Chapter 173: Lovesickness is unbearable
This night, Zhi Lan and Sui Jing had dinner together, but Sui Jing did not give an explanation to his newlywed wife in the mansion in time, and his eyes seemed to only allow Zhi Lan alone.
"I'll arrange some servants for you in a few days, and although this mansion is not big, it still needs some basic manpower."
"No need, I'm used to living alone, where can I stand being served by others, even if I was in Yin Palace before, I don't want others to serve me."
As soon as Yin Gong was mentioned, Sui Jing's face was immediately mixed with a little discomfort, but he did not put his own discomfort on the table, but said directly: "This is a mansion, I am afraid that you will be lonely and afraid when you are alone, someone will take care of it, and your heart can be warmer." I am always busy with military aircraft and government affairs on weekdays, and I can't be by your side all the time, so you answered me and agreed that I would send some people, okay? ”
Men's gaze is often so tender and delicate, once they look at each other, Zhilan is always difficult to refuse: "Okay, what you said is right, such a big house, it is really scary to be alone when you are alone." ”
"If you don't want someone to accompany you, if you want, I can move in with you!" Suddenly, Sui Jing said such a sentence coldly, and his face revealed the meaning of three points of joking.
Zhi Lan hurriedly slapped his hand, and then refuted it: "Nonsense! I haven't passed your house yet, so I don't want to live with you, because others will gossip. Besides, Princess Mu is also your wife now, before you divorce her, it's better not to do anything too out of line, if you want to live with me, you can settle down and marry me quickly! ”
When the words fell, the woman's cheeks suddenly rose a layer of red glow, and with Jing Xi in her heart, she took her body into her arms, and comforted her tenderly: "Okay, I will definitely welcome you into the house soon, only you are my wife." ”
The two of them were next to each other, and Zhi Lan finally tasted a little sweetness of life after suffering from displacement, although all this came unexpectedly, and the return journey was thought to be nearly a year in advance, but as long as she could feel the fiery temperature in Sui Jing's arms, Zhi Lan seemed to be able to gradually forget the years in the Yin Imperial Palace. Yi Zhixing is good, especially in the days before separating from him, Zhi Lan began to rely on Yi Zhixing uncontrollably, but this dependence on Fang Qi was suddenly torn apart by all kinds of things that suddenly arrived beside him, everything is wrong, even if nostalgia often pours into her heart, Zhi Lan has been sure that it is the past that she can't go back to, and her bad relationship with Yi Zhixing should indeed come to an end. As long as Yi Zhixing is happy and his life is peaceful, the bond between the two is enough to be buried in the bottom of his heart.
Soon after, Sui Jing and Zhi Lan reluctantly said goodbye to each other, and then he returned to his mansion with a certain feeling of shame. However, he did not seem to intend to explain all this to Mu Xilin, after all, there was nothing to explain, and his actions had already proved something to his gentle new wife. As long as he is a clear-eyed person, he can see where his true feelings are.
The temperaments of the two are really similar, because Mu Xilin doesn't seem to have any intention of getting to the bottom of it, even if Sui Jing abandons her regardless of her emotions, she can serve him again after her husband returns.
"Tired? Husband, drink some water. ”
Mu Xilin handed the teacup to the man, he took it, but put it down immediately without taking a sip.
"Xilin, in the future...... In the future, you still don't want to call my husband, at least in front of Zhilan, you can call me Jing'er. ”
Sui Jing's words made the woman's heart ache, but she only lowered her head to digest this emotion in her invisible heart, and when she raised her head again, Mu Xilin obediently shook her head.
"Okay, it's all up to you."
Her gentleness can undoubtedly move all the men in the world, especially when Sui Jing knows that he can't stand the person in front of him, the guilt in his heart has intensified, and he can't even look directly at Mu Xilin's clear eyes. 、
"I'm sorry...... Xilin ......"
"Say what? What is right, Xi Lin doesn't think that her husband can't stand Xi Lin, her husband just likes Miss Zhilan first...... Nothing ......."
The woman's thoughtfulness is by no means an illusion of pretense, Mu Xilin is such a demure princess, she has always been like this, just from her unwilling to live in the deep palace for a long time, just seeking a peaceful life attitude, it can be seen that she is indeed unwilling to compete with others and be jealous. But this does not mean that her heart will not hurt, when she sees Sui Jing leaning against the woman next to her, she will also have unspeakable pain like an ordinary woman, but she will not argue with Sui Jing for this, she does not feel that relying on argument can take back her husband's heart, and feelings are a matter of two people.
At this time, she subconsciously stroked her stomach, and it seemed that there was a three-point embarrassment that climbed her eyebrows.
After a long time, Mu Xilin spoke: "Husband, there is something I want to tell you, it is about ......."
Before the woman spoke, she saw that Sui Jing had already gotten up: "If there is anything to do, let's talk about it tomorrow, I'll go wash and bathe first, I just arrived here today, I'm really a little tired, if you have nothing to do, you can rest first, don't have to wait for me." ”
Although the man's tone is gentle, it also lacks rich true feelings. He hastily dropped this sentence and left here, leaving Mu Xilin alone in the empty pavilion, depressed.
