I woke up before dawn the next morning, I slept soundly on this foot, I didn't have nightmares, I didn't feel fear, I would be very scared when I was alone, but when I held Zhong Siyuan, I didn't know why, there would be some more courage in my body inexplicably, it seemed to come from the blood, men are born to protect women.

Zhong Siyuan is still sleeping, she seems to be sleeping very soundly, I can't bear to disturb her, I lifted the quilt, got out of the car and took the elevator downstairs with a scared face, now I prefer to be active when there is no one, and the feeling of being deserted on the street is very good.

Occasionally, I could see some people exercising, almost all of them were middle-aged, and I couldn't see them at all at my age, and after running a few kilometers, the sky was bright, and I found a park to lie on a bench and began to rest.

This day is estimated to be very fulfilling, and it will feel like a long time to get up early, so the old people in the park get up early, after all, they live one day less, these people are the people who cherish their time the most, and the young people are squandering their youth, some stay up late in the Internet café, some are not tired of holding women and tossing all night, and some are participating in parties and all kinds of collective messing.

I don't like other people's lives, I just want to live my own life, and it's the same as before, I don't want outsiders to know whether I'm good or not, and it doesn't matter to me if others want to laugh at me or respect me.

I, Yang Fan, don't live for others, I live for myself, for my brother and the woman I love, I closed my eyes and thought of Zhao Yun, the woman I loved and hated, and now I don't know what happened.

I thought about it for a long time without an answer, and I didn't know if I still loved her, because I felt a little uncomfortable when I heard what the head teacher said.

It seems that I should face Zhao Yun's matter, my aunt treats me well, and I can't just sit idly by, I found a stall near the park and ate a little something, bought some nutritional products in the supermarket, and came to the door of my aunt's house according to the address directly recorded.

I rang the doorbell and there was no one in there, so I pressed it again, and soon the door opened, and it was my aunt in a black lace pajama who looked much haggard, but she still had a smile on her face when she saw me.

Aunt smiled and said, Xiaofan, why are you here, come in and do it.

I walked into the living room with a smile, put the things in my hand on the floor, and sat on the sofa in the living room, I was still in a good mood, as if everything had returned to the past, we lived together, Zhao Yun bullied me every day and scolded me for being a dick, and my aunt didn't go home much, I was like a slave to do all kinds of rough work for Zhao Yun, and occasionally I still YY Zhao Yun in my heart.

I can't find that simple and interesting life anymore, I can only look back, now I can't go back to the past, although I like the previous life, but I know that I can't be so naïve for a lifetime, men still have to have their own careers, only in this way can they be qualified to love someone.

My aunt helped me make a pot of tea, she looked at the things on the floor and said with a smile, you kid come here, what else to buy, you don't treat yourself as an outsider, there is no one else at home, I also helped you clean up the bedroom, if you live far away from school, you can live here, it will be autumn soon, the weather will be cold soon, there is heating here, it is relatively close to the school, and I also think you should go to college, after all, youth is only once, you will regret it after you don't go to school, I know you think it's useless to go to college, But the knowledge you have learned now helps you invisibly, and the knowledge you learn is good after all.

What my aunt said is not unreasonable, and many of the things I have achieved today are due to the knowledge I have learned, but I have applied what I have learned to my life.

I smiled and nodded and said, Auntie, I will think about it, by the way, I heard that Zhao Yun is sick, so come and take a look, Sister Yun, she is okay.

My aunt sighed and said, I don't know what's wrong with this girl, it's uncomfortable for three days, I took her to the hospital for a checkup, and her body is completely normal, but her appearance is so painful, I found a psychiatrist yesterday, and the doctor said that she had heart disease, but Zhao Yun didn't cooperate at all, so the doctor had no choice, and now he can only find a way to make her happy, and slowly let her forget about those unhappy things, probably because of the shadow caused by your uncle's things to her before.

Uncle's affairs are a bit hurtful, but I don't think it's the main problem, my ruthlessness and unrighteousness should be the biggest factor in Zhao Yun's pain, I kissed her several times, and I was completely an out-and-out hooligan, I couldn't think of doing things before, and even when I did what I hated the most before, I actually became a hooligan.

I smiled and said, can I go and see Sister Yun?

My aunt frowned and made me a cup of tea in a teapot and said, I'll go and ask, Xiao Yun She always locks herself in the room now and doesn't come out, if she doesn't open the door, I can't do anything.

My aunt stood up and knocked on the door of the room, no one responded inside, my aunt shouted a few times, but still no one responded, she looked helpless and worried, probably afraid that something would happen to Zhao Yun, but she didn't want to restrict Zhao Yun too much, so she made herself very haggard.

I walked to the door and smiled and asked me to give it a try, this door should be able to open.

For this door, it is very easy to unlock, the ear scoop I carried with me is a tool, I casually got a few times, found the right position of those springs, and soon the door was opened by me, after I pushed the door open, the room was very clean and tidy, Zhao Yun was lying on the sofa with a puppy in her arms and playing with her mobile phone, it seemed normal, there was no sick and uncomfortable look. My aunt was a little confused, but she still had a smile on her face.

Seeing that Zhao Yun had nothing to do, I was also relieved, I was really afraid that she would be uncomfortable and painful like a madman, she was completely different from what I thought, when she saw me and my aunt come in, she smiled and said, Mom, I'm fine, don't worry, I just have a headache and don't want to review my homework every day, so I found an excuse to rest at home for a while, I won't make you sad and sad in the future, I will be fine, Yang Fan, what are you doing at our house, you are not welcome here, you came to see my jokes, right?

I shook my head and smiled and said, no, I'm also worried about you, so I came to see you, bought you something to eat, I hope you get better soon, don't always think about unhappy things, I know it's my uncle's things that have left a shadow in your heart, I'm here to say sorry to you, I hope you can forget about the unhappy things.

Zhao Yun smiled and glanced at me and said, Yang Fan, you are so hypocritical, I have never seen such a hypocritical person as you, I know what I have done, I don't have to worry about my affairs, and I don't want to see you, please get out immediately.

It seems that Zhao Yun is angry with me, she must hate me in her heart, but because of face, I don't want to say it, and I won't admit it, now I am completely a scumbag image, which has caused her a lot of damage.

Aunt said embarrassedly on the side, Xiao Yun, don't be like this, Xiao Fan, he was also worried about you, I saw that he bought you a lot of things you love to eat, the two of you grew up together, and you can be regarded as childhood sweethearts, Mom hopes that both of you can do well, after all, you have been together for so many years, you should have feelings, maybe you don't understand now, and you will understand when you grow up.

Zhao Yun stood up and said with a smile, Okay, I don't think I'll give you a lot of money for my mother's sake, but I still have to say that you are a stinky rascal, an out-and-out bastard.

I smiled and nodded and said, okay, just be happy, I don't care what I do.

Zhao Yun smiled and said, you are really shameless, how can there be a shameless person like you in this world, who really wants to beat you.

I smiled and said, it's a pity that Xu Longchao has become a vegetative person, otherwise he would have helped you beat me, then I would be afraid of you, and I wouldn't dare to offend you.