Chapter 67: The Worldview Has Collapsed
"Woo-"
The night was silent, the border town was empty, and the lanterns of the inn wine shop swayed in the wind and snow.
After Zhongli Chuchu ran out of the inn, he turned into a secluded alley, leaned against the wall, whimpered softly, tears rained down, and after a while, it was difficult to even stand up straight, squatting down along the wall, hugging his knees and burying his head and crying.
I was caught off guard when I was sad, I didn't know why I was crying, and I didn't know why I was hysterical. Maybe she felt that the master had deceived her, or maybe she lost something that she hadn't noticed before, but it had already been unforgettable.
Looking back on the past, when she just remembered, the entire small tribe was slaughtered by horse bandits, and her parents, relatives and friends died tragically, she was only three or four years old, and she was only afraid in her heart, and she didn't even know what sadness was. After that, he was exiled and sold to the Qinglou, with no relatives, no home and no friends, and felt that the whole world was a swindler with bad intentions, and people could only live for themselves.
Later, he met the first noble person in his life, and although he was not related to her, he gave her a home again, letting her know that she was not an outcast abandoned by the whole world.
Later, I met a second person who was different, who cared for her and helped her several times without reason or expectation, letting her know that in this world, in addition to Master, people who have never known her can also have pure kindness to her.
Since childhood, she has been like duckweed, helpless, Zhongli Chuchu has not yet realized herself, but in her heart, she has already regarded these two people who are simply good to her as the most important people in her life. That's why she was so hysterical when she learned that Master just wanted her to compete with her opponents. Because she was afraid that these were all fake, she was afraid that the master would treat her well, and just like those who saw her usefulness, she would just treat her as a pearl in her palm because she simply needed to use her.
Can ...... now
Now the two most important people in her life are actually together......
It's nothing to want to appease yourself, it's normal for the master to find someone he likes in the boudoir, Xu Buling and the master are also very compatible, and they won't alienate her because of this.
But for some reason, the pain in my heart is like a knife, and the despair that rises from the bottom of my heart makes it difficult to maintain my sanity.
Maybe compared with the unfathomable feelings in her heart, the two most important people are too close, but they alienate her, making it even more difficult for her to accept......
"Woo ......"
Sobbing softly, sobbing silently.
In the dim alley, Zhongli Chuchu seemed to have returned to the time when he was locked in an iron cage when he was young, looking around, there was no one to rely on, everyone's eyes were full of malice, powerless to break free, powerless to change, only tears belonged to him......
Tread—
Slight footsteps rang out from the alleyway.
Xu Buling held an oil-paper umbrella, walked to Zhongli Chuchu's side, half-squatted down, hesitated slightly, and still smiled:
"Chu Chu?"
"Uhhh
Zhongli Chuchu buried his cheeks in his arms, heard the sound, shook slightly, and stopped crying, as if he didn't want to show his weak side in front of people. She didn't look up, didn't say a word.
Xu Buling thought about it, and sat next to Zhongli Chuchu against the wall, with an oil-paper umbrella covering her head, and her voice was soft:
"Hmm...... That's the thing, I really like your master, I died first and pursued her shamelessly, she couldn't help it, so she ......"
Zhongli Chuchu's inner emotions were difficult to suppress, and she wanted to make a hysterical noise, but the remaining reason still made her hold back, just hugging her knees and burying her cheeks, gritting her teeth and saying:
"Liar! My master just wants to accept you as an apprentice, I know that her temperament is more stubborn than a cow, and it is impossible for me to agree to you...... In particular......"
I wanted to say, 'Especially since I met you first,' but the words came to my lips but I pressed them back.
Xu Buling smiled: "This...... The reasons are complicated......"
"Don't say it, I don't listen, it's your business!"
"Didn't Jiu Jiu always want to fight with my master, he did report the idea of accepting me as an apprentice, and he drew a very light line with me......
"I won't believe you anymore if I don't listen......"
“…… But...... But then I found out that Yuhe and I had already made a private agreement for life, and your master ......"
"I don't listen, I don't listen...... Well!? ”
Private for life?
Me and Yuhe?
Zhongli Chuchu's heart was full of grief and indignation, and he was slightly dazed, before he understood the meaning of this sentence, raised his head, looked at Xu Buling with red eyes, and his expression changed from heartbroken to sluggish.
What do you mean?
This......
Isn't he already with Ning Qingye ......
Ning Yuhe is her master! 117
Zhongli's chaotic thoughts were dissipated by this thunderbolt, and only stunned and shocked were left in his eyes.
Xu Buling nodded, and his old face was slightly red: "You heard it right, well, me and my master, what ......?"
"You! You're ......"
Zhongli Chuchu had tears on his face, but his eyes were full of astonishment, and he suddenly realized!
No wonder the master would hide it from her and secretly get involved with Xu Buling.
No wonder the change in Master's attitude was so weird, at first he wanted to push her forward to Xu Buling, but suddenly it became a strict guard to let her guard against Xu Buling......
