Chapter 1857: Courage is needed
There are some things that I can't think about and measure rationally, although Xana is not my girlfriend now, but who doesn't know her relationship with me, but Xana was still beaten, I can't bear this breath, as a man, I can't bear it.
Although Xana didn't tell me that it was Xiao Ming, the facts are obvious.
Except for Xiao Ming, who has so much courage?
He thought that if he let Shana go and took the initiative to show weakness, the matter would be over?
It's not over, if you don't kill him, I, Mo Xiaokun, will have his surname.
Although the anger is monstrous, although I really want to kill Xiao Ming, but in Xiao Mansion, I am still restraining myself, I am enduring it, and I have to accompany Xiao Ming to continue this play.
Xiao Rose then walked up and said, "Lord Mo, let Miss Xia and I go and change clothes." ”
I glanced back at Xiao Qiangrose, and I was very grateful.
I used to just have a playful attitude and have a relationship with her, but in fact, Xiao Qiang Rose was very good to me.
Even if there are a lot of rumors about her outside, even if her character is said to be so unbearable.
But in my eyes, she is my Sister Xiao.
No matter what happens to the Xiao family and me, this relationship will not be erased.
I nodded and said, "Thank you." ”
Xiao Qiangrose immediately said to Xia Na, "Miss Xia, come with me to change clothes." ”
Xana was now a frightened bird, and she only felt safe by my side, and she couldn't help but shrink behind my back.
I whispered, "It's okay, it's safe now, Miss Xiao is a good person." ”
Hearing my words, Xia Na trembled and followed Xiao Rose to Xiao Qiang's room to change clothes.
After Xana changed her clothes, a sumptuous dinner party began.
Delicacies, color, flavor, and flavor, Xiao Rengui is full of smiles, and the spring breeze is proud.
Xiao Ming was also full of ambition and laughter.
I'm not stunned, they laughed, I also laughed with them, and I also touched a glass with Xiao Ming during the period, pretending to give Xiao Rengui face and reconcile with Xiao Ming.
But when the dinner was over and the moment I walked out of Xiao's house, my face turned cold.
The strong killing intent couldn't be concealed, and the guards at the door of Xiao's house were all shocked when they saw my appearance.
Maybe not many people remember that my name is Hades Kun.
My coldness is in stark contrast to the singing and dancing in Xiao's house.
got into the car, lit a cigarette, and smoked hard, but in his heart he was planning how to kill Xiao.
Xana was overly frightened and probably tired, and not long after getting in the car, she fell asleep, and she hugged me tightly and hugged me tightly.
I can't remember how long it had been since she had hugged me like this, but I was sure that she had let down all her guard against me now.
It's like going back in time.
At that time, Zhang Yumeng and I separated, she was all I had, the object of my marriage, and she was the only hostess in the future I envisioned.
And she is similar to me, treating me as the only one, often helping me say good things in front of Xia Zuo and fighting for opportunities for me.
Looking back, it seems that I was the happiest at that time.
There are not so many women, there is no such thing as deceit.
But I don't know if she'll leave me again when she wakes up.
Therefore, the short time now seems to me to be even more precious.
Shi Zhao didn't speak, just drove quietly.
It was quiet in the car.
Back at the villa, Xana hadn't woken up yet, so I carried her to my bedroom and put her on the bed.
After covering her with the quilt and wanting to leave, Xia Na suddenly said in her dream: "Xiao Kun, don't go." ”
I looked back at Xana, her lips moving and she was asleep again.
Xana's face was dirty, and the slap marks were shocking, but the long eyelashes and familiar lips were still beautiful and touched my heartstrings.
I couldn't help but feel pity and went to find a towel to wipe the dust off her face.
Although there were still scars, I couldn't help but lean down and lightly imprint Xana's lips.
Kissing Xana, I thought to myself, what would have happened if so many things hadn't happened?
Xiana seemed to have a sense, and muttered, "Xiao Kun." ”
I whispered, "It's me." ”
Xana hugged my head and kissed me passionately.
