"You, you, why can't you even wipe your tears and poke me in the eye, it hurts me to death." Yun Jinxi took the handkerchief and wiped it on his cheek, Feng Xu saw Yun Jinxi smile, and also smiled, "Jinxi, do you remember any sad past, look at what I said, it makes you cry like this." ”

"No, I just think that you are not even three years old, the county lord has not yet reached the age of one, and your mother has left you, it's really pitiful, I don't know how you and the county lord Fengluan have spent so many years, especially you, you must be a father and a mother, life is hard."

Yun Jinxi looked at Feng Xu sitting in front of him, Feng Xu blinked and said, "I'm not bitter, my life is chic, who wants your sympathy." Yun Jinxi said, "I don't sympathize with you, I also have a sister, named Yun Zhiying, is a little girl in our neighborhood, but she has no father, when she was a child, she was still young and ignorant, often called me Daddy Daddy, and when she grew up, she knew that her Daddy was gone, but she was sad for a long time, and her personality became introverted, without a father, she always felt that her Auntie was lonely and lonely, and rarely saw her Auntie laughing. Therefore, it is a very pitiful thing for a child to lose his father and mother. ”

Yun Jinxi remembered Yun Zhiying's sister, Yun Zhiying has also been smiling since she was a child, until one day, when she grew up and knew that her father was not her father, she didn't often come to Yun's house to play, maybe when she saw her father hurting herself, she would be very sad, Zhiying's sister would always show a trace of timidity in her eyes, too, without the company of her father since she was a child, she would naturally be inferior and timid.

"Who is pitiful, I am not pitiful, although it is said that my mother died early, but fortunately my father is the Great Khan of the Turks, so we are not like outcasts who are lonely, helpless and have no fixed place, eat well and dress warmly, but there is a little emptiness in the heart, but it's okay, day by day, you look at me, I haven't lived so well, listen to you say this, did you just cry because you feel sorry for me?"

Feng Xu looked at Yun Jinxi quietly, Yun Jinxi just heard Feng Xu say that, she was already soft-hearted, and she couldn't see the pitiful thing, so she cried for a while, but how could she admit it in front of Feng Xu, she could only whisper, "I didn't feel sorry for you, I just thought of Sister Zhiying." ”

Feng Xu saw through her appearance with a face, Yun Jinxi hurriedly pretended to look up at the big locust tree, Feng Xu saw her head up, and he also raised his head, so that he and Yun Jinxi saw the same sky, Feng Xu raised his head and said there again.

"Jinxi, do you know, in fact, this is not the first time I have seen you, this is the second time I have seen you." Sure enough, Yun Jinxi hurriedly sat up straight, looked at him, Feng Xu also lowered his head, sat opposite her, and deliberately didn't speak again, leaving Yun Jinxi there in a hurry.

"When have you seen me, I've never seen you, tell me, where have you seen me?" Yun Jinxi asked curiously, Feng Xu smiled evilly, and fell into memory.

"That year, when my father Khan and I first returned to the Tang Dynasty, I was just ten years old, I was in the Turkic territory, I really felt very boring, I had long heard that the Tang Dynasty was fun, we Turkic people have been to the Tang Dynasty, I have to pester him every time to tell me about your Tang Dynasty, when I was ten years old, my father Khan asked me what birthday gift I wanted, I said, I am tired of the gifts every year, I just want to go to the Tang Dynasty to play, to see the prosperous Tang Dynasty in people's mouths, what is it like."

Feng Xu thought about what happened when he was ten years old, and he felt funny, he smiled inexplicably, and then said, "But the Tang Dynasty is too far away from the Turks, my father Khan will definitely not agree, the road is far away, and there may be dangers along the way, my father Khan disagreed, and then I thought that it would not work." ”

"Then didn't you come that year, why did you see me again?" Yun Jinxi frowned curiously, Feng Xu smiled again and said, "Don't worry, I haven't finished talking yet, I was thinking about it, but this thought of going to the Tang Dynasty really reached the point where I didn't know what to eat and couldn't sleep at night, one day I watched my father Khan holding Feng Luan and teasing her there, hey, I came up with another trick, so yes, I went to pester Feng Luan, and told her that there were a lot of delicious and fun things in the Tang Dynasty, I made her through, she naturally went to pester her father Khan every day, my father Khan was entangled and couldn't stand it, That's why he took the two of us to the Tang Dynasty with a ruthless heart. ”

"I see, then you are still quite smart, then where have you seen me, I thought about it carefully, I didn't see you when I was eight years old?" Yun Jinxi carefully recalled that when she was eight years old, she had never seen Fengxu in her impression, although Feng Xu's skin was not as fair as Brother Yao's, but she had thick eyebrows and big eyes, and her appearance was excellent, and she could definitely be seen at a glance in many people.

"You didn't notice me, I noticed you, did you ever climb the Lingyin Temple when you were eight years old!" Feng Xu saw that Yun Jinxi was still frowning and pondering there, and couldn't bear that she was meditating there, so he reminded her.

"When I was eight years old, I went to Lingyin Temple, oh, I remember." Yun Jinxi remembered that year, it was the time when the young general Mo Xingyao had just been tied up, and that day was a nightmare for her, and when she climbed up to the Lingyin Temple, her sweat soaked her entire back, and she was shocked and frightened.

