Lucy walked up to me and looked at me and said, "Why don't I let her stay, and I don't want her to leave."

I shook my head and said, no, it would be dangerous for her to stay.

Lucy laughed and said that it was perhaps more dangerous to let her go, she was not a simple woman, and I could see that there was a magic in her.

It is undeniable that Xu Jiao is the most gentle but murderous woman I have ever seen, although she can stay away from her when she is gone, but her shadow has always lived around me, if I am a heartless person, it is okay, but unfortunately I have a conscience, this kind of thing makes me have no way to forget her innocence, damn conscience, damn good person, I should have let Zhang Xuanxuan wipe out my conscience at the beginning, but unfortunately I can't do it, I am destined to only learn from the villain, but not become a villain.

I sat on the couch and extinguished my cigarette butt and said, help me find a psychiatrist, I need to find someone to talk to.

Lucy was very obedient, not long after she left the room, there was a knock on the door outside, and a fashionably dressed woman walked in, she looked about thirty years old, she was an intellectual beauty, holding a Cadillac car key in her hand, obviously she was different from other women, she didn't like Audi, she didn't like Mercedes, she didn't like the BMW driven by the nouveau riche, and she liked the unique Cadillac.

The woman smiled and said, hello, my name is Liu Yue, you are Mr. Yang, I have seen your news, people like you who have a successful career often have some problems in their hearts, this is not a normal reality, you don't have to be nervous, treat me as your friend, say whatever you want.

I nodded and said, you still look more professional, do you believe in love at first sight?

Liu Yue nodded and said, I believe it, but love at first sight is often an illusion.

I nodded and said, yes, but I found myself losing my judgment, I actually took love at first sight as the truth, you know, it was terrible for me, I couldn't convince myself that it was all fake, but my gut told me that it was all fake, and I couldn't have known much about her at all, because we had just met for an hour.

Liu Yue said with a smile, so it seems that she must be a very good girl, and she knows you very well, so she will become the girl you like, let you fall in love at first sight, people are often confused by their own eyes, such as magic tells us that we should not believe in our eyes, many times the feeling is the most intuitive, such as when there is danger, your eyes can't see, but the body can feel it, this is the instinctive performance of the body, if I guess correctly, that girl must be a beauty, It's also the type you like, the ideal girl in your mind.

I nodded and said, this is about the way it should be, I just want to say, am I still saved? I felt that her presence made me begin to doubt life, I had never been so afraid of a person before, and I had now lost the most basic judgment.

Liu Yue said with a smile, she is not in you now, it means that you have not lost your judgment, your feelings tell you that she is very dangerous, so you came to find me, after people encounter something that excites the person who excites them, their heads will be in a state of excitement, just like some D-sucking patients, they will have some hallucinations, and they will impulsively kill people, all because the head is in a state of excitement, so before doing anything, it is essential to let yourself have a cool head, if you are hot-headed, I want to calm my mind, close my eyes and think about the problem, jump out of my own subjective factors, and objectively put myself in the original role, maybe I can see the essence of the problem.

I nodded and said, what you said is very good, I also want to ask you a question, do you believe in love? What exactly is love?

Liu Yue said with a smile, this question has been asked to me by countless people, and my answer is the same, love does not exist at all, you like a person is in your own senses and subjective recognition, that is to say, you like one or love someone, all because of yourself, and people instinctively want to resist their hypocritical side, so I added the word love to this selfish process, in fact, love is deceitful Selfishness is true, you like a person many times because she is like you, Or you see your own shadow in her, or you treat her as yourself, so you have feelings for him, and the so-called love is just the product of selfishness and self-preservation.

This Liu Yue is indeed very powerful, although I still don't understand, but I think what she said is right, love is a bit hypocritical, because if you ask others what love is, people can't tell it, because it is a non-existent thing, many people because they don't understand, they start to learn the emperor's new clothes, and they don't know how to pretend to understand, so they slowly say that they are mysterious and mysterious.

In fact, liking a person to fall in love with a person is a selfish process, just like seeing a beloved toy when I was a child, I like to keep the toy for myself, as I grow older, this kind of thinking about owning is more intense, so when I grow up, I want to have a person I like, I hope to get her, I like a girl when I was a child, I may not think of having a relationship with her, but when I grow up, I definitely want to have a relationship with the first purpose, which is that after growing up, the inner potential of selfishness is discovered. I gradually understood why I fell in love with Xu Jiao at first sight, in fact, I just saw my shadow in her, so I had a good impression, and this feeling is real, but I think it was all pretended by Xu Jiao, so I am a little unsure of this feeling.

I did a simple exchange with Liu Yue again, the day of irritability passed, I don't doubt myself, doubt life, I asked myself why I like Xu Jiao, it's very simple that she is innocent and kind, in fact, these answers are not accurate enough, when a person likes another person, at first it is because of himself, he thinks she is kind, he thinks she is innocent, so he thinks she is good, she is unique, love is just a disguise.

Like a person or fall in love with a person at the initial stage is because of yourself, but slowly this feeling will be sublimated, you will find that you can see your own shadow from her body, slowly you treat the other party as yourself, and you will fall in love with her completely, and even sometimes you can't tell which one is the deity between the other party and yourself, so when you encounter danger, you will treat yourself as one, and take the initiative to block the other party's front, if at this time, there is a person who is acting, then this person who enters the play, has completely become the shadow of others, what others want to do, the shadow will follow, this is the saddest part of false love.

After I drank the wine, I threw the wine glass on the ground and said, bullshit love, this is a scam, I won't believe Xu Jiao, this woman, I have to restrain myself.

The next morning, when Lucy called, I was still sleeping, and when I woke up, I was lying on the couch, I was in a very bad mood, but I still had to keep smiling, because today I was going to the school to give a speech, and I was going to face those college students as a successful person, and I would give them some chicken soup for the soul, and at the same time observe what kind of people those college students are.

After dinner, I took the car to the school, and after getting out of the car, we went to meet the dean and vice dean, and everything was almost ready, Lucy helped me tidy up my suit, and I walked to the podium.

At this time, the audience applauded thunderously, I could see a lot of handsome men and beautiful women in the school, all of them were about the same age as me, and I naturally didn't feel the men, what surprised me was that I didn't have much feeling for women, and I was actually thinking about Xu Jiao in my head.

Xu Jiao is like a demon girl, she left a shadow in my mind, how can I linger, I feel that I am about to finish, my thoughts are beyond my control, and I am about to become her shadow, when a person likes another person, it will become the shadow of that person.