Chapter 365: Losing His Heart
He was so panicked, his words were so eager, Qiao Fengzhi nodded hurriedly, shaking off his face full of tears, like rain.
"Jing Yao! Promise you for your husband! Promise you everything! Ahh
When Huo Jingyao heard him answer, his spirit collapsed suddenly, and the person softened again, and in an instant, he couldn't even hold his eyelids, his eyes were dissipated little by little, his eyes slowly closed little by little, and even the pain and wheezing had gradually subsided, turning into a gossamer......
He knew he was about to take his last breath......
At this moment, Qiao Fengzhi seemed to see the sky and the earth cracking, everything in the world rose and scattered, and the heavy ones sank and buried deeply, and all the three souls and seven spirits of his body disappeared with his gradually closing eyes, leaving only an empty shell, which made him panic and tremble, and he couldn't grasp anything anymore.
What a terrible feeling! He had been in pain, confused, and hopeless, but he had never been so afraid! It's as if you've seen a deep and boundless sea of suffering, and you know that you're about to fall into it, and you can't turn back from the sea of suffering, but you're powerless to resist.
He suddenly couldn't breathe, and suddenly hugged the weak man in his arms and shook it!
"Jing Yao! Wake up! Yes! Woooooo Jing Yao! Don't leave me! Don't leave me! Don't leave me! I have never begged anyone in my life, but I beg you, don't leave me! Ahh
This world is so desolate, leaving him alone, full of pain, how can he go on, where he wants to go, where he wants to stop, when does he have to hurt, and when does he have to die......
Qiao Fengzhi cried like this, and suddenly woke up the person in his arms again, and Huo Jingyao suddenly opened his eyes again! Consciousness slowly floated up from the chaos, and after looking at it in confusion for a while, he finally recognized Qiao Fengzhi.
The sadness in his eyes returned, and his weak voice seemed to be about to break his breath at any moment.
"Husband...... I'm in pain, you...... Kiss me, let me go when you're done, let me go, let me go......"
Qiao Fengzhi was so disgusted that the pain in his intestines was unbearable, so he swallowed his tears and lowered his head to kiss his pale and cold lips, and probed his tongue into it and gently wrapped it with his tongue, which was the only thing that still had warmth for each other. In this bleak moonlit night, it is also the last mutual warmth of each other, and it is the last goodbye.
A deep kiss, two by two painful heart. After the kiss, Qiao Fengzhi cried silently, hugged him and sobbed and complained.
"Jing Yao, don't go, stay with your husband, we adopt an orphan to be our child, boys and girls are good, we raise him together, and the family of three lives a lively life."
"Jing Yao, don't go, stay by your husband's side, work hard to make money, and buy the best and most expensive medicine for your husband."
"Jingyao, don't go, stay by your husband's side, carve a lot of peaches for your husband to eat, and carve them all into peach blossoms, so that your husband will only have the peach blossoms for the rest of his life."
Huo Jingyao was in tears when he heard it, he has always been happy and carefree, but it turned out that he was sad and could make people feel so distressed.
"Husband, our unfinished dream...... Leave it to the next life, the next life...... May I be a woman, you a man, and we ...... We are still together, and I will give you many, many children to make your husband happy...... Lively and lively...... There is no more sorrow, no loneliness, no illness for my husband, and I don't need to buy medicine...... In the next life, if I don't know how to carve peach blossoms, I will plant scorching peach blossoms for my husband...... Husband, don't forget Jingyao'......"
He finally ran out of oil and couldn't say any more, his body suddenly softened, his head tilted to one side, and the whole person suddenly relaxed like water, and there was no more sound......
"Ah——!!!h
His body and mind were empty in an instant, and his eyes were suddenly dark, and his departure took away his world like a devastating thing. Qiao Fengzhi couldn't bear it, and suddenly raised his head to the sky and roared! It shook his internal organs, and resounded through the valley where the moon was dark and windy.
The scream is shocking, but there is no god to hear, and the master is to let his Jingyao return.
The echo of the hollow valley disappeared, and soon a choked ballad sounded in the hazy world, light and fluttering, but it was a word and a tear, a sentence and a sentence.
"Jing Yao, Jing Yao, come back quickly, don't get lost on the way home."
"Jing Yao, Jing Yao, come back quickly, the family is amiable, and my husband is waiting for you."
In the darkness, Qiao Fengzhi was dejected and hugged his corpse, patting and singing softly, like coaxing a sleeping child.
"Jing Yao, Jing Yao, come back quickly, don't get lost on the way home."
"Jing Yao, Jing Yao, come back quickly, the family is amiable, and my husband is waiting for you."
"Husband, why do you sound like you're about to cry? Don't shout, it's ugly, I'll just come back. ”
Qiao Fengzhi looked down sharply, but saw that the person in his arms was still silent, and did not give him any response.
It was his delusional and hallucination.
With a "poof", Qiao Fengzhi spurted out a large mouthful of blood, and then sank into a pitch-black abyss.