She didn't know if her future days would be full of hardships and obstacles, but Mu Xilin could sense that since she beat Zhilan here, Sui Jing's thoughtfulness to her in the past seemed to have been swallowed up by something, and it never existed again.
At the same time, in the narrow mansion of Xundi, Zhi Lan was looking at her face alone in front of the bronze mirror, she was thinking about what kind of makeup she should wear to see Sui Jing tomorrow, but unconsciously, her eyes fell on the auspicious bird hairpin in Wusi.
At this moment, Zhi Lan's still peaceful heart suddenly became mixed, she took off the auspicious bird hairpin, carefully measured it for a moment, and undoubtedly everything about Yu Yi's trip came to her mind at the same time. She can still clearly remember the warmth in Yi Zhixing's arms in the snow, and can remember his care and consideration for herself, in some inexplicable thoughts, Zhi Lan's eyes suddenly dimmed, this unconscious reaction made her panic, the next moment, I saw her busy wiping the crystal under her eyes, and then put the auspicious bird hairpin in her hand in the drawer again, no longer see it.
At the same time, the Son of Heaven in the Yin Palace suddenly put down the pen in his hand, this action was almost at the same time as Zhi Lan's action of hiding the hairpin, the two were thousands of miles apart, but this thought had flashed each other's figures at the same time.
"She must be very happy now...... After all, there is no noise around me, but there is a man next to me, and the woman is afraid that she has forgotten all about me......"
The tone of the Son of Heaven was stained with resentment, but his eyes were filled with lost sorrow at the same time, and he suddenly realized that there was no going back, the past could only be the past, and it was impossible for the woman to return to his side.
"Why? Why would she want to come back? Tut! Don't think about it! Easy travel, hurry up and deal with government affairs! It's ridiculous to think about women in a besieged situation! ”
Yi Zhixing slapped his head without mercy, and immediately took up the pen again to engage in politics. These days, he has almost always been like this, sometimes babbling, sometimes wandering, sometimes devoting all his energy to government affairs, but soon after he was invaded by a new round of lovesickness, he lived in a trance all day, as if walking in a dream.
killed Yi Zhilin and got rid of the chaos in his heart, but the heart of the Son of Heaven could not be calmed down, and Zhi Lan's departure seemed to drain his soul, and his soul had already followed the annihilated figure and gradually moved away.
Zhilan's life has re-entered happiness, it is beautiful, but the days of Yi Zhixing are still as spotless as before, the only thing that has changed is that the peace in his heart has been replaced by the pain of losing his lover cunningly, maybe Zhilan has never been in love with him, but in Yi Zhixing's heart, Zhilan has long been his lover.
The first lover is also the last lover.
Tonight, the Son of Heaven returned to the Jingyu Palace again, why is it said again? That's because since Zhi Lan left, Yi Zhixing has never stepped into his bedroom, it seems that only in the Jing Yue Palace to sleep, Yi Zhixing can be less painful and more reassuring in the tossing and turning night, he is used to the days when Zhi Lan is by his side, once she leaves, he can only use the traces of Zhi Lan's original existence to soothe his overly lovesick heart.
"Your Majesty, are you still visiting the palace tonight?"
"Well, there's no need to ask, if I don't say it, I'm sleeping in the Jingyu Palace."
"But Jing visiting the palace is really narrow, and His Majesty has to get up half an hour early in the early dynasty."
"So what? Anyway, I can't sleep, and whoever goes to bed for half an hour or half an hour early is no different for me. ”
"Your Majesty, you ......"
"Well, no need to say more."
"Yes......"
Yi Zhixing seemed quite impatient, Yan Qi could only let his temperament be, and now, he even began to doubt whether his move to drive away Lan Cainu was correct, if Yi Zhixing always didn't think about food and was overly lovesick, then his body and bones would be unbearable one day.
Seeing that his master's body was declining day by day, Yan Qi began to regret his past actions, and the regret was so deep that he wanted to find Zhilan again, so as to prepare for a surprise to the Son of Heaven, but this delusion was fleeting and could not stay for a moment.
In the end, Yi Zhixing returned to sleep in the Jingwan Palace, while Yan Qi returned to his residence to sleep. The lovesick face of the Son of Heaven was witnessed by him all day long, although Yi Zhixing had been extremely restrained, but as a guard who had served by the side of the Son of Heaven for a long time, Yan Qi could see almost anything. Not only that, as an outsider, he seems to be able to see that when he was urging Zhi Lan to leave Yindi quickly, Zhi Lan's care and consideration for his master seemed to be not a lot.
On this night, both the master and the servant were deeply immersed in their own emotions. Yi Zhixing was too heavy on Zhilan's lovesickness, constantly stroking the shamisen she once played, even if he didn't know anything about it, he stubbornly still had to fiddle with a few broken strings, but Yan Qi was thinking about the delusions that arose at the moment when he was right, should he tell the truth to the Son of Heaven? Should I find Zhilan in person? All of this hovered in his heart, tormenting him all night and night.