Chapter 50: Do You Want to Use Strong Again?
Shen Yiwen seemed to feel a little bored, let go of the hand pressed on Chen Xin's shoulder, and sat back in his position. He didn't pretend to be calm and gentle like just now, but went straight back to his original irritable and stinky face.
"Chen Xin," Shen Yiwen seemed to think about it, he sat up straight, his face was still very stinky, looked at Chen Xin and said, "I called you back and let you be my second aunt's wife, not for fun." I can guess what you're thinking. No matter what, we grew up together. My mother was very fond of you when she was alive, and she always wanted me to marry you. But you know, I'm already engaged to Aihua, and my relationship with her predates yours. ”
Speaking of this, he seemed a little embarrassed, but after hesitating for a moment, he took his gaze back from Chen Xin and said, "I admit it, I ...... Maybe I really like you. Since I have already taken possession of you, I should be responsible for you, which happens to be my mother's wish before her death. ”
Chen Xin listened carefully, and after listening to Shen Yiwen's explanation of the reason why he brought her back, she didn't know why, she actually felt that Shen Yiwen did this, which actually made a lot of sense. But it makes sense, she is no longer the Chen Xin who only wants Shen Yiwen.
Before, when she was not in prison. When she learned that Shen Yiwen and Chen Aihua were close, the person she had always wanted to get close to, one day when there was really someone else around her, she was actually very sad. But she never showed it, because she actually knew all along that Shen Yiwen didn't like her. So in order to give Shen Yiwen some good impressions, she always keeps herself full of vitality.
But that day, when Chen Aihua took Shen Yiwen's hand and went home, she really hated and felt sad. At that time, she even really thought about being a concubine for Shen Yiwen.
But now, although she still likes Shen Yiwen very much, and knows that she will probably never like other men again in her life. However, she is no longer the Chen Xin she used to be. She doesn't want to be Shen Yiwen's second aunt and wife at all now. Although, Shen Yiwen said just now, he likes her a little.
I can't tell how I feel now, and I don't know how long the deadline for Shen Yiwen to say these words is. However, these Chen Xin didn't want to think about it anymore, the first time she heard Shen Yiwen say such straightforward and ambiguous words, she was not so happy that she was in tears?!
"Shen Yiwen, why do you suddenly like me?" Chen Xin didn't want to ask, but after hesitating for a long time, he still felt that it would be better to ask. Otherwise, this knot will remain in her heart for a long time.
"Because of my aunt's hope before she died? Or do you think I'm pitiful? Or is it that you don't feel used to running after your ass like I used to now? ”
Shen Yiwen was serious about making this decision. He stood in front of his mother's grave for so long that day, thinking about it until the end, and he got such a result. He didn't know if it was right or wrong, but it was the perfect answer he could think of to solve his frustrations.
Chen Xin asked these questions, he also asked himself. He has never been a person who likes poor people, and he has no habit of treating the people around him as playthings. Chen Xin asked him if he liked her because she didn't run after his ass like she used to and felt that he was not used to it, which was completely unfounded.
Before, Chen Xin had been following behind his buttocks, and he really felt annoyed at the moment, and he was used to it. However, Chen Xin was later imprisoned for three years, and he was no longer used to Chen Xin not running after his ass, and he should have gotten used to it in those three years.
As for whether it was because of his mother that he said that he liked Chen Xin, he didn't know how to answer this. After all, he was able to sit here today and talk to Chen Xin about these things because he had been standing in front of his mother's grave all afternoon.
Seeing that Shen Yiwen had been silent and didn't speak, Chen Xin thought that he wouldn't answer anymore, but he didn't expect that Shen Yiwen suddenly said: "I'm sure I didn't say this because of the last two points of the three points you said," Shen Yiwen seemed to feel that it was a little inappropriate to say this, but he still continued: "I can tell you this here today because of my mother." But why I like you, I don't know. ”
Chen Xin smiled all of a sudden, really laughing. Laugh without any emotion. Shen Yiwen was saying that she didn't know, she remembered that night in the church, Shen Yiwen also said that she didn't know.
