Abandon.

Abandon someone who has nothing to do with me.

The old man's words made me stunned, and the nightmare still lingered in my mind. Sun Xiaoqing's death, Ben Ben's hatred, Sun Youbo's fists and feet. It was all like the real thing, and I was stunned for a long time. I'll admit, I was a little hesitant. The sugar-coated cannonballs they gave me were so tempting, tempting that I couldn't say that I wouldn't have any bad intentions. Especially after I had such a nightmare of losing Sun Xiaoqing, I really don't know whether to do it or not.

On one side is Sun Xiaoqing, and on the other side is Mumu.

I believe that as long as I am willing to give up Mumu.

They must let me know where Sun Xiaoqing is, because some information is not mysterious to some countries in this world. I hesitated, but the old man said, "You don't have to answer me in a hurry, we can let people go to Europe first, and when we have news of your wife, it will not be too late for you to agree to us." I don't think it's going to be a long time, twenty-four hours, or forty-eight hours, and guess a person's whereabouts, for some special departments, it's not a mystery. ”

The old man's words froze me again in place, and I thought to myself that perhaps I had no other choice.

Perhaps, even if I give up on Mumu.

Mu Mu won't lose too badly, after all, she has a super bullish father.

Perhaps, Mu Mu's fall this time was also an experience for her. can make her remember it for a long time, and don't jump out so suddenly to attract other people's pink eye in the future. Perhaps, for Mu Mu, it doesn't matter at all.

I just double-faced, and I thought a lot there.

The old man sat across from me, not in a hurry.

He looked at me with a teacup in his hand and a smile on his face.

Suddenly, I looked up at him.

He asked me, "Figured it out,"

I affirmed, "I won't give up on Mumu." ”

The old man was startled, I sneered, and said aggressively: "The dreams I have are just nightmares, I believe that if my wife really has a problem, my son will come back and tell me, I believe that she is only leaving temporarily, although there is a secret, but maybe she deliberately did not tell me." And if I give up Mumu, you will definitely let me explain a lot of everything about this project, and even let me persuade Xia Wanyu to give up Mumu too, Mumu will definitely fail at that time, and I won't get anything, because in this world, only feelings can't buy it. You used nightmares to make me fearful and try to confuse my mind, but in fact you were wrong, it was precisely because of that Diamond Sutra that I suddenly realized that the dreams I had were just dreams and bubbles, not real, and could not be taken seriously. And since I woke up, you've been luring me into dreams, trying to keep me stuck in dreams. Hehe, worthy of being a psychologist, he is really clever, using fear to make me have nightmares, and using nightmares to make me fear. It's a pity that you forgot that the most difficult thing to understand is the human psychology and the human brain. Any psychologist is, to put it bluntly, nothing more than a charlatan. Doctoral supervisor at Stanford University, fuck off. ”

My sonorous words impressed the old man. He exclaimed, "Well, it's not a thing in the pool." My most terrifying nightmare tactics can fail, and it seems that I really underestimate you. Young man, if that's the case, you're welcome, if you don't believe in psychology, then you should believe in pharmacology. Do you know that there is a thing in this world called drugs? In the face of drugs, all your sanity is just a dream bubble, and then you will understand that your so-called Diamond Sutra is just an enlightened reading book for children. ”

My pupils narrowed.

The old man walked away with his hands in his hands.

Within a few minutes, five people walked in from outside. One of them was holding a white box in his hand, and I wanted to struggle, but I knew that the struggle at this time would only allow me to destroy my psychological defense faster. I closed my eyes and lay motionless on the couch. The man with the white box walked up to me and pulled out a syringe full of drugs, which I knew were all drugs, and not ordinary drugs, but intravenous ones.

The needle punctured the vein in my wrist and I closed my eyes and said nothing. Soon the drugs entered my body, a feeling I had never felt before, and my brain was peaceful and awake, as if it was floating. I know it's dopamine. I lay there, motionless. A group of people left, and they played me harsh strong rhythm music. I'm still lying there, and they're going to give me this every ten hours for about ten hours in order to get me hooked as quickly as possible.

