Chapter 234 It's ridiculous to think about it

I smiled at Zhong Siyuan, she is like the sun, always able to shine on me, even if I become cold-blooded and ruthless, she also understands me and understands me, the rarest thing about a person is to meet someone who understands herself, Zhong Siyuan is the one who understands me, I don't need to explain anything to her, as long as it is what I do, she almost approves of it, and I don't want to hide anything from her, because I found that I have fallen in love with her, which is not the same as when I liked Zhao Yun.

I didn't understand until now, in fact, I don't really love Zhao Yun, I just think Zhao Yun is beautiful, always looking high, my love for her comes from her ambition after being bullied, so I don't really love her, to put it mildly, I want her to recognize me, like me to be willing to lie in bed and let me bully.

It's a pity that Zhao Yun has never looked up to me, maybe the first impression is so important, at the first glance of her acquaintance with me, she treated me as a dick, not to mention that heroes are estimated to be bears, even if I was broken for her, she was unmoved, at most it was to pity me, it was ridiculous to think about it.

Zhong Siyuan wiped my tears clean with her little hands, she is so cute and gentle, I lay in her arms, really tossed steamed buns, like a child, she smiled and hugged me and smiled sweetly, she kissed me on the face and said softly, take a rest when you are tired, don't work so hard, in fact, sometimes it is not easy for boys, you have to face so many people outside and try to get ahead, and you have to hurt your wife when you are at home, even if you are wronged, you have to pretend to be strong, in fact, you don't have to be such a husband, Siyuan knows that you have worked very hard, I don't ask for a good life, I just hope that you will be good, give me a home, let me be your wife, and walk through this life with you.

I took off my shoes and lay in Zhong Siyuan's arms, sleeping in her arms I feel very steady, probably because I didn't have a mother since I was a child, I saw Zhao Yun lying in my aunt's arms, I was envious and jealous, I also wanted to lie in my mother's arms, but my mother was absent a long time ago.

When I opened my eyes together, I didn't know what time it was, I peeked out of the quilt, only to find that it was night, and the lights were already bright outside, and Zhong Siyuan had already closed her eyes and fell asleep.

I sat up and leaned on the edge of the bed, took out a cigarette from the bedside table and lit it and smoked it, Zhong Siyuan raised her head and looked at me and smiled, she didn't speak, she lay on my lap like a child, I put my hand on her snow-white little face and said, Siyuan What did Zhang Xuanxuan tell you just now, did she threaten you.

Zhong Siyuan said softly, no she just told me that I should learn to cherish and take good care of you, as for the money, she didn't mention it, she meant that she didn't have to pay it back, just serve you well, in fact, I think she is not bad, she is very good to you.

I smiled bitterly and said, very good to me, and pointed a gun at my head, asking me to kill you, and almost buried me alive, she was using me at all, and I still exterminated humanity to me, and didn't treat me as a brother at all.

Zhong Siyuan frowned and didn't hear about it, in fact, she just wanted to kill me, she didn't think about killing you, but she is really powerful, husband, you have to be careful, you are always very dangerous now, the more you climb up, the more ruthless the people you face, these people are very scary, they all want to get benefits, there is no emotion at all, but I still think Zhang Xuanxuan is not bad, at least she is okay with you, but I have no use value, so she wants me to die.

I hugged Zhong Siyuan and said, I won't let people hurt you with me, you are my woman, so you have to listen to me in everything in the future, and you are not allowed to do stupid things in the future, do you understand.

Zhong Siyuan stuck out her tongue with a smile and said, people know, husband, don't be angry, Siyuan will never dare in the future.

This Nizi is really well-behaved and obedient, and I am also very pleased, I was going to ask Yao Jiale to eat with that animal, but now looking at the time, it is still not necessary, it is estimated that Zhang Baoqiang has already dealt with the matter over there.

Yao Jiale's matter is solved, I almost outline the task that Zhang Xuanxuan didn't know to give me, she is a woman who speaks, if I can't do it, she will definitely not let me go, what she wants is the result, as for the process or something, she doesn't care, now I have to show her a little achievement, if she doesn't see the results, then I will probably become the next Ah Zhe.

I will never forget Ah Zhe's expression at that time, hatred, anger and pitiful, but poor people must have something to hate, and I don't have any way, in fact, I don't want him to die, but if he doesn't die, I will kill him, and someone will always become a stepping stone for a person to climb.

Zhong Siyuan probably thought that the ashtray was too far away, she took the ashtray in her hand, put her little hand on my chest, I took a puff and put the cigarette butt still in the ashtray, grabbed the ashtray and said, Okay, I won't smoke, you are still a patient, this is not good for your health, I will go upstairs to get some food, what do you want to eat.

Zhong Siyuan said with a smile, why do you always rely on me, now my health is almost better, I always eat what I love, I am afraid that I will be hungry in the future, or eat what you like to eat, what you like to eat, Siyuan likes to eat.

In fact, I am not a picky eater, when I was at home before, there was almost no meat in the bowl for dinner, and the meat was in Zhao Yun's bowl, I was a motherless child, and it was good to be able to eat, so until now, I have never been picky, even if I was given pickles and rice, I would still eat with relish.

I put my hand on Zhong Siyuan's big steamed bun and said, I want to eat big steamed bun.

Zhong Siyuan blushed and pressed her short sleeves with her chin, squinting her eyes and not speaking, but looking at her appearance, you can know that she has no objection at all, and she is very cooperative, which makes me feel a little excited in my heart, and it really feels different to be in love with someone I like.

Although Zhong Siyuan is not very old, her figure is very well developed, of course, only I know this, because only I know her true face of Lushan, others just see her beautiful, only I can understand that her figure is much better, but now she still has some simple breath on her body, not as charming as Dong Qiushui and Chu Bingxin.

Even so, I still like Siyuan, because I know that one day, she will fall because she loves me, and now she is not falling, just when I was about to make further contact there was a knock on the door.

I didn't have the heart to say, who, what's the matter?

A girl's voice came from outside and said, I'm here to take care of Miss Zhong, please open the door.

Only then did I remember that Zhong Siyuan had always been taken care of, and she was not feeling well at night, so she still needed someone to serve her.

I put my hand under the quilt and said with a smile, No need for me to take care of Miss Zhong tonight, you can rest.

Zhong Siyuan hugged my arm and said, I have a lot of things at night, husband, you just came back, it's better to hide in the bar, Da Mao told me about Ermao, I think it's because you have less time in the bar, many people don't know you, so that kind of thing will happen, if you stay in the bar for a long time and know you, it won't happen again.

If you want to say that Siyuan is thoughtful, I should indeed stay in the bar for a while, because there are more and more people in the bar, most of them are Zhang Baoqiang, and some people don't know me, so it's easy to get hurt by mistake.

I looked at Zhong Siyuan and said, but I want to accompany you more.

Zhong Siyuan asked the girl outside to wait, she kissed me on the face and said, I know you care about me, when I get better, I will give myself to you, now I am not feeling well, you think in your heart I am afraid you will not do anything to me, I am absolutely embarrassed that you are like this, after all, we are all sure of the relationship, and you have rejected so many good girls for me, I should do something that a girlfriend should do to satisfy you, and when I am well, we will ......

Zhong Siyuan was too shy to say it, I smiled and asked, what?