Of course, Gao Cheng and Xu Sanduo will not be Gao Cheng who oppresses people with power, for this kind of person, you show that you are very powerful, maybe people may not be able to understand.

Therefore, Gao Cheng had a direct showdown, and when Xu Sanduo trained for more than a day, he returned to the dormitory. I saw Xu Sanduo quickly take off his training clothes, pick up his toiletries and plan to go to the water room to wash.

Gao Cheng was waiting for now, and he also picked up his toiletries and followed. He had to know how terrible he was to move in and feel like he hadn't lived on his own these days.

"Xu Sanduo, you hate me?" Gao Cheng asked, wanting to know why. It is said that in his world, Shi Jin has not been demobilized, and his hatred for Xu Sanduo is only in his heart, and he has also reminded Xu Sanduo many times, how can Xu Sanduo be so afraid of himself.

"No, no, company commander, how can I hate the company commander." Xu Sanduo was asked by Gao Cheng like this, and his answers were a little unfavorable.

"If you don't hate me, you're afraid of me, or you wouldn't be wearing the stars and the moon all day long, we are in a dormitory, and we don't communicate as much as usual." Gao Cheng said.

Hearing the company commander say this, Xu Sanduo was silent. If you want to say that you hate it, you will definitely not be able to say it, for Gao Cheng, the company commander, Xu Sanduo is more afraid than others.

His squad leader Shi Jin admires the company commander, and his fellow countryman is also an idol to the company commander, as Xu Sanduo, who is most deeply affected by these two people, how can he not take a look at Gao Cheng.

But just as Gao Cheng's first impression of Xu Sanduo was not good, Xu Sanduo's first impression of Gao Cheng was also very deep. When he came to the army, he originally wanted not to disappoint squad leader Shi and not let his father look down on him.

But on the first day of the army, before he got out of the car, the black-faced officer scolded him. At that time, he didn't know why he was scolded, although now he kind of understands why, but the impression has been engraved in his heart, and now he can't get it back.

When he came to the Seventh Company from the fifth class of the grassland, he was also excited. But after arriving here, he found that he was like a fool here, not only did his comrades-in-arms look at him wrongly, but even the company commander who had taught him was lukewarm to him, and in his mind, the chief was like an old horse, but Gao Cheng broke this impression of him.

Then it was Takajo who arranged him as a correspondent, originally he was unwilling, but as a "qualified" soldier, he knew that it was his duty to obey orders, so he obeyed.

But I didn't expect that after becoming a company commander and communicator, there was no difference from the past, if there was, he had such a title on his head. But what he didn't want to face happened, and the company commander talked to him alone. The content of the conversation made him can't bear to recall it now, although he looked a little dumb, but at least his self-esteem was there.

What the company commander told him completely shattered his self-esteem and made him lose the meaning of his existence in the Seventh Company. He wanted to vent, but he knew that what the company commander said was right, the law of the jungle was so naked here, he was the weakest one, and it seemed that he needed someone else to take care of him.

Since then, although he has worked hard, he has worked hard and improved. However, the fear of Gao Cheng has been engraved in his bones. Now that the Seventh Company is "gone", there are only two of them left in the company, although he was arranged to guard the camp, but as a casual encounter, he did not feel that it was lonely, because he had tried to be lonely.

But when one day the company commander said that he wanted to share a dormitory with him, he panicked. He didn't know what to do, and in front of Gao Cheng he felt that he didn't have the courage to speak, let alone chat.

Therefore, he used what he thought was good, which was out of sight and out of mind. Although Gao Cheng usually follows the schedule of the army, he gets up a little earlier and comes back later.

He succeeded, and although he lived with the company commander these days, the two of them kept zero conversation, which was all the "credit" of his method.

Hearing the company commander's question today, he instinctively wanted to escape, but now it was just the two of them, and the company commander was waiting for him to answer, so he was silent.

"Do you know why I don't like you, Xu Sanduo." Gao Cheng saw that he didn't speak, and said it to himself.

"No, I don't know." Xu Sanduo heard the company commander say that he didn't look down on himself again, although he had talked about it before, but it was the deepest pain in his heart, and he didn't want to recall.

"It's because of this, you do everything submissively, you are not a soldier in your bones, don't look at your good grades now, I still say that, you don't think of yourself as a soldier in your bones." Gao Cheng once again pointed out Xu Sanduo's pain.

"I don't, I'm just a soldier, I don't want you to say that." At this time, Xu Sanduoxiong rose up, and he could accept Gao Cheng to say this about him before, because he really didn't have a soldier's appearance. But now he wants to argue a few sentences, not because Qilian adapted him and he is not afraid of Gao Cheng, nor because he has good grades, he just doesn't want people to think that he is not good anymore, and he doesn't want to be labeled as a "turtle son" anymore.