In that abyss, the heavens and the earth were suddenly opened, and there was chaos. Separated by thousands of mountains and rivers, he can even dream as before.
......
"Oops! Don't litter, the neat and tidy market in my Nanqian Beijing is defiled by you righteous men and gentlemen. ”
It turned out that it was that time when he jumped off the horse and picked up the peach pit he threw away, and since then he has put on the red rope and hoped for a line of marriage.
"Like, love! Fengzhi, I naturally like you! It is this love that supports the weak me to hold the strong you. ”
That time, he knocked him unconscious.
"Fengzhi Fengzhi, from tomorrow onwards, I will break buds with you, and you will only be responsible for sitting and drinking tea in the field, and I'll wave my arms and break it! Until you break your heart! ”
At the time, it was just a joke, but later, he really succeeded.
"Ridiculous? It's even more ridiculous that you should be right! Are you too sensitive, or do you like me too? I just kissed you, and you reacted, and I felt it. ”
It turned out that his initial feeling was right.
"Fengzhi, everyone knows that His Royal Highness King You has a habit of breaking sleeves, but in fact, I don't really like men, but I just deliberately do it to cover people's eyes and ears. But after I met you, I found out that I can really like a man, so much so that if I don't like it, then life will have no meaning after revenge, and I can even consider dying. ”
It turned out that he really had a deep love for him, and compared him to his life.
"Fengzhi, you say, are we living a life like husband and wife for a day? Sleeping together and waking up at the same time? ”
He said a prophecy, and later they really lived like husband and wife.
"Fengzhi, I still remember when you first came to Nanqian, the first time I saw you in the palace, you were dressed in white, like a breeze and snow, and you don't eat fireworks in the world. At that moment, I was stunned, as if I saw myself in my mind, if I wasn't so pathetic, if I could live the way I wanted, then I should be like you. ”
That time, he said, he fell in love with him at first sight.
"Confidant girl, then let me ask you, is there a limit to love in this world? Does it have to be a female and a male, or a male and a female? Can't be the same sex? ”
"Layman! You're all laymen! I will only like delicate and eventful women! How comfortable are we men together? This is the love of the world that transcends everything! ”
It turned out that his words were not unreasonable.
"I believe in you. If I make a mistake to you, I will never regret it! ”
It turned out that he was desperate for him, from the very beginning, regardless of the ending.
"In our bedroom, I didn't set any bed, but used jade to pave a jade couch on the ground! Yes, you heard it right, it's a jade couch with jade paved on half the ground, warm in winter and cool in summer! The jade couch was covered with brocade cushions, so that we could roll on it to our heart's content, and roll it all night without falling down. ”
It turns out that fate has already been revealed, and it is a love dream between them.
"Fengzhi, don't be so disheartened. Not to mention this world, even the gods in the sky have their troubles. It is beautiful and blessed that we can come to this world and walk once, see the flowers bloom, drink the sweet springs, and kiss the mouth of the beloved. ”
It turns out that he is really a very simple person, so simple that a Qiao Fengzhi can enrich his world.
"It's because you refuse to take medicine that I made this decision. Anyway, you also listen to me, as long as I know that you have taken one less pill in the future, I will find a chance to kiss you in public once, even if you push me and I can't get off the stage, I will admit it, you know? ”
He is his medicine, and he always urges him to take medicine, and he doesn't want him to fall behind.
"Husband, ...... Then you must come? Even if I want to go to hell, I will wait for you to pick me up. ”
Later, he really gave up on heaven and willingly went to hell with him.
"Husband, woo, I thought you were going to die, I was going to martyr you, but even if I died, I would use my husband's clothes as a grave, I ...... Whining...... I brought all your clothes to the Garden of Love, and put them all on my body, and lay in them without eating or drinking until I died, woo woo ......"
That time, he not only wanted to martyr his husband, but also took his husband's clothes as a grave, which is unparalleled in the world.
"I feel that if I leave you, even if I live, I will be a walking corpse, and I will not be happy again. I think it's the same with you leaving me. Your illness cannot be separated from medicine. ”
He was right, neither of them could do without the other.
"So, we ...... Let's forget together, the past, let the past. My father killed your parents, and you killed my father, karma is like this, and I am also a person who has a hatred of destroying my body, how can I not understand? So, why don't we offset each other and forget about each other? ”
In his heart, love is better than hate, and although his life is a tragedy, he has never lost his love.
"Of course, you can forget it, the lewd snake happened to appear on Yun'er's grave, and it happened to bite you, maybe there is a mystery in the dark, it is Yun'er who asked the snake to let you and me get close, in order to recognize us, this may be my sister's blessing to us."
He changed the law to comfort his heart, and perhaps, his own heart.
"Husband, cheer up, the road ahead is still long, smooth or bumpy, I will not leave you, I will be your medicine for the rest of your life, until all your vicissitudes and heartaches are healed."
Later, he became all his vicissitudes and heartaches.
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Under the remnant light of the cold moon, the man who was trapped in a chaotic dream, the man who was stained with blood and hugged the corpse, countless teardrops flowed from the corners of his eyes.