Chapter 193: Isn't It Better?
There was a soft sound, and the surrounding maids were startled, and they stopped their movements one after another, for fear that they would upset their masters because of their own reasons.
Xue Bolian was stunned, and raised his head slightly to meet Xiao Zhuyu's somewhat flustered eyes.
She looked at the food on the ground, opened her mouth and seemed to want to say something, but in the end she didn't say anything, raised her hand and pushed Xue Bolian away and fled back to her yard.
Luomei chased all the way.
Xue Bolian stood silent for a while, and after a while, he instructed the maid not far away to clean up the things on the ground.
……
Xiao Zhuyu slammed the door, her eyes were a little red, and her aggrieved emotions shrouded her whole body.
She didn't know why her mood had changed drastically, and she even knocked Xue Bolian's kindness to the ground, which made her feel very guilty, but she really couldn't say anything to apologize.
Luo Mei cautiously knocked on the door: "Madam, are you okay?" ”
Xiao Zhuyu sniffed, lowered her voice slightly and made her voice seem normal: "I'm fine, don't come in, I'll call you if I have something." ”
Luomei had no choice but to agree, and out of worry, she kept staying outside the house, always listening to the situation inside the house.
Xue Bolian walked in after a while, and when he saw Luomei, he asked about Xiao Zhuyu's situation as usual.
Luo Mei looked very worried, hesitated for a while and said worriedly: "My lord, Madame has been unable to eat during this time, so she is not in a good mood, you must not blame Madame for what happened just now, she ...... She didn't mean to. ”
Xiao Zhuyu, who was in the house, also heard the sound outside, she took a breath, thinking of Xue Bolian's face that sank in the moment after she smashed those foods just now, and suddenly felt a little scared in her heart, what if Xue Bolian got angry because of this matter, would he kill himself, would he beat himself, or would he ignore himself in the future?
For a while, Xiao Zhuyu's mind was frightened by those thoughts, and her face turned pale.
"When did you see me blame him?" At this time, Xue Bolian suddenly opened his mouth.
His voice was soft, and it sounded casual, as if she had just done a small thing.
Luo Mei was stunned for a moment, opened her mouth, and didn't know what to say for a while, her expression was a little blank.
Xiao Zhuyu was stunned for a moment when she heard this, her eyes suddenly turned even redder, she had done such excessive things, Xue Bolian didn't blame her at all.
This made her feel more and more ignorant at all.
When I helped Xue Bolian treat anorexia before, I didn't see him do these things to himself.
Sure enough, she was too emotional, Xiao Zhuyu sighed in her heart, and heard the sound of the door being pushed open, she was startled, and shouted in a dumb voice: "Who?!" ”
Xiao Zhuyu was shocked after shouting this sentence, her voice was too hoarse, as if she was crying, and there was a little choking in her voice.
He paused to hear the footsteps at the door, and then sped up to the inside.
Xue Bolian looked at her with some concern: "Are you crying?" ”
Xiao Zhuyu choked up, and seeing that Xue Bolian was a little embarrassed for a while, she sniffed: "No ......"
Xue Bolian was silent for a while, then reached out and gently rubbed the corners of her red eyes, and the corners of her mouth pursed: "You don't have to cry because of this little thing, I don't mean to blame you." ”
The meaning of spoiling in these words was too obvious, Xiao Zhuyu was another stalk, tears almost fell out, she hurriedly raised her hand to cover her hand and pushed Xue Bolian: "I didn't want to cry, I'm still angry, why did you come in!" ”
The little woman's panicked appearance made Xue Bolian stunned for a moment, and then he couldn't laugh or cry.
"My lady, won't you let me take a look?" Xue Bolian raised his hand to pull her hand, and a trace of distress flashed in his eyes.
Xiao Zhuyu didn't let go of his hand even if he was killed, and pushed Xue Bo with the other hand, and his voice was still a little habitually sobbed: "You go out, you go out, I don't want to see you now!" ”
Xue Bolian didn't go out, but he didn't reach out to pull Xiao Zhuyu's hand again, but sat beside her and raised his hand to hug her.
Xiao Zhuyu was caught off guard and was a little stunned.
"Yu'er, I really don't blame you, I just feel sorry for you, you shouldn't have suffered this, it's all because I didn't protect you." Xue Bolian comforted softly.
Xiao Zhuyu was silent, she slowly lowered her hand and buried her face in Xue Bolian's chest, but she couldn't stop her tears.
"Why is my sister so cruel?" After a long time, Xiao Zhuyu sobbed and whispered.
Xue Bolian was dumbfounded for a while, although Xiao Zhuyu understood many things, but he also knew very well that his wife was too clean, she could understand the malice of others, but she couldn't understand that the ugliness of this world was sometimes just because of a small thought, a trace of emotion that was not to be mentioned.
"Am I never going to get better?" Xiao Zhuyu opened her mouth again, with imperceptible despair in her voice.
Xue Bolian's expression was grim, he gently raised his hand to comfort Xiao Zhuyu like a hair, and said softly: "I will write to Luo Qing to come immediately, and he will definitely be able to think of a way when he arrives." ”
Xiao Zhuyu pursed her lips, was silent for a while, gently rubbed Xue Bolian's body, and rubbed the tears on her face on his clothes before raising her hand and pushing Xue Bolian away: "Then you go and write a letter." ”
Xue Bolian was stunned for a moment, a little bitterly smiled, but he was very helpless, so he could only sigh lightly and nodded, and whispered: "You rest early, I let the kitchen prepare food, if you are hungry, let them serve it, even if you can't eat, you can't stop eating all the time, you will get sick, understand?" ”
Xiao Zhuyu hummed softly, and then he relieved himself and turned around and walked out of the room.
After he went out, Luo Mei immediately walked in quickly, looked at Xiao Zhuyu with red eyes with a worried face, wiped her face with a silk scarf distressedly, and waited for her to bathe before watching her lie on the bed.
"Madam, the slave and maid are waiting outside, and if you are hungry at night, you will call the slave maid." She whispered.
During this time, Xiao Zhuyu heard this sentence the most, she nodded helplessly and closed her eyes obediently.
Probably a little tired from crying just now, Xiao Zhuyu quickly fell asleep.
After she fell asleep, Xue Bolian took the letter he had just written in the study and handed it to Gu Feng: "Send it to Luoqing immediately, and let him go to Beijing immediately." ”
His expression was serious, and Gu Feng also knew the importance of Xiao Zhuyu in Xue Bolian's heart, so he nodded slightly in response, turned around and left the Xue Mansion.