Chapter 962: The heart is like frozen
Seeing that I care so much about marriage, Zhao Yun and the others are also very happy.
After all, in their opinion, it is normal for me to care about these things, in fact, they don't understand my heart at all, and in the afternoon, I drove away directly, and I didn't want to stay by Zhao Yun's side for more.
I called Dong Qiushui and told me about Zhao Yun, she just smiled faintly and said, don't worry about her, her heart is quite good, and she is more able to accept such things.
From the beginning, she had no intention of marrying me, and until now, she has said this sentence.
Hearing her answer, although I said that I was breathing a sigh of relief, but I was still depressed, I drove directly on the highway, I want to go back to see Chen Blind, ask him to help me calculate, by the way, the surname Chen is not him.
When the car got on the highway, I turned on the music very loudly, but I didn't drag because I wasn't in that mood anymore, and for me, it was better to be stable and not too impulsive.
After the car got off the highway, I drove directly to the place of Chen's house, after getting out of the car, I knocked on the dilapidated door, and it was not Chen Blind who opened the door, but Ergou, who seemed to know my arrival after seeing me.
I asked Ergou why he was here, and he told me that he was here to talk to his grandfather, and in recent years, he has been busy with work and rarely chats with his old man, so he feels very bad.
I don't know if Ergou knows about his relationship with Chen Blind, but all this shouldn't be important, in fact, his relationship with Chen Blind doesn't care about the so-called blood relationship, so sometimes feelings are beyond everything.
Under the leadership of Ergou, I walked into the dilapidated courtyard with him, but the inside has obviously been renovated, and the room is much cleaner.
Drinking wine and eating meat is Chen Blind's biggest hobby, these things are happiness for him, and he is at ease like a wild crane, much happier than the former rich kid.
Ergou is still the same, he likes to fill cigarette pouches for Chen Blind, the two of them smirked, it seems to be the so-called happiness, I don't know what happiness is, maybe the cat eats fish Ultraman and fights the monster, it is the so-called happiness.
But who understands that fish and mobs are the most cruel of the wounded?
Blind Chen once told me that he didn't let me tell Ergou about that incident, and he felt that Ergou should forget his former identity, which was not a kind of happiness, but a kind of pain, and everything was a sin.
I can almost still understand, I told Chen Blind about my and Zhao Yun's birthdays, and asked him to help my mother calculate, Chen Blind persuaded me that it was best not to count these things, he said that he was not accurate, he was always blind, but I knew that he was pretending to be garlic.
Who would have thought that a few years ago he knew that Zhang Xiaoai would go to the same fate as her sister, and the final result was pitiful and pathetic, but what shocked me the most was that Chen Blind calculated accurately, which was not a coincidence, but a skill.
I said a few words to Chen Blind, he asked me with a smile, what is the point after calculating, no one can change it, just like the four seasons of spring, summer, autumn and winter, I gave him a sentence, continuous economic development, the climate becomes hotter, isn't it human beings who make the seasons change.
Chen Blind was speechless, he said that I have no choice, so he began to get busy, fortune telling is very complicated, Chen Blind said that he should be in a good mood, to be able to calculate more accurately, and told me that it is best not to regret it.
I resolutely said that I didn't regret it, Chen Blind promised me to help me figure it out within three days, and I went out with Ergou, the first place we wanted was the school, the place where we went to school together, after driving to the school gate, Ergou took out two packs of cigarettes from his body and gave them to the old man.
When the old man saw the car we were driving, he didn't dare to slack off, and drove us in.
After driving to the school, everything is so beautiful, we used to go to school here, although we were abandoned by the school, disgusted and despised by the school, but we still love this land, there was a childhood, the most innocent era, in this place, swaying youth, but at this moment, we all have a mature face.
When I raised my head and looked at the teaching building, a familiar figure walked with another man, our homeroom teacher seemed to be getting married, I didn't care about blessing her, and I didn't have time to keep her, our relationship may be small after Zhang Xuanxuan's death.
Zhang Xuanxuan has a deep relationship with her, maybe Zhou Qianqian told her, after the second dog saw the head teacher, he asked me if I wanted to go over to say hello, I smiled at her, and I didn't take the initiative too much.
The head teacher waved at me, but the man next to her asked curiously who I was, and the head teacher explained that I was her student, and we passed by.
It used to be difficult for the sea, but now, we are also so gracefully smiling and becoming my guests with each other, once hugging each other, but now we have to face each other's smiling parting.
People are really hypocritical enough, and the world is really constantly changing, making us change our appearance, change our hearts, change our attachments, and have a heart that does not belong to us, a life that does not belong to us.
Ergou looked at me suspiciously, he didn't understand why I liked the head teacher and didn't say it, he felt that the head teacher cared about me very much, but he forgot that the women around me were not happy, and the only one who lived in happiness was Zhao Yun who was deceived.
I'm tired, tired, I can't accommodate more women, she and I become passers-by, it's a good thing for her, she has her life, I have my life, it's enough to love, I don't care what lasts, only care about what I once had.
After getting out of the car, I strolled through the school with Ergou, and the guys around me who were younger than me also looked energetic, and when we thought about them at that age, they all seemed to be more naïve, but now the school seems to be more active, and a few women came to take the initiative to greet and chat with us.
These men and women are no longer hostile to us, and they should treat us as adults.
I also feel that there is a generation gap when I chat with them, and I feel quite naïve when I look at the shy love between them and those little boys, and I am afraid that it will be impossible to come together when I grow up.
After a round around the school, Ergou and I came to the basketball court together, we sat down and the cold wind blew over, the two of us held cigarettes, his hair was blown a little messy, but the smile on his face was still so sincere.
I asked Ergou why he liked this place, and he said that his memories are almost all in the school, so he has a special affection for this place, although when he went to school, there were some unpleasant experiences, but those are all good old days worth recalling.
I didn't deny him, then my phone rang, I received a call, when I heard the voice of the head teacher, I struggled slightly, she asked me where I was, if I had time to do it with her.
I told her on the basketball court, she asked me to go up, I didn't agree, she said okay, she was going to come to the basketball court to find me, after hanging up the phone, she never came, Ergou asked me whose phone number I just had, and I didn't tell her.
After about half an hour, the head teacher came down, wearing a white down jacket, a hat and a mask, and lived tightly, because the weather was cold, she walked up to me and Ergou, stopped and looked at me.
I also looked down at her, she took the initiative to grab my hand, and told me that now she is no longer my teacher, and I am not her student, so no one will object to what she wants to do, even if she knows, she will bless us, she wants me to say that sentence, I know that she especially wants me to love her and give her happiness, this is what a woman wants her beloved man to do the most, but I really can't do it, looking at her red eyes, my heart is like frozen.