Although Qingling Bian Niang and Shen Anyan went to Zhuangzi to do something, no matter how much this matter is, there is a moment when it is finished.

After being busy, Shen Anyan calmed down. Zhuangzi is not as lively as Beijing, it is often deserted, as long as Shen Anyan is free, his mind is full of the holy decree of that day.

She didn't know how Shen Qiyuan handled this matter, she didn't expect Shen Qiyuan to fight for this, and even vaguely understood that Shen Qiyuan might be the real right choice to stop at this moment.

But Shen Anyan still felt uncontrollable. I am unwilling to waste all my efforts like this, and I am unwilling to let everything I have worked so hard to strive for all come to naught.

She cares about Shen Qiyuan, and is willing to fight hard for Shen Qiyuan, offend Guishuang for him, and be in danger for him.

It is precisely because of their care and dedication that they have no way to turn back in style. has taken ninety-nine steps, but failed in the last step, who can swallow this bad breath and reshuffle the cards to only look at the future.

Shen Anyan's reason told her not to mess around and hold on to it, but her feelings were clamoring, don't let go, can't let go.

She now not only cares about Shen Qiyuan, but also cares about the years she has paid and worked hard.

Failure at this moment makes no sense. Her liking will become a laughing stock, her dedication will be buried, and when this matter is talked about many years later, she will not feel that the person who bravely chose to defend and pursue her marriage back then is brave, and this will become an eternal stain.

Just because she failed. Only those who succeed are called good stories, and those who fail are called self-sufficient, ignorant of current affairs, and unreasonable.

Shen Anyan's slender fingers tapped the account book, the night was already deep at the moment, and she was the only one who lit the light and read the last account book. She would rather never read the ledger at the moment, the night never comes, and the hustle and bustle of the day still envelops her, so that she can't calm down and think.

But no, you have to face this matter. She seemed to have returned to the time when she could not be at peace in the Temple of All Nations, when she chose to summon up the courage to fight, and now that the dust has settled, she can no longer shake the ending.

The only thing that can make you feel better is to quickly accept the reality, quickly understand that the marriage has broken up, and don't be obsessed.

Shen Anyan sighed and told himself: Uncle is uncle, and it has nothing to do with him. In the future, when men and women get married, they are estranged, and they should understand in their hearts what is etiquette and what is distance.

She got up and put on her cloak, pushed the door and went to the small study in the Zhuangzi to find a Buddhist scripture to meditate.

Now that she has all her fame and fortune, she is no longer short of money or prestige, and she can talk about comfort. What's more, she knows very well that although the marriage is hopeless, her father's revenge still needs to be avenged. The enemy was too strong for her to be depressed for long.

Shen Anyan brought a Buddhist scripture from the small study, and it may be better to copy the scriptures when his heart is not quiet. However, she is really fascinated by copying, or maybe her heart has not been quiet, so she has to keep copying.

In short, this scripture was copied until dawn, until Bian Niang and Qingling were easy to find, only to see Shen Anyan come out of the study, his eyes were gloomy, but it seemed that the sadness of the past was no longer incomprehensible, and he just glanced at the two of them sleepily.

"Is the carriage arranged? It's time to go back today. ”

Bian Niang always suspected that she was going to stagger and fall, so she hurriedly stepped forward to hold her: "It's arranged, sister, didn't you rest last night?" But do you want to rest on the Zhuangzi before going home? ”

Qingling also saw that the third girl's face was really not very good, seeing that she had been busy all night and night for the past few days, I was afraid that she would not be able to hold on, so she said: "Sister, rest and rest, it's not too late to rush back after breakfast." ”

Shen Anyan knew that they were worried about themselves, so he smiled and said: "It's okay, it's the same when you go back to Bibo Courtyard to rest, Zhuangzi is not as comfortable as in your own courtyard." ”

Bian Niang Qingling felt that this was also the case, so she didn't say anything more and waited for Shen Anyan to get into the carriage.

Bian Niang also wanted to persuade her to eat something in the car to pad her stomach, after all, Shen Anyan hadn't eaten anything since yesterday afternoon, and she had to stay up all night and have to drive and ride tiringly, and she didn't eat anything for breakfast, she was really worried that she was weak and couldn't support it.

However, where did Shen Anyan have an appetite to eat, he only said that he was tired and wanted to rest first, so he would not be too late.

But how could Bian Niang not know that this was just an excuse, Shen Anyan slept lightly, and the bumps on the carriage sounded, she couldn't sleep.

Bian Niang saw that her three girls were gradually weakening mentally and physically, and she only felt that how could this be done.

But these three girls are big girls with their own opinions, and they can't listen to people's persuasion when they were young. Now I persuade her to rest more, and she won't take it to heart.

However, this kind of Shen Anyan makes people feel more secure and dependent, when those Jiaojiao ladies from other families have to rely on people to protect them. The third girl in her own family can already protect others.

However, this is just a fourteen or fifteen-year-old girl, but it always makes people feel as if they can already take charge of themselves. Thinking about it carefully, it was the year Hou Ye died that she suddenly grew up, how can it not make people feel distressed.

Bian Niang looked at Shen Anyan leaning on the small pillow and frowned slightly, as if she was trying to fall asleep but couldn't get a stable look, as if she was a thin glass jade carving, you always suspect that she is carved by ice, not a mundane thing in the world.

It is elusive, uncontrollable beauty.

Bian Niang looked at the pale and delicate face of the third girl, and thought in her heart that she should stew some supplements for her sister.

Shen Anyan and his entourage finally returned to Shen Fuzhong, and after Shen Qiyuan received the news, Fang was about to go to Bibo Courtyard to see her, so he received the news again.

It was said that the third girl Shen was infected with the wind and cold, and she was afraid of infecting other people in the Shen Mansion, so she closed the door to recuperate, and she didn't accept guests in recent days. I'm afraid the second master can't go either.

Shen Qiyuan was worried in his heart, always suspecting that Shen Anyan was not sick, but he wanted to avoid him and never see him again. It doesn't matter if you go to Zhuangzi, or if you are sick and close your door, it can be said that you are hiding and purifying, but it is not a kind of drawing a clear line.

From now on, you take your Yangguan Road, I cross my single-plank bridge, and the road is facing the sky, and everyone should not disturb anyone.

Shen Qiyuan just thought about it, and felt that Shen Anyan might have really been hurt this time. Otherwise, I wouldn't have rejected myself in such a way. But it is precisely because of this that I should explain it well.

In any case, Shen Qiyuan did not betray Shen Anyan, nor would he bend his mind to marry Guishuang because of an edict, he had already refused, and he always had to let her know about it.