"Big brother, thank you." Zhang Baoqiang showed an innocent and bright smile on his face for the first time, and I was very relieved to see him smiling so happily, we have all grown up and progressed.

In fact, I thought about it a long time ago, whether to abdicate and make way for Xian, after all, I am not suitable to be a bastard, what I hate the most since I was a child is this kind of thing, bullying me when I have nothing to do so that I can't study well, so I essentially hate this profession, but in order to survive, I have to become a person I hate, this is a stage that everyone will go through after entering society.

Zhang Baoqiang actually wanted to go further a long time ago, but in brotherly love, he couldn't bear to do this, so our friendship overcame the desire for power, and after all, we still have such a good relationship, all of this is worth celebrating, how many good brothers kill each other after success, and very few can go on, Yao Shun and Zhang Haotian are an example.

"Do you remember the place where we used to go to school?" I sat on the edge of the bed and started to drink Zhang Baoqiang and chat, I was still more skeptical of going to school with him, this kid let me learn a lot from him. "Remember, that school has been demolished now, every serious thing in the school day by day, I don't understand, you have such a good academic performance, what are you going to do in that school." Zhang Baoqiang still looked confused.

"Hehe, it's not because my academic performance is too good, I can't get used to being looked down upon, so I was sent to a bad junior high school, I was the best at that time, many junior high schools in the city are free of me tuition, all fees and bonuses, but my aunt just won't let me go." I was complaining all over the place, and I was definitely a poor kid at that time.

But it was that junior high school era that completely changed my life, if I hadn't attended junior high school in that kind of school, compared to high school, I was still a nerd, I didn't know how cruel this society was, and I didn't understand that men should actually appreciate beautiful women.

It is estimated that it was after going to that junior high school that I gradually discovered that our family Zhao Yun was very smart and more and more attractive, and I felt more and more like it, and even a few times, I secretly took things without being discovered by Zhao Yun.

Thinking of the childish thoughts and things when I was a child, I think it's funny and funny, now that I'm so old, I'm afraid it's unlikely that I want to do what I did when I was a child, and if I really want to do that, I'm acting.

"You still remember, at that time, you stole the money from your lesbian table and was discovered, and finally the woman threatened you and asked you to kiss her, and that little girl looked good." It occurred to me that there were a lot of interesting things before.

"Damn, don't say it, now I regret it, that woman is already in college, taller than before, short hair and spirit, looks very star, people liked me at that time, I didn't like people, now I'm chasing people, people may not be able to take a fancy to me, where do you say to reason." Looking at Zhang Baoqiang's annoyed look, I laughed.

Youth is like this, many times your decision may not be right, many times what you feel is worthy of love may not be worthy of your love, time can change everything, this is the charm and horror of time, ruthless is more than time.

I put a cigarette on Pampong Qiangdian, the two of us began to talk freely, rarely able to talk so happily, the bits and pieces of the previous childhood, instantly came to my heart, that junior high school life, I think I can't go back for the rest of my life, if I can do it all over again, I will definitely give my lesbian table to say that I like her, and I won't be cowardly like a coward anymore, and tell her that I don't like her.

Although I have forgotten what my lesbian table looks like now, I only remember that she studies well, likes to sing, and wears very sexy clothes, very beautiful and charming, which makes my heart move, but I hide all my feelings in my heart, just silently looking at her, admiring her, what an innocent me, how naïve I am.

The smoke was filling, Zhang Baoqiang and I laughed, the door was pushed open, and the nurse standing at the door coughed and said, "You guys are too much, do you still use this place as a hospital?" Smoking is not allowed here, so you quickly put out the cigarette for me. ”

The nurse couldn't help but close the door, and I opened the window in the room.

"By the way, have you gone to find Xia Dongxue, she doesn't know how she is doing now, your little Lori should have grown up now." I took out my phone and looked at the time, it was not early, it was almost dark.

Zhang Baoqiang twisted his neck a few times and said: "I don't know, I haven't seen her for a long time, I went abroad to find me once, it seems to be going abroad, I don't go to school in China, I heard that my sister-in-law is developing well abroad, and the whole family has immigrated. ”

"It seems that Siyuan is very capable, she and her father are very powerful, hey things are not everything, I also have times when I do wrong things, do you still blame me now, listening to your tone, I am still a little reluctant, Siyuan is so good, but I am so bad." I smiled wryly and shook my head and said, "Actually, I'm not worthy of her, I think I'm cowardly." ”

"I'm not even more worthy of her, in fact, I'm just thinking about it in my heart, if I like someone, I want to watch her be happy, I think you really like her, you and I do, you want to see her happy, but you don't understand her, but she understands you, I'm just a watchman, prosperity is gone, after all, it's empty, you are different, you like her very much, even more than everything, when you are most dangerous, you just let her go alone, which shows that you love her the most." Zhang Baoqiang said with a miserable smile on his face: "I didn't understand you before, but now I do, so I shouldn't have said that kind of thing at the beginning, in fact, you love her very much." ”

I didn't expect that it was Zhang Baoqiang who understood me in the end, I thought that it had been almost two years, didn't Siyuan still understand my mind? Or did she think I had done something wrong, and she wanted to punish me for the rest of her life, and she didn't want to see me in this life, I didn't understand, and even doubted my life.

I thought I liked Zhao Yun very much, but in fact it wasn't, because I got Zhao Yun, saying a shameless word, men often don't know how to cherish the things I get, and I'm no exception, I feel that I don't have any regrets in Zhao Yun, but Zhong Siyuan is different, I left regrets in her, if we had a relationship at the beginning, maybe I wouldn't be so like her now.

"I really regret it, I was really stupid at the beginning, such a beautiful woman, sleeping next to me every day, I didn't take her down, why was I so stupid at that time." It's funny when I think about it, and there are many times when I move my mind, but human nature restrains evil nature, and in the end it still doesn't work.

"When I was young, I was stupid, I think my sister-in-law may be smart, so I won't come to you now, I'm afraid that you will do bad things if you see it." Zhang Baoqiang got out of bed, put on his shoes and said, "It's not early, let's go out to eat something, by the way, let's see what this city has become now, we haven't been back for a long time." ”

Zhang Baoqiang and I came to the corridor, and after finding that there was no one in the corridor, we accelerated and ran to the hall, at this time the nurse pointed to me and Zhang Baoqiang and said, "You two stand for me, smoking is prohibited in the hospital." ”

Zhang Baoqiang and I are not fuel-efficient lamps, after listening to this sentence, no one stood stupidly, and ran to the road outside the hospital in one breath, the weather outside is good, the wind is beautiful, and there are many stars in nature.

Zhang Baoqiang and I found a place to make skewers, asked for a plate of edamame peanuts, some cold dishes and beer and grilled skewers, and in an instant it seemed to go back to two years ago, when a group of people ate and drank on the stalls, although the life was bitter, but it was very happy.

"Big brother, that chick is good, she looks pretty too." Zhang Baoqiang pointed to me at the girl who grabbed the edamame, who looked sixteen or seventeen years old and was still a little girl.