It can be seen that Ergou has changed, he is one of us, the biggest change, for Ergou, he has been able to accept Xiaocang, don't care about Xiaocang's previous things, this is good for him and Xiaocang, look at Xiaocang's current appearance, she did not disappoint Ergou, in general, Ergou is the happiest among us, he and Xiaocang are together, and he didn't go to find other women, I didn't embarrass Ergou, because he can have his own ideas so good, after all, we have grown up, can't be the same as beforeOn the road of growth, you are destined to lose something, and there is only gain when you lose, this is life.

Looking at the stars in the sky, a bright moon hangs above the sky, there are a lot of pictures of my childhood in my mind, those good and bad, it seems to have become the most precious memory, you can't erase it, time can indeed make a person forget hatred, if I give me another chance, maybe I won't be cruel to Xu Longchao, after all, he is not guilty to death, if Xu Longchao does not die, then I don't have to blame Dong Qiang, Dong Qiang doesn't have to die, two lives are just because of the death and injury of my death, Although I didn't say it on the surface, I felt very guilty in my heart.

I thought of Du Zeming, Ah Zhe, those who had died in front of me, all of them were so unwilling, I raised my head and looked at Ergou and said, Have you had a nightmare at night?

Ergou was stunned for a moment and said with a smile, I haven't had nightmares, when I was alone before, I often dreamed of women, and now that Xiaocang is by my side, I almost don't dream at night, what's wrong Brother Fan, you don't look very good, are you having nightmares.

I smiled and said, okay, I don't have nightmares, but I think about the people I killed before, whether they should die or not, can I give them a way to live, in fact, everything I have is stepping on their shoulders, climbing up little by little, and now that I have lost everything, I think they will be very disappointed, if I didn't kill them all, maybe the status quo can still be maintained, I destroyed their future with my own hands, and buried them with my own hands.

Ergou raised his head and said with a smile, I know that you are not willing to come here, the situation in the country is very good, we could have climbed higher, with more territory and power, but as we analyzed, we do not have a strong background, too strong is self-defeating, if we can maintain the original situation, little by little through our own expansion to infiltrate the surrounding cities, then we still have a chance, we are still too public, causing others to feel that we should be banned, That's why that's what happened.

I gave a thumbs up to Ergou, his analysis of this wave is very reasonable, at the beginning was also carried away by success, I think that as long as I work hard, anything can be successful, in fact, those are self-deception, to the critical time, or to be able to quickly analyze the situation, do a good job of long-term development strategy, so that we can deal with problems in a timely manner, at the beginning we all felt that Bai Lian was dead, find someone to hug the thigh can get a piece of the pie, such an idea is wrong, the snake swallows the elephant is actually very simple, After killing the elephant, the body was evenly separated, so that it could be swallowed, so the decision to find Yao Shun was wrong, and the people who met the Zhou family through Yao Shun were also very wrong, one wrong step, one wrong step, so this is the most critical reason for my failure.

Ergou patted me on the shoulder and said, okay, don't think about so unhappy things, we start again now, and we will make a comeback in the future, and we succeed by doing business, much better than being bastards, at least there are not so many handles to be caught, and that road to the end, what will end is not good, Xiaocang and I are very satisfied with the current work and life, life here is also relatively comfortable, there are not too many things, don't be afraid, in fact, you have taken everyone on the right path.

Compared with others, Ergou is more recognizable to this kind of life, but Zhang Baoqiang and Zhang Qi still have unsquandered blood, they seem to be more willing to pull some forces in this place, even if they can't do it in a city like before, but at least they can show off their might, I want to change their minds, or support their decision, this is a difficult problem, the most difficult problem in front of me, but the appearance of this Diana may make this problem solved.

I turned my head and said, I'm glad that you can like this kind of life, but I don't know what they think, you called Baoqiang over, I want to talk to him alone.

Ergou nodded and turned around and returned to the villa, it didn't take long for Zhang Baoqiang to trot all the way to my side, I gave Zhang Baoqiang a cigarette, he turned out to be a cigarette after the fire was very neatly lit and smoked, it looked like an old smoking gun, and the smoking addiction is relatively big, although he is not old, but his teeth have begun to yellow, I turned my head and smiled and said, Baoqiang, we have been here for some days, are you still comfortable with life here? If there's anything you think is inappropriate, or if you have any thoughts, you can tell me, we haven't talked about it separately for a long time, so I'd love to know what you think.

Zhang Baoqiang smoked half a cigarette in one breath, he held the cigarette butt between his yellowed fingers and said with a smile, big brother, in fact, I have reflected many times in the past few months, we should indeed leave, there will be no good end to staying, you brought us here, and we are slowly adapting to the life here, but I am not very suitable for the company's environment, I may not have the dream of being a boss since I was a child, I want to work in bars and song halls more often, I know that this idea is a bit excessive, you want us to develop on a good road.

I shook my head and said, don't say this, it's good that you can have your own ideas, but the ideas still have to be combined with reality, you must first have a perfect understanding and response plan for the system here, such as how to solve problems after fighting, what should the brothers do when they go in, whether to spend money to find a relationship, or to know people, these are key issues, once something goes wrong, the brothers will follow you to suffer, that Diana should be more familiar with these things, if you want to go your own way, You can ask her about it, first understand the situation, and make unified arrangements and arrangements, it is impossible to be like in China, because we actually know the rules in China, but in foreign countries, those rules may not work.

Zhang Baoqiang nodded excitedly and said, Big brother, thank you, I just lack a person who understands these situations now, I'll have a good chat with Diana to see what rules the bastards here should abide by, I think Zhang Qi and Yonghao are also interested in these things, and their greatest pleasure is to be unrestrained.

Watching Zhang Baoqiang leave me happily, my heart was also relieved, they all had their own dreams and goals, I didn't stop them, nor did I try to change, just give some help as much as I could, as for right or wrong, no one can say, what the road will be like in the future, that is their life, but we must give them the right to choose, I didn't like the road of bastards at the beginning, in fact, I have always been forced out, I can get to this day, out of helplessness, so I instinctively resist, But in reality, I have to accept the fact that I am a bastard.

I was lying on the railing alone and looking at the moon in a daze, I don't know how long it took, a snow-white hand was on my shoulder, I turned my head and saw the smiling Diana, she looked at my eyes and frowned and said, you look depressed, did you encounter something bad, or do you usually look like this, like to look at the stars alone in a daze.

I smiled and said, it's not what you think, no one likes to be alone looking at the stars in a daze, because of loneliness, that's why you will be lonely, you seem to be in a good mood, and you have a good time chatting with them.