"It's okay, man, it's all like this after all."

I smiled and blinked, the feeling of exhaustion, it is better to hide it in my heart, there is no point in saying it, for me, there are not many happy things now, more of a past that makes me regret.

I can change the future through my money and status, but I can't change the past, and some things I did wrong in the past are always in my heart, constantly drifting, making me feel uneasy.

"In fact, you can also set a time for yourself, when you get off work, don't think about so many unhappy things, live with peace of mind, and that's fine."

Lucy took my hand and smiled and leaned on my shoulder, and I tried to relax myself as much as I could, thinking of myself as someone who had just gotten off work.

The lively crowd, busy young people, for life and work for a day, all of them are in high spirits, in groups of three or five, gathered together, for a busy day, looking for a good food.

This is a bustling business district, and there are white-collar workers in various industries, and for me, this kind of life is still rarely experienced, and only when I am with Lucy, I can experience it.

In fact, I envy those young people very much, they don't have to think too much about things, they just need to work hard and live hard, and that's enough.

I'm different, I have to deal with too many things, things that don't see the light, things in the gray area, and some responsible negotiations with some mysterious channels.

These things, the slightest mistake, will cause a very bad impact, related to the future and fate of many people, my pressure is very great, big sometimes I can't breathe.

"What do you think of this house, eating habits, it's a little spicier here, but it's delicious, I especially like the dishes here, it's very delicious."

Lucy is obviously a typical foodie, when she speaks, there is saliva in her mouth, and the meals made in these restaurants in the commercial area are still very good.

"I've never been here to eat, so you can eat as much as you like."

I don't care, in fact, what to eat, eat too much delicious things, there is nothing to provoke the food, when I couldn't eat enough before, I felt happy when I ate meat, but now with money, the delicacies of the mountains and seas are not interesting at all.

"It's delicious here, I'm afraid you won't be able to eat spicy food."

"I don't have a problem."

I raised my hand and made an OK gesture, and after seeing that I had no problem, Lucy grabbed my hand and walked into the store.

It's a small restaurant, with a few cups on the table, and it's pretty well decorated, with some more fashionable patterns on the surrounding walls.

It looked very good, I was here for the first time to eat, so I gave the menu directly to Lucy.

Lucy was very skilled in recommending things to eat and she had obviously been here many times.

Because it's an AA system, I have to choose what I like to eat, otherwise Lucy will be unhappy, and falling in love with a Western woman is really making people cry and laugh.

But I'm a respectful man, and since Lucy thinks it's the right thing to do, then I'll respect her way of life.

After asking for a few dishes, Lucy poured me water, and she smiled and said, "You'll know in a moment, the food here is really amazing, I like to eat it, I called my mother and asked her to come and taste the food, I think she will be very happy." ”

"Or, you can change to a bigger house, that place is too small and not suitable for you, and besides, your current identity is not the same as before, I can ask the finance to give you a little housing subsidy, everyone has these benefits, after all, in Yanjing, renting is more expensive."

I am still more considerate of today's young people, I can do it without being treacherous or slamming, mainly because my money and liquidity can fully support all my project operations, I will not be like others, I have no money in my hands, and I pretend to have a lot of money, that kind of fooling the company, there are too many in Yanjing.

Therefore, almost every day in Yanjing, companies go bankrupt due to financial problems, and many companies lay off employees due to financial problems, or even do not pay salaries.

"You are so good to employees, they are embarrassed, everyone is talking about you in private, it seems that the bosses of other companies are more picky, and you are very good to employees, all kinds of treatment are very good, and for employees in many places, there are rewards and care, which is useless for other companies."

I smiled and said, "Okay, I think, everyone is human, in fact, we should be treated equally, there is endless money, but the company is the cornerstone of your development, and the reason why many companies can't make it big is because they are not doing the company, but making money." ”

I hate Yanjing's big and small money companies the most, I don't have any faith in the company, just to sell more money after doing it, it is difficult for such people to succeed in the future, because the success of such people will lead to the loss of really talented people.

A truly developed country needs really enthusiastic people to start a business, to complete the normal operation of the economic system, and the development concept of products needs to be perfected by these people, not those businessmen, there is a difference between businessmen and entrepreneurs, I think I have broken away from the level of businessmen, and can be regarded as entrepreneurs.

"The dish is here, you taste it first."

Lucy gave me the chopsticks, I picked up the chopsticks and tasted them, it tasted very good, but it was a little spicy, the peppers were too much, and the spicy taste made me feel like my tongue had no sense of taste.

In fact, this kind of meal uses chili peppers to create an illusion on the tongue, so many people like to eat chili peppers, but in fact, it is just to numb the taste of the tongue and make the tongue more sensitive, so they will also feel that the cooked food is delicious.

"How does it feel?"

Lucy looked at me expectantly.

"It's not bad, it's just a little spicy."

I wiped the sweat from my forehead, I felt my throat was full of flames, and I really couldn't afford to come here to eat.

Lucy took the chopsticks and took a big gulp, she was more spicy, I could see it, it was the first time I saw her eat so indecently.

After dinner, Lucy and I made AA games, and after paying the bill, she took my arm and looked very happy, which made the couple at the next table a little unpleasant.

In particular, men began to complain, complaining that women always make themselves spend money on meals, and that men and women are equal.

"Can't you just learn from that pretty foreign girl?"

"If you have the ability, you can also find a girl who is AA with you, women spend men's money, it's a natural thing, otherwise what am I doing as your girlfriend, if you dare to talk nonsense like this in the future, I will break up with you."

Lucy frowned and glanced at the girl, who hurriedly turned her head, she should be embarrassed to face to face with Lucy, after all, she still felt the gap.

The bustling streets, the traffic, the summer Yanjing is a vibrant metropolis, high-rise buildings, giving young people a model of success, everyone pinning their dreams on this place.

Standing on the overpass, Lucy and I stopped, I don't know why, Lucy's eyes were a little more sad, and she said, "I miss home." ”

"Take the time to go home and have a look, it's not too short to be here."

"My mother said to come to Yanjing in a few days, so I don't have to go back."

"Well, I'll pick her up at the airport with you."

"No need, my mother won't care about my feelings, I'll decide this kind of thing myself, but she should mind the relationship between us, she doesn't want me to be like you, she should want me to find a boy with a similar income as me, so that there will be a sense of security, and we can't get married."

I lowered my head and was a little ashamed, yes, I am a completely irresponsible man, a person like me, in fact, there is nothing worthy of a woman's liking, if I were a woman, I would definitely not choose a man like me.

"Lucy, have you ever thought about finding a boy who suits you, in fact, sometimes, the choice is very important, choose the right direction and goal, you can have the motivation to move forward, if you are confused, it is easy to circle in place."

"I'm still very young and have no idea of getting married for the time being, so I will choose a relationship I like, and if I get married, I will definitely not choose you."