At night, accompanied by the rising candlelight, Qiao Fengzhi and Huo Jingyao sat opposite each other at the low table, drinking wine one by one.

The wine was sad, and Qiao Fengzhi quickly got drunk.

"Husband......" Huo Jingyao hesitated again and again, but still asked: "Why do you look like you are so preoccupied?" Every time I see you on your mind, I feel uneasy. ”

No one knew that the pain he had buried deep had broken through again, spread over his heart, and hid it in his eyes. It dawned on him that he might never be truly happy, unfettered. At some point in this life, he may have been doomed to a lifetime of suffering.

"Jing Yao, I'...... I'm so uncomfortable, why am I in such pain? Even with you, I can't really be liberated! Why? What was wrong with my life? ”

He slowly exhaled the smell of wine, but he could not exhale the pain and sorrow hidden in his heart.

There really is karma in the world.

He also remembered clearly that on December 17, the twenty-third year of Yongxi, he divorced her.

On December 17, the same day, he divorced his wife in Nangan, and his sister was divorced in North Vietnam. And the reason is that they are all childless.

I see. The pattern of fate is really mysterious, but it has its own reason.

"Jing Yao, what should I do? What exactly should I do? I came to Changxuan City with a heart and soul to make sure that one person was okay, and I wanted to see her from afar, but now, she is so miserable and helpless, what should I do? How do I approach her? With what identity? If she knew everything, would she forgive me? ”

Huo Jingyao was puzzled: "Husband, what are you talking about, I don't understand." ”

Qiao Fengzhi drank a glass of wine and whispered astringently: "Jingyao, I can't seem to escape this pain, I can't escape." Jing Yao, I have done my best for the people of the world and the people around me. ”

Lost his parents, his wife, Donggong, Huo Jingrou, Huo Jingxiao, Huo Jingyao, and his master's life.

If he hadn't been deceived and ignorant of treason in the first place, could all this have been looked different?

Thinking of this, my heart suddenly trembled heavily. He suddenly raised his head and stared at Huo Jingyao with a pair of red eyes.

Huo Jingyao was stared at by him and panicked: "Husband...... You...... Why are you looking at me like that? ”

Qiao Fengzhi suddenly raised his head and poured a cup again, his expression was resolute and solemn, as if he had made some decision, he moved his mouth, as if what he was going to say next was not words, but a thousand catties of boulders.

"Jing Yao! I've been deceived, and I can't lie to you anymore! I can't hide it from you for the rest of my life, I can't do it! Jing Yao, listen, your father's ...... I killed it with my own hands! ”

With a 'bang', the teapot in Huo Jingyao's hand fell on the table. He looked at him in surprise: "Fengzhi, what are you talking about?" ”

Qiao Fengzhi suddenly flipped the table, and there was a loud bang, startling two hearts.

Qiao Fengzhi stood in the mess and looked at him condescendingly: "Fengzhi? Why don't you call your husband? Knowing the truth and changing his mind so quickly? ”

Huo Jingyao looked at him with a shocked face, and said to himself in a daze: "What are you talking about...... What the hell are you talking about......"

He was aggressive: "I said, I killed your father with my own hands!" It wasn't your starling who killed it! I killed it! Killed with your own hands! You can choose to leave me now! Leave me, the enemy who killed my father! Get lost!! ”

Huo Jingyao was shocked by him like this, and was stunned for a while.

Qiao Fengzhi couldn't stand the panic and pain in his eyes, and suddenly stepped on the debris all over the ground, approaching him step by step. Huo Jingyao saw that he was almost crazy, and sat on the ground and unconsciously moved back little by little.

"Didn't you hear? I killed your father with my own hands! Why don't you roll? I'll let you go! He grabbed him by the collar and lifted him up, then shoved him out the door.

Huo Jingyao finally came back to his senses, hugged the door frame tightly, and finally roared: "You let go of me!" Qiao Fengzhi! You...... You're a bastard! Why are you saying this all of a sudden?! I don't believe it! I don't believe it! Why did you kill my father? No! You didn't do it! It was my starling who did it for the throne! You...... You don't like me anymore, do you? You're deliberately trying to drive me away, aren't you? You bastard! On the first day you came to Changxuan City, you fell in love with the woman who sold jade noodles, didn't you? I also asked for people's names, and if they didn't answer, you would go elsewhere to inquire! You've never seen a woman or a man!! ”

"Shut up!!" Qiao Fengzhi gritted his teeth and yelled and went to push him again, who knew that he was sitting on the ground and holding the door frame and didn't let go, Qiao Fengzhi tried a few times, but couldn't push him again, he finally let go, and suddenly sat down next to him.

For a while, the room was quiet, only the drunk two were panting like cows together.

In the end, each other's breath calmed down. Qiao Fengzhi finally couldn't speak, but the words he said were like a hammer: "Jing Yao, your starling brother has the ambition to compete for the position, but if I don't force him to ride a tiger without my plan, he won't be able to take the road of killing his father." On the night of your father's death, your starling couldn't do it, so I did it myself. So, you go, go back to Nangan, and leave me, the enemy who killed my father. ”

'Boom', thunder struck his heart, and Huo Jingyao's whole person was blown up.