"Thank you for being willing to tell me this," Chen Xin was a little bitter, "but Shen Yiwen, to be honest, I don't actually want to be your second aunt's wife." Before, I didn't know what I wanted in life. ”
"Three years ago, I followed you all the time, and I felt that marrying you was the life I wanted. In prison, I worked with those who thought I was doing well, and getting out early was the life I wanted. But you see, I didn't even think about life at that time. Just thinking about being able to come out early was the life I wanted at that time. ”
Chen Xin exhaled, "I'm out now, when I first came out, when I realized that I was no longer the eldest lady of the Chen family, when those people I knew before grabbed my pain and stabbed me hard, I hated to go back to prison again." At that time, I had low self-esteem, and three years ago, I never thought I would be like that. ”
Gradually, Chen Xin's eyes turned red, and his voice was a little choked, "At that time, I still didn't know what I wanted in life, but just before you caught me back." I've found the life I want, I don't really want much, to be able to grow up with Xiaoxiao peacefully, and a few friends like Little Cherry around me, it's enough. ”
originally thought that Shen Yiwen would be moved after listening to these quietly, and if he really had feelings for her, he might let her go. But unexpectedly, Chen Xin's voice fell, and Shen Yiwen asked angrily: "Do you mean that I broke the life you wanted?" ”
The emotion caused by Shen Yiwen's sudden thoughtfulness disappeared all of a sudden, and Chen Xin felt a burst of powerlessness, and had a feeling of playing the piano to the cow.
"You're not wrong when you say that." Chen Xin sighed, "Shen Yiwen, you yourself just said that your relationship with Chen Aihua comes first, and no woman will like her husband to marry someone other than her, since you are so good with Chen Aihua, then for her, you let me go." ”
Although he knew that there was little hope, Chen Xin still gave it a try. I hope Shen Yiwen can let her go for Chen Aihua's sake.
Who knows, after listening to her words, Shen Yiwen directly flipped the table angrily. Pointing at her and scolding: "Chen Xin! Who do you think you are? I'm telling you this to save face. Do you think I really have to be you? Who are you to bargain with me here?! ”
Chen Xin was a little stunned by Shen Yiwen's sudden anger, but this kind of Shen Yiwen was the one she knew well, and she reacted after being shocked for a while. It wasn't so easy to know that it wasn't that easy, and it wasn't surprising that it failed.
"Shen Dashuai," Chen Xin suddenly felt that these three words were actually quite comfortable to call. "I already know what you mean today. It's getting late now, so rest early. Chen Xin didn't get angry, and after politely saying goodbye to Shen Yiwen, he didn't care if Shen Yiwen wanted her to go, and went back to his yard directly.
As soon as Chen Xin left, Shen Yiwen kicked over the chairs around the table.
How dare this woman?! Dare to refuse him in front of her, and threaten him with Chen Aihua and let her go!? Chen Xin, this woman, how dare you?! He was restless for a month because of this matter, worried that she would be injured, and he had to come back alone from the outside despite his injuries, why is this woman so ignorant?!
After such a fuss, the wound on Shen Yiwen's body cracked open again, but he didn't care about it, after venting, he rushed directly to Chen Xin's courtyard, no matter whether the other people in the courtyard slept or not, he directly carried Chen Xin to his room.
Chen Xin couldn't sleep after he went back, lying on the bed with his eyes closed and pretending to sleep. Half-asleep and half-awake, he didn't react to what happened at all, and was directly moved to his bed by Shen Yiwen.
Getting up from the bed, Chen Xin's consciousness gradually retracted, looking at Shen Yiwen with a gloomy face staring at her condescendingly, she shrunk her neck for no reason, and always felt that Shen Yiwen looked like she wanted to eat people.
"You're afraid of me?" Shen Yiwen snorted coldly, "In the dining room just now, didn't you say that the head is the Tao?" ”
Chen Xin ignored the sarcasm in his tone and asked directly, "What do you want?" ”
Shen Yiwen smiled, took off his clothes directly, turned over and lay next to Chen Xin, "What can I do, since you are my second aunt's wife, you should always do something that is in line with your identity." ”
As he spoke, he went straight to the door and wanted to take off Chen Xin's clothes. Although it was winter now, Chen Xin was still sleeping just now, and she was hugged by Shen Yiwen so directly, and she was only wearing a base coat. If Shen Yiwen really wanted to do something, she couldn't resist at all. Looking at Shen Yiwen's increasingly presumptuous hands, Chen Xin did not move.
She knew that she couldn't hide, and thought that more than an hour ago, Shen Yiwen also said that he liked her a little. But it's only been a long time before this man is forcing her.
When I remembered hearing Shen Yiwen's words just now, my heart was still a little throbbing. Now it feels like it's all bullshit, and Shen Yiwen said that he doesn't know why he likes Chen Xin a little. Now that Chen Xin knows, she forgot to ask Shen Yiwen just now if she liked her a little because she slept with her that day.
Thinking about it, Chen Xin laughed, his voice getting louder and louder, but he never resisted Shen Yiwen. At the end of the laugh, tears fell from the eyes.
Just now, even though she was calm and calm on her face, she knew what was going on in her heart. When Shen Yiwen said that she liked her a little, she believed it! Otherwise, he wouldn't have asked him to let her go.
She thought that Shen Yiwen liked her a little and should care about her feelings, so she said those words. But now it seems like it was a joke.
It's that she thinks too much, and she really believes that Shen Yiwen will really like her.