Chapter Ninety-Seven: The Sorrow of Aging

Huo Jingyao poured wine again, and after drinking, he lowered his bright eyes, and suddenly asked something else: "Fengzhi, I heard that when you were in the Beiyue Imperial Palace before, you were a eunuch, right?" ”

Qiao Fengzhi nodded.

The moment Huo Jingyao lowered his eyes, his eyes suddenly turned red, and he said in a dull tone: "However, you are a fake eunuch, but I am real, a rootless prince." ”

His sudden and breezy words suddenly shocked Qiao Fengzhi's already messy heart.

"Your Highness, don't talk nonsense!" He looked at Huo Jingyao on the ground with a look of surprise on his face.

Under his gaze, Huo Jingyao only felt that his eyelids were heavy, he couldn't raise his head or raise his gaze, and he couldn't know what kind of eyes he was looking at him at this moment.

Huo Jingyao still didn't raise his eyes, and said in a slow tone: "Fengzhi, I'm not talking nonsense." People in the world have their own sufferings and sorrows, even me, the prince, is no exception. As you know, my mother was originally a palace maid by the queen's side, and later became a nobleman by the grace of the Holy Grace, and soon I was born. But the good times didn't last long, and our queen of the world's motherhood couldn't tolerate our mother and son at all. My mother's face is damaged, my prince is so ridiculous, how can there be no reason. ”

Qiao Fengzhi's mind was finally a little clearer, and he didn't expect that before he could figure out his tragedy, he quickly integrated into another tragedy.

Huo Jingyao poured a big sip of wine, his tone was difficult, and he trembled slightly: "Fengzhi, when I was almost a year old, the queen brought someone to the palace of the concubine and forcibly cleaned me. Do you believe it? ”

"What?" Qiao Fengzhi was deeply shocked.

Huo Jingyao let out a deep breath, and then raised his eyes to look at him: "What?" You don't believe it? Why don't I take it off for you? ”

"Don't make a fuss." Qiao Fengzhi said softly.

Huo Jingyao smiled bitterly, his face full of sadness: "Fengzhi, I didn't make trouble, and I didn't talk nonsense." A queen who is a mother of the world actually forced the concubine to avoid favor and cleanse the prince. What Xu Guiren's temperament changed greatly after giving birth, he was irritable and irritable, smashed the vase but was splashed by fragments and injured his face, but he was forced by others, hurting his face and avoiding favor, so as to live in the hands of the jealous queen. What King You was taught absurdly by his biological mother, and he couldn't distinguish between male and female. It's just that he lost the foundation of a man, and then pretended to be ridiculous and lived in the world. ”

After saying that, his wrist suddenly tightened, and when he raised his eyes, he saw that Qiao Fengzhi had already grabbed his wrist hard, and his eyes were full of disbelief: "No! How so?! Even if the queen is forced to do so, why does your mother swallow the bitter fruit alone and keep silent? Why didn't she tell His Majesty to let His Majesty call the shots? ”

Huo Jingyao was slightly excited: "Fengzhi!" The prince became a eunuch, which is a big scandal for the royal family! If my father knew about this, for the sake of the overall situation, he would only kill our mother and son to cover up the truth! The queen also knows this very well, so she is so unscrupulous! Also, once this matter comes out, even if my father doesn't kill him, how can I hold my head up in this life? How to get in front of people? It will only eat people and laugh for a lifetime! In order for me to live, in order not to lose my face, the mother scratched her face and avoided seeing the king, so as to surrender to the queen, and then let me come how ridiculous and how to come, just to prove to her, our mother and son can't be on the stage, let alone the eyes of the father, so the queen left us to live and want us to taste this sorrow! ”

Qiao Fengzhi was shocked and let go of his hand weakly. He really couldn't believe that Huo Jingyao, who was straightforward and unrestrained, bright and unrestrained, had such an unknown sorrow. So, how did he hide such perfection? Can a person's surface and heart really go against each other to this extent?

Huo Jingyao saw that he was silent, and slowly lowered his eyes: "Fengzhi, I'm sorry." Regarding the assassins in Tianshan Garden, I can't live with you and my wife. But I had no choice. You have never hated, and you do not know the price of revenge. That night, I called you to go to the wheat field to drink and have a long talk, in fact, I want to tell you that I have this hatred, I have this sorrow, I want you to understand me and forgive me. ”

Qiao Fengzhi pondered silently, everything, he understood, finally understood. That night, he called him to go to the wheat field to drink, but he blindly refused, forced him to kiss him, touched him, and left that intriguing sentence: Fengzhi, the size is not small, this is what I have ever dreamed of.

He thought that he was ridiculous, and that the "want" he said wanted him. But now I know that the "want" he said is what he wants and what he himself has long lost.

For men, life is humiliating and painful, but that's it.

"Fengzhi, now, you should understand me, right?" He asked him softly.

Qiao Fengzhi gently exhaled a sip of wine and nodded slowly: "I understand." No wonder you hate the queen so much, and you don't hesitate to join forces with the king to set up a situation to deal with the queen. No wonder Xu Guiren went to the cold palace and killed the queen. ”

"Not bad. My mother endured it for twenty years, and finally died with her at the last moment. The two of them went to Huangquan with my worst secrets. After Huo Jingyao finished speaking, he poured wine again, and at this moment, the wine jug was empty. He sighed deeply and said, "Fengzhi, my greatest sorrow is that I was born in the royal family, otherwise, I should be a good wife and concubine, and my children will be happy." But that's an extravagant hope. ”

Qiao Fengzhi was shocked and speechless. The world only knows that the king has broken his sleeves, and who knows, how can he be willing to do this? It's just that he is helpless, and he has long lost the qualification to marry a wife and take a concubine, so in this turbid world, he uses the absurdity of the appearance to cover up all the unbearable and sorrowful.

