The first feeling when I saw Yinzhen this time was that he felt that he was a lot haggard, and even his originally straight body seemed to be a little rickety, and the autumn sun shone on him, and there was an indescribable cold loneliness.

While looking at each other, Yin Zhen walked up to her step by step, holding her cool hand firmly in the palm of her hand, "I will return to Beijing tomorrow." ”

Back to Beijing...... When he heard these two words, Ling Ruo looked back at him with complicated eyes, did Yinzhen finally lose his patience and prepare to forcibly take him back to Beijing?

This thought has not yet fallen, she has been tightly held in Yinzhen's arms, so hard, as if to integrate her whole person into her body.

"I really want you to go back to Beijing with me, but I know that if I forcibly bring you back, you will resent me for the rest of your life. Ruo'er, if you believe that Buddhism is your destination for the rest of your life, then ......" He slowly rubbed Ling Ruo's long hair draped behind him, and said in an extremely difficult tone: "I am willing to fulfill you and let you stay here." ”

When he said this, he increased his strength with both hands, and held Ling Ruo in his arms harder and harder, after today, he will never have this opportunity again, in his life, except for Mei'er, the woman he cares about the most will leave him. And the person who let her go is herself, reluctant, really reluctant.

Ling Ruo's eyes were full of surprise, Yin Zhen would let go, obviously he was so determined to take himself back before, why would he suddenly change his mind now?

As if hearing Ling Ruo's inner words, Yin Zhen slowly let go of his hands, staring at her eyes full of lingering gloom, "Today, I really regret it, if I didn't suspect you that day, and didn't want to kill you and Xu Rongyuan, then between you and me, it will definitely not come to this irreversible point." He bent his thin lips weakly, stroking Ling Ruo's silky long hair over and over again, these three thousand green silks, he still couldn't keep them, "I have been wondering if this is what is called these days: it is forgivable to do sins in heaven, but you can't live if you do sins yourself." ”

"After returning to Beijing, I issued a decree to canonize Pushou Temple as a royal temple. There are ......" he took out a string of Bodhi Buddha beads from his arms, "this string of lotus Bodhi bracelets is my own string, you keep it, I heard the monks say, use Bodhi seeds as beads, but hold a few recitations, its blessings can be immeasurable, Ruo'er, I hope you can be carefree in the future." ”

The so-called bodhi tree is not the fruit of the bodhi tree, as the world thinks, but the fruit of a plant called the valley.

The string of Bodhi seeds that Yinzhen took out was a conical dark brown, each one was shaped like a lotus, the texture was hard, and it was slightly prickly to the touch. Lotus people, out of the sludge and not stained, lotus Buddha beads with you, can make people's hearts calm and stable, always keep pure.

"Your Majesty, did you really let your concubines stay in Pushou Temple?" Until this time, Ling Ruo still couldn't believe that the emperor, who was high up and had always been the same, would be willing to compromise; Is this still the Yinzhen I know?

"Isn't that what you've always thought?" Yin Zhen looked at her with a smile, but Ling Ruo saw the paleness and reluctance from that smile, he was obviously extremely unwilling, but he was willing to let go, let go of the hand that could not have been let go.

"Willing, willing, giving will be gained; I really want to know what kind of sacrifice will be obtained this time. Ruo'er ...... No, it should be Mrs. Moyin. When he said the last few words, Yinzhen finally couldn't hold back the sourness that had been filling his eyes since just now, and turned into a drop of transparent liquid that slowly slid across his cheeks.

Yinzhen, the high-ranking Emperor Yongzheng, is he crying now? Because of yourself?

His hand stroked under Yinzhen's face, and his fingertips felt a burst of wetness, and he was really crying......

Yin Zhen suppressed the sadness in his heart hard, and said forgively: "Okay, I'm leaving, you are good to practice in the temple, if you have the opportunity in the future, I will take Hongli to see you." Whether you are Ling Ruo or Mo Yin, Hongli is your child, and I will treat him well. ”

"Alright, it's time for me to go, you cherish it yourself." After taking a deep look at Ling Ruo, he endured the pain and reluctance in his heart and turned to leave, and Qiu Yang pulled down a long shadow behind him......

On September 19, Yinzhen, who had been away from Beijing for several months, left Wutai Mountain and set off from the post station to return to Beijing, and the local officials of Wutai Mountain knelt down to see each other. With the rotation of the wheels, Yin Zhen's heart sitting in the carriage gradually cooled down, and the last glimmer of hope gradually weakened in this coldness, until it turned into nothingness.

She didn't come after all......

Li Wei and the others who followed the carriage kept looking back, hoping to see that figure from other crowds, but they didn't see that person until their necks were sore.

"Master Li, is she really not going back to Beijing with the emperor?" Sixi kept his voice very low, lest he be heard by Yinzhen in the car.

"The master hasn't appeared until now, it seems that he has made up his mind not to return to the palace." Li Wei shook his head, and there was disappointment in his expression that he couldn't hide.

"Why don't we go slower, maybe Niangniang is rushing down from the mountain at this moment?" Liu Hu said beside him, still holding a glimmer of hope in his heart.

Sixi smiled bitterly and said, "Lord Liu, aren't we walking slow enough?" Look, they've been gone for almost an hour, and they haven't even left the city gates. ”

At this time, even Liu Hu had nothing to say, he followed silently, and after walking like this for half an hour, he finally saw the city gate, and the person they were expecting never appeared, and the disappointment shrouded everyone's hearts like a huge net.

"Four joys." Hearing Yinzhen's voice calling himself, Sixi hurriedly walked a few steps, rushed to the side of the carriage and said respectfully: "The slave is here." ”

After a moment of silence, Yinzhen's slightly tired voice came from the carriage again, "After leaving the city, speed up your march and return to the capital quickly." ”

"Huh!" Sixi sighed in his heart, after passing through the city gate, when he was about to order his entourage to speed up, he suddenly saw a person standing in front of him, his willow green clothes were particularly conspicuous in the autumn when his eyes were full of yellow, and the corners of his clothes were blown up by the autumn wind from time to time, dancing, like a butterfly left in the autumn sun.

After seeing the figure in front of him clearly, Sixi's eyes were full of joy that could not be concealed, "Your Majesty! Emperor! ”

Yin Zhen poked his head out of the carriage and stared at Sixi unhappily, "What's wrong?" ”

Sixi pointed to the front and said loudly: "Your Majesty, look, Concubine Xi, it's Concubine Xi, it's Concubine Xi, she's here, she's really here!" Speaking of the back, there was already a bit of trilling in his voice.

"What?" Yin Zhen was taken aback, and couldn't wait to look in the direction pointed by Sixi, and sure enough, he saw a beautiful figure, it was Ling Ruo, it was really Ling Ruo.

Before the carriage stopped, Yin Zhen had already jumped down from the carriage and walked towards Ling Ruo quickly, until he was only one step away from her, and then stopped abruptly, "You...... How did it end up here? ”

Ling Ruo looked at him quietly, for a long time, suddenly smiled, there was endless affection in the smile, lowered his head and took out a bright red flower from his sleeve, each petal is like an inverted needle, curled and blooming, it is the other side flower that Yinzhen picked for her that day, after he left, she brought the other side flower with water drops back to the meditation room, I don't know why, this other side flower has been blooming there fiercely, has not withered, and this has long passed the flowering period of Manzhu Sahua. Perhaps, this is really providence, and even God wants her to go back with Yinzhen.

Let go, let the manju sawa fall to the ground, lift your feet and step over, step over the other side, and everything starts again......