"Shout, this is trying to jump high with me." Gao Cheng was also very happy to see Xu Sanduo come out like this, after all, if this is the case, he can be regarded as a little bloody.

But after Gao Cheng said this, Xu Sanduo's momentum quickly withered again, and he said in a low voice: "Company, company commander, I don't have it, I just don't want to, I don't want you to think that I'm not a soldier." In the end, Gao Cheng almost couldn't hear it, but fortunately it was just the two of them now, otherwise it would definitely not be heard.

"Look, that's why I don't think you're good. If you can, why don't you have self-confidence, you tell me, tell me your reasons, and why you do it. What are you doing with your head down, now you treat me as your comrade-in-arms, what don't you dare, I wonder. Gao Cheng finally saw this kid get up, and when he saw that he was going down again, he said angrily.

Xu Sanduo's expression was obviously cleared up by Gao Cheng's words, he was not afraid of Gao Cheng's position, because he didn't have much concept of this, what he was afraid of was the momentum on Gao Cheng's body. Just as Bai Tiejun was afraid of Wu Liuyi in the third class, was he afraid of Wu Liuyi's position as the deputy squad leader, no. Bai Tiejun is afraid of Wu Liuyi's excellence and his own shortcomings.

Now that Gao Cheng said so, let Xu Sanduo treat him as an ordinary comrade-in-arms, then Xu Sanduo has nothing to say.

"I know you look down on me, I've always been the misfit. But I also want to be like everyone else, I want to be integrated into the third class and into the seventh company. But whatever I did was wrong, and I didn't want to. Xu Sanduo may have had the courage to occupy the high ground and began to complain about Gao Cheng.

"When I was in the fifth class, Li Meng told me that I had to get by, but I didn't think it was any different from the turtle son. I could only be there outside of their collective, and although the order of the old horse squad leader made me find the meaning of where, I knew that it was just putting me, a person who did not share with them, into another runway. ”

Listening to Xu Sanduo's words, Gao Cheng now understands that this kid understands in his heart. But he doesn't know why you act like a soldier so clearly.

Since Xu Sanduo said what was in his heart, he continued: "At first, I didn't know that this road would allow me to be appreciated by the chief, but since the chief asked me to choose the reward, I hope to come to the Seventh Company, the best company you emphasized when you were in the recruit company. ”

"But after coming here, I realized that although everyone accepted me as a member of the company on the surface, I didn't think I was good in Class 5 here. I know that in the Seventh Company, I pay attention to the law of the jungle, and I know that I am performing poorly, but I hope that everyone can give me time and let me make everyone accept it through my efforts. However, except for the encouragement given to me by the class leader and Chengcai, everyone looked at me like they were watching a joke. ”

After saying this, Xu Sanduo seemed to be a deflated balloon, and quickly wilted. Although the momentum went down, he still stared at Gao Cheng in a daze, hoping that he could give himself a reason why.

Gao Cheng listened to Xu Sanduo's complaining words, and it was impossible to say in his heart that he was not touched. Whether it is the image of the TV series in his impression or the impression that Xu Sanduo gave to himself in reality, he is dumbfounded, but today he actually told himself so many inner thoughts, but he didn't expect it to be unexpectedly organized.

But although he is organized, Gao Cheng will not sympathize with him just because of his complaints or grievances.

Gao Cheng sorted out what he said, and then said in a voice that he felt was gentle, "If you want to know why Qilian is not so tolerant of you, then I will let you know why." ”

The two of them were washing in the water room, so they didn't wear a lot, like Gao Cheng never wore short sleeves in normal times, not that the troops didn't have or wouldn't let him, but that he had too many scars on his body, and he didn't like to let people pay too much attention to this.

Today, in order to let Xu Sanduo understand the concept of troops and soldiers, Gao Cheng took off his coat and left a vest on his body. But it was the scene behind this vest that made Xu Sanduo's pupils shrink after seeing it.

He didn't think that this was a scar caused by an accident, the scar lying on the company commander's body like a centipede was like a bullet, and it penetrated deeply into Xu Sanduo's heart.

"See, you know why I don't usually wear short sleeves, even on the basketball court. These, these, and other places add up to more than a dozen. I'm not letting you see this to make you think how good I am, I'm letting you see this just to let you know what a soldier is and what they should do. Gao Cheng said.

"Do you think that your usual training is just for your comrades-in-arms, your squad leader, platoon commander and me to see? Do you think that the bullets and shells that we usually shoot are just to show who is accurate in marksmanship? ”

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