"I have finally realized that deception is a deeply hurtful thing, and do not do to others what you would not do to yourself, so I can no longer continue to lie to you. Jing Yao, I'm sorry, I only blame me for waking up too late. Now, I allow you to leave me. You go, go back to Nangan, be your prince well, and forget me from now on. My promises have never been worthless, for her and for you. With that, he got up and took the burden and handed it to him, and stretched out his hand so persistently, as if he would never let go of him if he did not take him.

Huo Jingyao finally came back to his senses in a trance, staring at the burden in his hand, and when he saw the end, his eyes were bloody.

"Yes, I'm leaving, but before I go, I'm going to kill you bastard first!" Huo Jingyao flipped up violently and punched him in the face!

After drinking, he was already unsteady on his feet, and Qiao Fengzhi was unguarded, and he was knocked down by the angry Huo Jingyao with a punch.

At this moment, Qiao Fengzhi realized that his weakness was pretended to be at all. A man is a man, no matter how weak and delicate he is, he still has the innate strength of a man in essence.

Just as he was thinking about it, he was punched in the face again, and his brain went blank.

"Bastard! You kill my father! You're hurting my starling! Huo Jingyao pounced on his waist and rode on his waist, followed by another punch.

When he boarded, Qiao Fengzhi's nosebleed wildly. He gasped, stared at Huo Jingyao and smiled sadly, without the slightest intention of resisting, just lying upright, looking like he was at will.

"Qiao Fengzhi! I'm fucking you! Die! Huo Jingyao raised his fist again, but seeing that his face was dripping with blood, this punch couldn't fall for a long time.

Huo Jingyao stared at him angrily for a long time, and finally "Ah-" came out with a roar and a violent cry.

"Ahhh You ...... ......He wanted to describe him in the most unpleasant words, but he couldn't think of words for a while.

"Brute!" Finally Kankan thought of such a word, Huo Jingyao hurriedly picked it up and scolded: "You brute! Why did you kill my father? Why do you hurt my starling! ”

Sure enough, the word "beast" pierced Qiao Fengzhi's sensitive nerves. He rolled over violently, pressed Huo Jingyao under him, and roared, "Yes!" I'm a brute! I, a brute, not only killed your father! I even killed my own parents with my own hands! ”

"I was deceived by my master first, aided the Northern Expedition, and betrayed my own country! Then he was forced by the situation, forced by your father, and beheaded his parents with his own hands! That night, I learned the truth. Every rainy night, I am haunted by nightmares, always dreaming that my parents ask for my life, and curse me to be damned! I also feel like I'm a brute!! ”

Huo Jingyao had another "boom" in his head, forgot to resist, and said in a daze: "You! What did you say? Who are your parents? ”

"It was planted by the East Palace with limericks! Later, Xiahou Feng and his wife were beheaded by your father's order! And the woman who sells jade noodles, she is my sister Xiahou Yun! ”

Huo Jingyao stared at him in a daze, his thoughts flew in his heart, and he suddenly realized, like an enlightenment!

I see! I see!

That rainy night, his pain.

In the city of Fengdu, his change.

On rainy nights, he went crazy.

Huo Jingyao rummaged through the fragments in his memories, trying to piece together the whole thing, and muttered, "So...... So you are doing all this to avenge my father? ”

"Or else? I divorced my wife, married the princess, rebelled against the East Palace, and assisted the eight kings, just to govern others in the way of others! I want your father to be pushed to his death by his own son! ”

His blood dripped on his face above, Huo Jingyao seemed to be awakened by the blood, and he suddenly tried his best to flip over, pressing him under him again, and said like a mountain: "I see, I see!" What about me!! Then are you using me or are you sincere?! ”

Qiao Fengzhi gasped roughly, and said clearly: "It's also a use of you!" She is my disease, you are my medicine. You can relieve my painful heart, give me a little joy in sorrow, and a little sweetness in bitterness. I selfishly clung to your straw so that I could sink less thoroughly in the abyss! ”

A large tear suddenly fell from above and smashed on Qiao Fengzhi's face.

Huo Jingyao's eyes were red, and he squeezed out a sentence again: "Among them, is there any true love?" Do you have?! ”

Qiao Fengzhi gritted his teeth: "No! ”

At this moment, Xiaoxiang is cold, and the rest of his life is hidden.

Huo Jingyao suddenly looked like a mad beast, looked left and right, and grabbed a sharp porcelain piece.

"Qiao Fengzhi! If you have a kind, don't resist! I'll kill you first, and then I'll kill myself to give you a funeral!" ”

"Huo Jingyao! Come on! If I resist, I'm not a man! ”

"Good! Good! Good! ”

Huo Jingyao pinched the porcelain piece tightly, a pair of blood-red eyes looked for a place to start in his neck, and finally saw it, and dropped his hand suddenly!

The atmosphere froze instantly.

The two of them went up and down, their eyes facing each other, and there was a silent stalemate. His hand stopped at his neck, but one really didn't dodge, and the other really didn't get his hands down.