Wrong!
Zhongli Chuchu knew Zhong Li Jiujiu who brought her up very well, and she was furious:
"You lie to people, it's impossible for my master to put himself in for the sake of competing for high and low, who do you think my master is?"
Xu Buling spread his hand slightly: "This is just an inducement, and the two are indeed happy in the back......"
"Ning Yuhe is your master! How can you do such a thing of deceiving teachers and destroying ancestors? ”
"It's not a real master, she hasn't taught me anything, before apprenticing with a teacher, I already had a skin-to-skin relationship, and then I just made a scene and worshipped a teacher......"
Zhongli Chuchu's head was buzzing, he couldn't sort out his thoughts at all, and stared at his green eyes:
"You already have a skin-to-skin relationship with Ning Qingye, does she know about this?"
Xu Buling shook his head in embarrassment: "I definitely don't know, otherwise I would have been dismantled." ”
“……”
Zhongli pursed his lips, the tears in his eyes were not gone, but his eyes had turned into disbelief, and most of Fang Cai's grief and anger were diluted.
After all, she and Xu Buling are not close to each other, and they may secretly have feelings but have not confirmed it, and the saddest thing is just that they are concealed by the master. Compared with what happened to Ning Qingye, what she experienced now didn't seem to be a big deal......
Zhongli Chuchu was shocked by this incomprehensible news, and his sanity regained a little, and then his eyes showed indignation:
"You're still not human? How can you do such a thing? You're a bastard, a scumbag, a big liar who plays with women's feelings......"
The words were full of grief and grievances, and I didn't know whether I was scolding Ning Qingye or helping myself.
Xu Buling also kissed Ning Qingye, it stands to reason that it is not a big deal, but it obviously has nothing to do with not being able to say it in this world. He couldn't deny it, but said with a smile:
"I'm a prince of a vassal king, and marrying a few more girls isn't a harm to nature......"
"Is it a matter of marrying more women? You put everyone as a master and apprentice, you ...... You ......"
Zhongli Chuchu felt that his worldview was shattered, and the white-clothed man in front of him, who did not eat the fireworks of the world, seemed to have become a perverted reincarnated disciple in an instant. She stared at him for a moment, but she didn't know how to face it, and in a state of confusion, she stood up and walked out.
Xu Buling got up with an umbrella and followed behind: "Chu Chu, don't be so excited......
Zhongli Chuchu's mind was a mess, and he didn't respond at all, and now he just wanted to stay away from Xu Buling to calm down.
But after a few steps, on the wall of the alley, a little sparrow suddenly fell shivering, jumping up and down on the wall, chirping twice.
Although Zhongli Chuchu's emotions fluctuated greatly, he did not forget that they were fleeing, and after seeing the movements of the little sparrow, he knew that he must have discovered some urgent situation, so he paused in place for a while, wiping the tears from the corners of his eyes.
Xu Buling stayed with the little sparrow for a long time, and he could see what it wanted to express, so he put away his embarrassing thoughts at the moment, and admonished: "Chu Chu, don't run around." He took off his saber and held it in his hand, jumped up the fence and followed the little sparrow to the top of a restaurant at the entrance of the alley.
The nightingale who came out to walk the birds, originally sitting on the roof to watch the child's jokes, but at this time, he was cautiously lying on the roof, poking his head out of the ridge and looking at the official road in the distance.
Xu Buling followed his gaze, but saw that in the dim wilderness outside the town, dense soldiers quietly surrounded him, and there were probably more than 1,000 people sweeping over at a glance, carrying bows and crossbows, but they had not yet formed an encirclement.
"How did you come so fast......
Xu Buling frowned, and his figure lowered a little. Since it was the border army who came over, it means that the holy decree of Chang'an City has arrived, and the wolf guard must have discovered his whereabouts from somewhere and came to surround him.
Xu Buling has not yet set the table with the imperial court, and at present, King Su is still the emperor's courtier. When there is no holy decree, it is true that he can fly high, but once the holy decree arrives, if he violates the decree after announcing it, it means that he has no reason to explain it to the outside world. When the court saw that he forcibly resisted the decree and fled, it naturally could guess that the true jade seal was hidden in his hand.
Nightingale observed the situation outside the town and said seriously, "Childe, what should I do?" ”
"Song Ying only knows that I took you and Chu Chu with me, but I don't know that Qingye and Jiu Jiu are also in front of me. The three of us went first to lead away the pursuers, and let them go west with the jade seal, leaving marks along the way, and we caught up after throwing off the pursuers. ”
After Xu Buling finished explaining, he jumped down from the house, grabbed Zhongli Chuchu's wrist and ran to the inn.
Zhongli Chuchu suffered such a big blow, it stands to reason that he should have a small temper, but they are escaping from the pursuit of the imperial court, and they can't add to the chaos at this time. She could only withdraw her hand and said with a sullen head: "I can walk myself......" As she spoke, she ran to the front with her skirt in hand......