……
I slept and woke up in the middle of the night, and I was woken up by the sound of water.
When I opened my eyes, my first reaction was to see that Xiana next to me was still there, and reached out to touch it, but it was empty.
I couldn't help but feel a sense of loss, as if something was missing.
Hearing the sound of the water again, following the sound, just at this time the sound of the water stopped, and Xana walked out while wiping her hair with a towel around the bath towel.
The moment she stepped out of the bathroom, she saw me and couldn't help but be stunned.
I was a little confused, and embarrassed to make an excuse, saying, "When did you wake up?" ”
Xana said, "Just woke up for a while. ”
I muttered, "Just ...... Just now. ”
Xana said, "What was just now? ”
I laughed dryly, "No...... It's nothing. ”
Shana sighed, picked up the hair dryer, and sat down in front of the dresser to blow her hair.
I looked at her back, and the urge swelled up in my heart countless times.
I want to hug her from behind, and that's the happiness that she and I should have.
But I don't have the courage yet, because I don't know, she put down Xia Fan's thing or not.
After looking at it like this for a while, Shana put down the hair dryer, turned around, and picked up the clothes next to the bed to wear.
I realized that she might be leaving, and asked, "You're going back so late?" ”
Xana nodded in favor and continued to dress.
Watching her get dressed, I tried to keep her several times, but I still didn't say anything.
She finally got dressed, turned around and said, "Thank you, if it weren't for you this time, I probably wouldn't be able to come back." ”
She and I haven't talked since we left the Shaw Mansion, so I still don't know what she went through yesterday.
I said, "It's nothing, it's just a small thing." ”
Xana said, "It's just a small thing for you, but it's a big matter of life and death for me. Anyway thank you and I'm gone. With that, he turned and walked to the door.
Seeing Xana walk to the bedroom door, I finally couldn't help but shout, "Xana! ”
Xana stopped, turned around slowly, and said, "What's the matter?" ”
I wanted to tell her to stay, but in the end I only curled my lips and said, "It's nothing." ”
Xana sighed and went out.
She seems to be saying the most about En, and I don't know if this is a kind of irony?
When I heard the sound of the door closing, I couldn't help but shudder in my heart, as if the sound of the door closing was Xana's last goodbye to me.
After this incident, will she give up revenge and leave Zhongjing?
I suddenly became nervous.
I felt very annoyed that she was looking for me and urging me to kill Xiao, but suddenly I realized that she might be completely discouraged, and when I left Zhongjing City, I felt a sense of loss in my heart.
It feels very conflicted, I feel like a slut, suffering and losing.
After Shana walked for a while, I couldn't help but go to the balcony and watch her departing figure through the balcony.
Xia Na and Shi Zhao seemed to be talking in the living room for a while, and after a while, I saw Shi Zhao send Xia Na out of the villa building and into the courtyard, Shi Zhao then called a little brother and gave a few instructions, and the little brother nodded and trotted away.
A short time later, a car pulled out of the garage and came in front of Xana.
Shi Zhao personally opened the car door for Xia Na, and Xia Na then got into the car.
It was only when it was time to close the door that I realized that Xana was really leaving.
Unable to hold back any longer, I shouted from the balcony: "Xana! ”
Xana opened the car door, poked her head out, and glanced over to me.
I said, "Wait! Then he rushed into the bedroom, took a coat and put it on, and hurried down.
No matter how much I deceive myself, there are some facts that can never be changed, and I love Xana, even if she is making me angry, giving me headaches, and distressing me more often.
Today is the first real reunion since we broke up.
That kind of feeling, other people can't give me, unforgettable, just a little sweetness, can make me unable to myself.
So, I want to confess to her, forget the past, forget all the unpleasantness, and get back together.
But even if I muster up the courage, in fact, I don't know the result, so many things have happened, especially Xia Fan died at my hands, can she really abandon everything and be with me again?