"Why did you go to Lingyin Temple, so where did you see me?" Yun Jinxi remembered that he must have been in a panic and was seen by Feng Xu, Feng Xu said, "That day Feng Luan was in the post station, saying that he was tired and wanted to sleep, and his father Khan also said that he was not in a very good mood and didn't want to move around anymore, I was sitting in the guest room of the post station, leaning against the bamboo window, and suddenly heard a bell in the distance, the bell continued endlessly, until it reached my ears, listening to this bell, my heart seemed to calm down all of a sudden, I asked the next person, saying that it was the bell from Lingyin Temple, I also heard that the Lingyin Temple made a wish extremely effective, so I told my father Khan, I want to go to the Lingyin Temple, I was born when I was ten years old, what I asked, my father Khan will naturally agree to me. ”

"So, accompanied by two soldiers, I rode to Lingyin Temple, and when I walked halfway up the mountain, I saw a lot of people buying pigeons there, and when I just wanted to buy a pigeon, I saw you at a glance."

"Oh, yes, I didn't see you either!" Yun Jinxi thought back carefully, it is true that he has never seen Feng Xu, Feng Xu looks different from the men of the Tang Dynasty, if he sees it, after all, he will pay attention to it, Feng Xu looked at Yun Jinxi thinking hard and smiled.

"You are lying on your mother's shoulder, asleep, how can you still see me." Feng Xu thought, when he left the soldiers and climbed halfway up the mountain alone, he saw the men and women who were crowded with people, hurriedly walking to the top of the mountain, he was tired of walking, and sat next to the hawker selling carrier pigeons, looking at so many white carrier pigeons cooing there, as soon as he turned his head, he saw Yun Jinxi.

The little girl leaned on her aunt's shoulder, was sleeping sweetly, looking so quiet and peaceful, compared with the people who hurriedly walked to the top of the mountain, it seemed so quiet, he sat next to the carrier pigeon vendor, secretly looked at Yun Jinxi, really a little girl with beautiful eyebrows and eyes, pouting from time to time in her sleep, and smiling, I don't know what kind of sweet dream I had.

It's just that after a while, it should be Yun Jinxi's father, so he hurriedly ran over and pulled them to the top of the mountain, he saw that the small bamboo basket that had just been placed at Yun Jinxi's feet had not been taken away, and it was filled with a basket full of yellow ginkgo leaves, he picked up the small bamboo basket and chased after it, but he didn't expect them to be in a hurry, and they had already disappeared, so he could only give up.

Feng Xu, who carried a small bamboo basket, climbed up to Lingyin Temple, walked to the temple, put on a pillar of incense, knelt on the kneeling mat, looked at the tall and serious Buddha statue in front of him, like the Tang Dynasty people around him, kowtowed three times in a row, and then inserted the incense in the incense burner, Father Khan never knew why Feng Xu had to go to Lingyin Temple in person, the Turks were different from the Tang Dynasty, they did not believe in the gods and Bodhisattvas, only he understood in his own heart that he wanted to put a pillar of incense on his mother here.

When his mother died, he was not yet three years old, if it were not for the portrait of his mother, he was afraid that he would have forgotten his mother's face, he wanted the Buddha to bless, his mother was in heaven, he must be safe and happy, in the next life, I hope that my mother can live a long life, they all say that the Bodhisattva here is very spiritual, he rarely came to the Tang Dynasty, is to have a good worship.

Feng Xu carried a small bamboo basket and walked down, waiting for a long time next to the hawker selling carrier pigeons, but he didn't see Yun Jinxi come down, he saw that the men and women of the letter had left one by one, and the bluestone steps suddenly became empty, and seeing that it was almost dark, he could only carry a basket full of ginkgo leaves back to the post station.

Seeing Yun Jinxi sleeping on her aunt's shoulder, he thought of his own sister Feng Luan again, if his mother was here, Feng Luan must be very happy, he didn't matter, he just wanted Feng Luan to be happy every day.

"So that's the case, it turned out that I was asleep, no wonder I didn't see you, I said, I have a very good memory, if I see someone, I will definitely remember his appearance." Yun Jinxi looked at Feng Xu, it turned out that Feng Xu had seen her when she was eight years old, Feng Xu smiled and took out a sachet from his waist, took out a dried ginkgo leaf from it, and handed it to Yun Jinxi.

"I waited for you for a long time in the middle of the mountain that day, I didn't wait for you, you were hurriedly pulled away by your father, I couldn't catch up with you, your bamboo basket of ginkgo leaves, I could only take back to Turkic, and then I returned to Turkic, I always felt that it was a pity that the ginkgo leaves rotted, so I ordered my subordinates to dry the ginkgo leaves and save them." Feng Xu returned to the Turks and ordered the people to dry the ginkgo leaves, arrange them in the shape of hearts, glue them to rice paper, and then put them in a wooden frame and hang them in his study.

"No, this time I came to the Tang Dynasty, I brought a ginkgo leaf in this sachet, I thought, can I still see you, I didn't expect to really see you, I didn't dare to recognize you in the food street, I was afraid to admit the mistake, until I just heard your father call you Xi'er, I didn't know that it was you, because when your father told you to leave in Lingyin Temple, he also called you Xi'er."

Feng Xu didn't expect to meet Yun Jinxi again, when she was eight years old, she was still chubby and had a face, but after three years, she grew into a girl, her body and face became sharp and thin, she was really a slender girl.

"No wonder, I said where my little bamboo basket went, I thought it fell somewhere, and when we went down the mountain, I passed by halfway up the mountain, and I didn't see it, but I specially picked it up and gave it to Sister Zhiying, and I didn't send it out."