rank Army, and outsiders think that Xie Chengan only daughter is Xie Hanzhi, but they don't know that he also has an illegitimate child......
Since he was sensible, Lu Wenxuan knew that his identity was invisible, and he had no choice but to rely on his mother for his life.
His mother remarried his stepfather, but his stepfather was an alcoholic and reckless drunkard, and was killed by mistake in a fierce fight.
At that time, Lu Wenxuan didn't actually feel any sadness, but felt relieved.
At least the mother doesn't need to be trapped in this failed marriage anymore, but the mother's smile still hasn't appeared, she is depressed, and she has never shown a smile, at that time, Lu Wenxuan still doesn't know what kind of feelings are contained in her eyes.
It wasn't until she was seven years old that someone came to her door......
The man found his mother, and talked for a long time in her room, and when the man had gone, he saw her smile from afarβ
No matter how hard he tried, his mother was always sad, and that person just talked to his mother, and he saw his mother's smile, what did they talk about, what made his mother so happy?
On that day, his mother rarely talked to him, and he also felt the long-lost maternal love.
His mother asked him, "Xuan'er, do you miss your father?" At that time, he didn't know who the "father" in his mother's mouth was, thinking that it was the man who beat and scolded him all day long, and made his mother bruised all over his body.
He shook his head resolutely: "I don't want to, Xuan'er doesn't want my father, my father will only beat my mother He Xuan'er, and Xuan'er hates him." β
Hearing him say this, his mother was stunned, then hugged him tightly and whispered in his ear: "I'm sorry, I'm sorry, mother is sorry Xuan'er, I'm sorry for you, it will be fine in the future, Xuan'er, my Xuan'er-"
Hearing his mother's cry, Lu Wenxuan felt that he had to protect her like a man. He patted her gently but awkwardly on the back, just as he saw a mother comforting his weeping child.
He always knew that his mother was a weak and cowardly person, she could not do heavy work, nor could she speak seriously, nor could she argue with others, let alone hold grudges.
It's just that her life has been crying all the time, the gossip outside has never stopped, and the malice towards her mother has never stopped.
All of this stems from her mother's singer in the Qinglou when she was young......
Although my mother never despised herself, she was never like that in the eyes of others.
On that dayβ
And so the man appeared, in front of him.
He said: "From today on, you are still Lu Wenxuan, but you have another identity, my son!" β
Lu Wenxuan said: "You are not my father, my father is dead." He still remembers that after he said this, his mother covered her mouth in a panic.
looked at the person in front of him with a panicked face: "Hou Ye, please forgive Hou Ye, Xuan'er is still young, I don't know how things ......"
Xie Chengan stared at her: "You, go out." β
"Master Houβ"
"I don't want to say what I said a second time!"
She slowly let go of the hand holding Lu Wenxuan, Lu Wenxuan could still see that her body was still trembling uncontrollably, but in her eyes, she was still so firm, at that time, he didn't understand what kind of determination his mother had made......
After she left, there were only Lu Wenxuan and Xie Chengan in the room.
Xie Chengan asked him, "What kind of person do you want to be?" β
Lu Wenxuan knew that he was not an ordinary person, just by looking at what he was wearing, he knew that he was not an ordinary person, and the material of this kind of clothes was very good at a glance......
He replied, "I want to be able to protect my mother, protect her from bullying, and punish those who bully us!" β
"What if you can't be like that? Do you know what your future will look like if you continue like this? Nothing can be accomplished, you can only earn that meager silver taels every day, and even your mother is sick, you look down on the doctor...... In the same way, you can't stop those who speak ill of your mother behind your back, you can't punish those who secretly bully you, you can't do anything. β
was vetoed like this, even if Lu Wenxuan was still afraid of him in his heart, he couldn't help but retort: "I can, there is still justice in this world." They will always be rewarded. β
But I don't know why, when he said this, he didn't have the slightest confidence.
Is there really absolute justice in this world, is there really justice?
If so, why is Uncle Li next door being slandered as a thief even though he is a good person who has never done anything......
If so, why did the government never send anyone to arrest them and call them brothers and sisters after doing all the bad things that they did evil......
Hearing Lu Wenxuan's words, Xie Chengan still smiled: "Do you really think so?" β
"I ......" Lu Wenxuan was forced by Xie Cheng'an's majesty, but his belief was still defeated......
He had no way to say it for sure, because he felt that his world had collapsed little by little, and this world was no longer black and white......
"If you want to protect the people you want to protect, and if you want to let the people who bully you and the people who despise you get the price they deserve, then come to me and become my pawns for my use. Then you'll know what you want! β
Until Xie Chengan left, Lu Wenxuan's head kept echoing with what he said.
If you want to get justice, make yourself strong, make yourself strong to the point that no one else can bully you, and let others look up to you......
His hand involuntarily clenched the token, which was impressively printed with the word "iron", and the cold touch made Lu Wenxuan unusually sober.
Xu has been deeply involved in it since that time, and he can't extricate himself.
He became a pawn in Xie Cheng'an's hands, collecting all kinds of news for him, eradicating dissidents for him, and ...... for him Homicide!
He still remembered the first time he killed someone, his hands were full of blood, the smell of rust filled the air, his lifeless body was gradually cold, and the man's pupils gradually dilated...... Lu Wenxuan couldn't say that feeling, because he didn't know the person who died.
Although he didn't know him, he ended the other person's life, and he knew that the man still had a wife and ...... Children, originally their family was warm and warm, which made people feel envious and ...... Glare.
He knew that something was getting more and more wrong, and while he was killing, he clearly knew that something was gradually crumbling in his heart......
At that time, he didn't know why he chose to become a medical officer to hide his identity, when in fact he had other options.
It's ridiculous that a person who has killed so many people should do such a thing to save people!
However, while saving people, when he saw those who had been sentenced by death come alive again, he felt that the lost place in his heart was filled.
Gradually, he couldn't tell whether the person who killed people in the dark without blinking an eye was his true self, or the person who would rejoice when he saved a small earth animal for himself......
In the midst of this intricate relationship, he gradually lost himself, and he split himself into two people, as if that way, the pain he endured would be reduced.
On the one hand, he was looking forward to being reused by Xie Chengan, hoping that he would value himself and be able to admit that he was his son. On the other hand, she desperately wished that she was not his son, that he would not let herself do those things, that his father was just a mortal, not a military prince who leaned towards the government and the opposition.
He had seen the way he had treated his "only" daughter, the way she had never been shown to him, the way she was a father.