The needle wasn't big, but every time I felt like my brain was dancing.

And after each time, they would put on another three hours of strong rhythm music to stimulate my brain.

I don't know how many times they stopped touching me.

Let me sit there, motionless.

Even they prepared food for me to eat. But I always felt like something was missing in my body, and a very strange feeling hit me. I know, it's what it's like after addiction. I suddenly remembered what Xia Wanyu once said, she said: "Men can be distracted and shameless, but in the chaotic world, there are two things that cannot be touched, the first is poison, and the second is gambling." ”

I have now violated the oath that Xia Wanyu made for me at the beginning.

Gradually, I felt a nervous feeling in my head.

I lay there and it felt like the world was spinning.

There was a problem in the whole person's brain, and I don't know what was going on. But soon, I felt a little uncomfortable physically. This must be a consequence of the lack of dopamine in the brain, it must be. At this moment, the five men came again. They pulled out a needle, only to find that my wrist was full of needle holes, and they laughed and gave me a needle in the neck. I immediately felt much more comfortable, and this time they didn't give me strong rhythm music, but let the old man come out, stand in front of me, look at me, and say, "From this day on, the next time we give you the fourth will be twenty hours apart, and the next time we will give you the fourth number, thirty hours at a time, ten hours at a time, until you die, or when you agree." I think you're feeling it now, so take advantage of this momentum and have a blast for the last hour. ”

With that said, the strong rhythm and the music came again.

My nerves are high with the music.

I was forced into addiction, but I had no choice but to do that, because there were no rules in it. And when I was brought here, I was hooded, and I just remember that I got on the plane and flew there, I don't know. The third Xiaonan and Liu Jiyang must have asked me again to work hard, but unfortunately if they don't let go, even if they come, they won't be able to come in. There is a god in this world, but there can be no superman.

Order, rules.

In the hands of others. And I could only lie there listening to the strong rhythm of the music, staring blankly at the dim light bulb. I knew that even if Mu Mu won in the end, my addiction was already there, and it was impossible to quit it. But I still can't betray Mu Mu, I always need some faith in life, maybe I belong to people with faith.

But I soon discovered that there was something in this world that was more worthy of my appreciation than faith, and that was heroin. For the first ten hours, I didn't feel anything. Only calm, quiet. For the next ten hours, I was manic and a little restless. For the last ten hours, I was grumpy. I was lying on the couch and wanted to sleep. I stood up and wanted to run. I'm sleepy, but I can't sleep. I walked back and forth, and I almost became a fool.

For the last hour, I was on the verge of madness.

Finally, the clock on the wall went for thirty hours.

I waited for these people again, but this time it was only the old man.

The old man looked at me with a smile and said, "You really believe my words, you are really naïve, to tell you the truth, from now on, you will not give you a little bit of No. 4, you yourself slowly taste the feeling of ten thousand ants invading your body." ”

I froze, froze, and stood still.

The old man's words made me scream, and I was about to rush towards the old man.

But at this time, my body was already vulnerable, and the old man struck me down to the ground with a blow to the iron mountain. He slowly sat aside and said to me, "Give you one last chance, help us, we can give you what you like, if you don't help us, you will continue to suffer, you think about that refreshing feeling, that light feeling, as long as you help us, we will make you float." ”

The old man took out a small needle from his hand, and I rushed over, but the old man kicked me away and said to me, "I will give it to you if you help us." ”

At the moment of "I ......", my mind wandered.

The lack of dopamine in the brain made me a little crazy. I lay on the ground, tossing and turning, but I just didn't want to take the needle from the old man's hand. I told myself that I couldn't betray Mumu, no, not betray Mumu. It's that I can't betray myself, I can't. I snorted my head against the wall, and after knocking my head to break the blood, I collapsed in a pool of blood and fell asleep.

The old man, after I fell asleep, secretly plunged the needle into my thigh. And he took out two needles from his pocket, and pierced two in succession. After one upheaval, the pain will be even more intense the next time. Only pain can make people give up everything.

Dignity. Faith. In front of him, they were just humble ants.

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