Dong Qiushui didn't tell me too much, maybe it's not good to talk too much now, I don't dare to rush these things, she can help me, I will slowly learn and ask in the future, I should be able to do it, of course, after contacting those people this time, basically even if I know each other, it will be much easier to get along well.

Because the Chinese New Year is approaching, firecrackers have begun to be set off in many places outside, and in the streets and alleys, children are playing happily, even this bar street is no exception, Dong Qiushui dragged me up from the bed, and she wanted to take me out to buy something.

I also rested almost, with the help of Dong Qiushui, I got dressed and accompanied her to take the elevator downstairs, the street was completely new, even if it snowed, it did not stop people from the joy of the New Year.

Walking on the street, there is a feeling of joy everywhere, in fact, I am not happy at all, and I don't feel that there is anything good about the New Year, from childhood to adulthood, what I hate the most is the festival, of course, I can see Zhao Yun every day these days, but sometimes, it was originally a family reunion, but I didn't have a home.

Dong Qiushui seemed to notice my emotional changes, she whispered softly in my ear, what's wrong with you, it's almost the New Year, you still look listless, do you have any thoughts, don't hide it in your heart and say it, I may be able to help you solve it, after all, you are still young, and many times you see the problem more vaguely. I smiled and said while walking, in fact, it's nothing, I just can't be happy, and I don't think this New Year has any meaning, what I hate most since I was a child is the New Year and August 15, these two festivals, everyone else has parents, I am only alone.

Dong Qiushui took my hand and said, now you don't already have me, and that little guy, everything will be fine, life needs to grow, don't always think about relying on others, work hard or rely on yourself, you have done it, don't think about the shadow of the past, those are unhappy things, they are all over, everything will be fine, always immersed in the past, then how can you be fast, there are some destined things, no one can change them, the only thing that can be changed is your mentality. Dong Qiushui's words made me relax a little, I am no longer a child, I should no longer have the emotions that those children have, I am an adult, and I am also a person who may be a father, I have children, and women, I have to find a way to support all this, although it is hard and tired, but those who live at the bottom of the society are harder than me, more tired than me, those people can laugh, why can't I.

I tried my best to forget my previous troubles, after looking at Dong Qiushui's little face and lower abdomen, I gradually laughed, I am still very powerful, I made Dong Qiushui's belly bigger, she is a woman with a lot of taste, with her by my side as a virtuous helper, I can reduce a lot of unnecessary troubles.

Dong Qiushui is like a child, pulling me to buy a lot of gadgets, she doesn't go to the mall, she doesn't go to any luxury shopping malls, just take me to walk around and look at the things on the stalls, I found out for the first time that she can also become another look.

I stood beside her, watching her bend down and pick up the small clay figurines on the ground and ask for the price, after the old young woman said ten yuan each, Dong Qiushui directly took out a hundred yuan and asked for ten, she didn't take away ten small clay figurines, just took one, and the remaining nine were given to a few children and parents who didn't take money to buy them for a long time.

Those parents were a little flattered, Dong Qiushui took me by the hand and walked to another small carpet, this place is a ring, that is to say, a few cents to buy a circle, the things on the ground can be covered, then this thing belongs to you, when I was a child, many people played this kind of game, usually children played, I don't think Dong Qiushui will be interested in these things today.

I don't know if it's the pregnancy that made her have a childlike heart, she actually spent money to buy all the circles, and sent them to the children around her, I was a little stunned, I don't understand what happened to her, but seeing her so happy, I can't bear to disturb her, in fact, I watch it and enjoy it, if everyone can be peaceful with each other, everyone can help each other, really do that kind of family, then the city is not lonely.

Of course, the times are changing, the previous attitude to life has long disappeared in the long river of history, what is left is only memories, real life has become different from before, people's requirements for material life continue to increase, the poor have become poorer, and the rich have become richer.

When the value of a person is measured into money, people are also divided into high and low, and many superficial things can no longer be hidden, the only thing that has not changed may be these naïve and ignorant children, when I was still a child, in fact, I understood those deceptive nonsense, I never believed that the world is full of love, nor did I believe that everyone is a family.

The children's skills are still much weaker, and they can't be caught at all, and they are all very disappointed and annoyed, but Dong Qiushui's skills are very good, although they can't do ten laps and ten hits, but at least ten laps can be caught six times.

The old man who was sitting on the small bench counting the money had a distressed face on his face, and his wrinkled face was embarrassed every time Dong Qiushui threw it into the set.

Dong Qiushui is smart and charming, she can wisdom the children around her, these little guys under her command, began to move things, just like her children, after finishing the trap in her hand, Dong Qiushui wanted to come again, but the old man shook his head and said no.

Such scenes are rare, but Dong Qiushui didn't lose her temper with the old man, she glanced at the incomplete field on the ground, and then looked at the things in the hands of the children, smiled and said, That's all for today, and continue tomorrow.

I grabbed Dong Qiushui's hand and whispered in her ear, no, how are you like a child.

Dong Qiushui stuck out his tongue with a smile, took my hand and said, why do you always think about so many things, people are tired enough to live, and occasionally they still have to relax, life is tense, I can also understand it, but these things can also be temporarily forgotten, such as forgetting your troubles for half a minute, a minute, or ten minutes, so that you will be very happy, you see how happy those children are, when I saw them, I thought of when I was a child, there was no money at home, there were many brothers and sisters, poor me was like a little beggar, how I was, I hope someone will take out a few cents to buy me a string of sugar gourds to eat, if someone really does that, I will remember it for a lifetime, if I am older, I am willing to make a promise, and even repay with my body, but unfortunately, such a person does not exist, many people are hot on the surface but the heart is cold, some people are cold on the surface, but the heart is hot, my heart is very cold, but I want to have a temperature, your heart is very hot, but it is covered by your face.

I looked up at the sky and smiled awkwardly, life is short, sometimes I should really take it easy, I used to be at that time, why was it so relaxed, even if someone said that they wanted to beat me, I still wouldn't be afraid, because I felt that I couldn't beat Xiaoqiang, even if I was beaten, what could I do, but I was beaten and couldn't die, it was considered to be exercise, and I was often beaten, for the body, it was indeed very helpful, and the body was strong against beating.

I tried to relax, thinking back to the past, let myself think about the child, not so mature, soon I found the feeling, I saw the red sugar gourd mouth was about to drool, at that time Zhao Yun took the sugar gourd and didn't let me eat, I was greedy can only drool, I want to buy a bunch of sugar gourds to eat, I pointed to the sugar gourd and said, do you want to have a string of sugar gourds in the autumn water.

Dong Qiushui nodded with a smile and said, Uh-huh, I really want to eat sugar gourd, I want to eat this with bean paste, what do you want to eat, oranges or bean paste.

I directly picked up two strings of bean paste, and at this time, many children also took their parents' hands and came around, but when Dong Qiushui asked about the price, the price of a string of six yuan discouraged many parents.