Chapter 486: Walk Alone
Everything was finally arranged, almost so settled, I leaned back on the sofa and poured a glass of red wine, gently shook the red wine glass in my hand, with a smile on my face, now the smile is not as bitter as before, in fact, I have already seen through, I can have all this, and I can face the loss of all this, I thought about it at the beginning, so when I first knew that I was leaving, I was a little surprised and unacceptable, but when everything became a reality, I will try to accept it.
After all, people will grow up, and some sudden things will slowly try to accept it, Zhang Baoqiang looked at me and smiled, he also smiled bitterly, he shook his head and said, I didn't expect us to end up like this.
I smiled and said, it's already very good, it's better than others to die, or locked up in it, don't think about unhappy things, it's good to change your lifestyle, when I couldn't eat before, I didn't see you bitter and hateful, now that life is good, why are you getting more and more uncontrollable, you have to learn to control your emotions, and if you can enjoy happiness, you must be able to endure hardship, otherwise what is the difference between it and the waste of those rich people.
Zhang Baoqiang sighed and crossed his shoulders, although there was still a little helplessness in his expression, but I knew that he had the courage to accept all this, and this night should be the last night we spent in this city.
I didn't feel anything special, the feeling of loss had actually been realized when I left Zhao Yun and turned around, this is not life and death, after all, it is just a temporary exit from this stage, hand over the stage to Yao Shun and the people of the Zhou family, and let them go to break the bloodstream.
Without a strong backing, not only can you not protect your beloved woman, but you can't take care of it, what you have has has become a bubble in a blink of an eye, so many of those who have worked hard all their lives may be pigs raised by others, and they will be taken back when fattened.
I have seen this society through, since I went to Yanjing circle, I know how terrible this society is, people are more popular than people, some people have things that you can't achieve in your life, and these people often don't cherish them and trample on them at will.
If there really are gods, I will definitely ask the gods, is that fair? If it's not fair, then why create such a world.
Zhang Baoqiang picked up the wine glass and toasted with me, I took a sip of the wine glass and said, don't drink so much wine, we will talk about it tomorrow, we must have a clear mind tonight, and let the brothers below know too much.
Zhang Baoqiang looked at me and said, "Big brother, I have a request."
I shook my head and said, I don't agree, don't say it, I know what you're thinking, your thoughts are more impulsive, impulsiveness is the devil.
Zhang Baoqiang shook his head and said, no, I'm not impulsive, I just want to stay and try it, I don't think anything can be changed, we had nothing at that time, and we didn't kill Du Zeming anyway, now we have so many brothers, although we can destroy the Zhou family if we find a few, what's so great about the Zhou family, they are all people, everyone is afraid of death, I don't believe they are not afraid of death.
I glared at Zhang Baoqiang and said, Baoqiang, you tell yourself too much, we deal with Du Zeming, that's because Zhang Xuanxuan accepts, we don't get any benefit from dealing with Du Zeming, we don't get any benefit from dealing with Bai Lianzhan, the snake swallowing the elephant will only support itself, and it was because of good luck that we dealt with Du Zeming at the beginning, but it can't always be so good luck, don't even think about Bai Lianzhan, staring at that piece of meat, why is it our turn, we don't have a strong background, at a critical time, No one will stand up to speak for us, if you forcibly swallow that piece of meat, you will be beaten to death, you don't think about such unrealistic and stupid things anymore, hatred can exist, but you can't lose your mind because of hatred.
I think Zhang Baoqiang's head is a little unenlightened now, he is too angry, he can't think about it at all, what he does is right, he just has a lot of blood, but this is just a reckless man's idea.
Zhang Baoqiang stood up and said, "Big brother, I have this one request, I am ready to die, but before I die, I will also let the people of the Zhou family know that we are not easy to mess with, and they will pay a painful price for this, and I want them to be in pain."
I closed my eyes and admired Yao Shun ten thousand times in my heart, this guy is too terrible, he just calculated that our gang of people will not admit defeat and will fight to the end with the Zhou family, so he will let us be pawns and cannon fodder, once we have a large-scale conflict with the Zhou family, he can take advantage of the situation, and we are just making other people's wedding dresses for free.
If it weren't for Dong Qiushui repeatedly reminding me, I wouldn't have understood my situation at all, the most important thing is that I slowly understood this truth during the seven days of waiting, in fact, I had already thought about waiting for the final result before I went, just like when I was trusted by Zhang Xuanxuan, I thought that when I had these things, I might lose them one day.
It's just that Zhang Baoqiang didn't understand, he was angry all the time, he was carried away by anger, I can completely understand his mood, if I am with him, I am afraid that it will be even more extreme than him, even more angry than him, because it is unwilling, unfair, and should not be.
I stood up and grabbed Zhang Baoqiang's clothes and said, Baoqiang, you have heard me clearly, I am not afraid of death, I am not reconciled, I am absolutely unfair, I also want to say why, but all this is not something we can decide, we are still young, there will be opportunities in the future, it is a pity to send death now, and we are desperate, why what? Why is a person who framed us to fight hard for an enemy, this is stupid and mentally retarded and stupid X, do you want your brothers to follow you as stupid X, we have been chess pieces from the beginning, chess pieces that others have fiddled with at will, the only thing that has been done is Ah Zhe, why because Ah Zhe has no background, people with background, we have no way to eat it, we will die of it, in fact, you and I are nothing, don't treat yourself as characters, we are not, all this is a fucking bubble, bubble you know?
My hands clenched Zhang Baoqiang's clothes, and I really want to beat him up now.
Zhang Baoqiang looks like a dead pig is not afraid of boiling water, his eyes are murderous, what I am saying now, he is afraid that he will not listen to a word, he just feels that others have taken away what belongs to him, he must desperately protect, if he can't protect, he will also make the other party pay a painful price, this is the true portrayal of his heart, I understand and understand why he wants to do this, but I just can't convince him, which makes me very uncomfortable and very uncomfortable, which just shows that Yao Shun is a scheming guy, He should have thought that we would not be reconciled.
Zhang Baoqiang put his hand on my shoulder, smiled wryly and said, I know it's stupid to do this, and it's not necessary, but I don't want to leave, this is the city where we grew up, we climbed up from the bottom, experienced so much, paid so much, why did they drive us away with a word, the Zhou family is powerful, it is powerful, but he is not a god, thousands of miles away, can he still take someone to destroy us, I just want to see what the Zhou family wants to do.
I loosened Zhang Baoqiang's clothes and turned my head and said, I know I can't talk about you, and I don't want to talk about you, maybe you're right, you just think I'm greedy for life and afraid of death, I won't take everything away, you think you're very good, then you take your brothers to fight, I'm afraid of death, I'll leave alone, so be it.
Zhang Baoqiang shook his head and said, no, big brother, I don't mean that, I know what you did right, but I just want to give the Zhou family a little color, I can't let them be too arrogant, I know that you are also for the good of the brothers, so you will do this, because of you so we can have everything now, losing all this, you are more heartbroken than me, so I know that your choice is not wrong.
I turned my head and said, "It's the same as I just said, you go with me, or I'll go alone."