Huo Jingyao took his hand and said seriously: "Fengzhi, do you know? In this matter, among the living people, only you and I know, even my starling brother doesn't know the truth. I also swore that I would never mention it again in this life, but for some reason, I just believe you, I want to tell you, I want you to understand me, I want you to understand me, understand me. ”

Qiao Fengzhi listened quietly, and the vibration in his heart was surging hard, and it was difficult to stop. In the past 20 years, the time has been slow and hurried, but there is a mother and son who are suffering from the sorrow of the world.

The person sitting on the ground was still saying: "Fengzhi, everyone knows that His Royal Highness King You has a habit of breaking sleeves, but in fact, I don't really like men, but I just deliberately do it to cover people's eyes and ears." But after I met you, I found out that I can really like a man, so much so that if I don't like it, then life will have no meaning after revenge, and I can even consider dying. ”

Qiao Feng's heartstrings were shocked, and he said slowly: "Your Highness, don't talk nonsense. ”

"Fengzhi, can you hug me?" Although he asked, he didn't wait for him to answer, but suddenly got up and threw himself on top of him, buried his head in his arms, and his loose long hair scattered all over him, like a gentle and obedient woman, Chu Chu was touching and pitiful.

Qiao Fengzhi's eyes were full of complexity, and after a long time, he still reached out and stroked his back one by one, as if to caress away all his sorrow and despair.

Huo Jingyao wept in his arms, and said persistently and firmly: "Fengzhi, I like you, I really like you." ”

Qiao Fengzhi: "Okay, don't say it. ”

Huo Jingyao: "Fengzhi, I like you." ”

Qiao Fengzhi: "Don't say it again, I know." ”

Huo Jingyao: "Fengzhi, I like you." ”

Qiao Fengzhi: "Enough! Stop it. ”

Huo Jingyao: "Fengzhi, I like you." ”

Qiao Fengzhi: "Okay, shut up!" ”

Huo Jingyao: "Fengzhi, I like you." ”

Qiao Fengzhi: "Shut up! ”

When the words fell, Qiao Fengzhi suddenly pressed the back of his head and lowered his head to seal his lips. Both of them had a warm and soft taste on their lips, with a faint and intoxicating aroma of wine. Each other's handsome faces were close at hand, and their eyes met for a long time. In the end, Huo Jingyao left him, surprised but couldn't believe it: "Fengzhi, you ...... You actually took the initiative to kiss me? ”

After that, he suddenly pounced again and kissed Qiao Fengzhi again, and this time, the two drunk people lost their minds, as if they had forgotten everything, only caring about their lips and teeth, and their snorts were touching.

I don't know how long it took to kiss, Huo Jingyao suddenly reached out and stroked Qiao Fengzhi's body, and as far as he could reach, his reaction made him ecstatic.

Qiao Fengzhi's brain suddenly exploded with a thunderbolt, and he pushed him away violently, shocked and speechless. As if wondering why he did such a thing.

He stared at Huo Jingyao's handsome and fair face for a long time, and suddenly turned his head sideways and vomited "wow". The wine dispersed in one place, and the smell of alcohol in the room became stronger and stronger.

Seeing this, Huo Jingyao was not disappointed, he was still complacent, and then went to pat him on the back, patted him enough, and went down to the ground to pour tea.

Qiao Fengzhi looked at the teacup in front of him and gasped: "I'm crazy, I must be crazy!" Right! I'm crazy! I've been driven crazy by your Huo family!! ”

After shouting these words, Qiao Fengzhi suddenly got barefoot on the ground, bravely left the room unstoppably, and continued to rain in the courtyard.

Huo Jingyao hurriedly chased him out, but he was thrown away again and again, Huo Jingyao was entangled, and Qiao Fengzhi's last anger actually knocked him to the ground.

The rain slapped on Huo Jingyao's face, but he didn't move, and even his eyelashes didn't tremble. Qiao Fengzhi finally calmed down, stared at him for a while, and then picked him up from the ground and returned to the room.

Early the next morning, the heavy rain stopped.

The two woke up in a messy room, looking at each other, their faces changing.

Huo Jingyao saw that he was pillowing on the crook of his arm, and he was in a good mood for a moment, hugged his waist tightly, and said: "Fengzhi, even if you still have a conscience, this is the second time you have stunned me, and you really can't bear it." ”

Qiao Fengzhi's face was ugly, and he said, "It's time to go to court." ”

"Well, wash up." Huo Jingyao said and ordered someone to come in and serve. Qiao Fengzhi's wet court clothes last night had been cleaned by his subordinates, but they were not thoroughly dried. Qiao Fengzhi didn't care about putting it on. After cleaning up, the two left the palace together and went to the palace.

On the way, Huo Jingyao was happy like a child: "Fengzhi, you say, can we live a life like husband and wife for a day?" Sleeping together and waking up at the same time? ”

Qiao Fengzhi kept his face calm and silent.

Huo Jingyao continued: "You are really ...... I really don't recognize people when I lift my pants! You kissed me last night. ”

When Qiao Feng heard this, his anger revealed: "Everything last night, I just thought it was a nightmare!" I didn't hear anything, I didn't see anything, I didn't do anything, and you don't have to mention it again! ”

"Tut-tut......" Huo Jingyao shook his head and smacked his tongue: "You really mention your pants and don't recognize people, hey, you hurt me, you really lost your wife and soldiers." ”