Shen Anyan couldn't tell if this was a dream or not, she had a high fever to the point of chaos, and her brain was not very bright. At this moment, looking at Shen Qiyuan in a red wedding dress, she was even more unable to maintain her sanity.

Shen Anyan is indeed delicate and deep, but this does not mean that she can always remain calm.

There are still some people in this world who have some things that make Shen Anyan unable to stay calm at the first time, and those are one of the few emotional moments for her, such as when Bian Niang is in distress, such as when Shen Qiyuan is married.

Shen Anyan used to feel that it was these times that made her look like a real, flesh-and-blood person. But at this moment, she would rather not be herself, flesh and blood will be hurt, and if she is hurt, it will be painful.

At this moment, she felt that there was no pain in her body, as if she was being struck by a hammer, and the hammer was constantly hammering on every inch of her bones and blood, it was a dull pain. It doesn't make you scream, or even make you think you can tolerate it, but you don't want to moan all the time.

She looked at Shen Qiyuan's eyes, which were a pair of tough and cold eyes on the battlefield, a pair of eyes that would smile softly at her, and eyes that had been silently watching her for a long, long time.

In order to live up to the affection in such a pair of eyes, she chose to rise up against the hardships and ups and downs given by fate, and she thought that she could join hands with him after crossing the hills. She will use all the devotion of this life to repay the tenderness that has not changed in his two lifetimes.

But Shen Anyan couldn't see through his eyes at the moment.

He seemed to be smiling at her, but he didn't have the same meaning as before, as if he had gone through a process, like peach blossoms in May and June, sporadic and sporadic blooming.

She heard Shen Qiyuan say, "Three girls? ”

Only then did Shen Anyan realize that he might have been standing in a daze for a long time. She didn't know what kind of eyes she was looking at now, what kind of mood she was in, it should be a little funny, even rude. This is not the demeanor that the Shen family's concubine should have.

She paused, as if she had been taught by her master when she was in school, and stood up unnaturally.

Shen Anyan took a deep breath, tried to laugh generously and decently, lifted the wine glass and said, "Uncle is overjoyed, I am happy and confused." An Yan respects his uncle here, one respects the candles in the cave room and is happy every night, the second respects the children and grandchildren around the knees, and the third respects the hundred years of good harmony and eternal concentricity. ”

She was so eloquent that it had become a natural reaction.

Shen Anyan knows too well what to say on what occasion, this is her upbringing as the daughter of the Shen family for so many years, and it is her habit that she deliberately trained so that it is integrated into the bone marrow.

But she always knew too much what to say, and gradually neglected what she wanted to say. She always speaks too decently, but she always forgets her true intentions.

She secretly laughed at herself in her heart, what is the importance of her heart, why bother to say it if she wants to say it? What is the relationship between Shen Anyan and Shen Qiyuan at this moment? These few words are already the last face for each other.

Shen Anyan drank the wine in his cup and looked at Shen Qiyuan lightly.

She really wanted to know what Shen Qiyuan would say at this moment, and would she also reply to her in a high-sounding manner? Or will it be a long story? She hoped that Shen Qiyuan could give a different answer, so as to prove that she was indeed different in Shen Qiyuan's eyes.

Shen Anyan couldn't help but feel funny about his thoughts. Has it already reached this point?

Even if it's really different, what can it be? It's hard to calm down, and there will be no change because of this sentence, so why should she look forward to it?

However, Shen Anyan never thought that Shen Qiyuan just said two words: "Thank you." ”

Shen Anyan was stunned, watched Shen Qiyuan sit down, and naturally looked at someone else. She was hung there like an outsider, and it seemed as if no one could see her at the moment. She was an airy being again.

Shen Anyan sat down slowly, watching him feast on the guests, and watching him smile.

She really didn't understand why Shen Qiyuan could be so natural, but she was puzzled and asked herself at the same time.

So what do you want him to do? Do you want to indulge in an impossible marriage forever and waste your feelings meaninglessly?

Shen Anyan sighed, she knew that she couldn't criticize Shen Qiyuan, but she was still very disappointed, and this disappointment was not under the control of reason.

She couldn't stand such a lively scene, so she staggered back to Bibo Temple under the pretext that she was drunk.

Shen Anyan felt that she was not lying, she was indeed drunk, not only drunk but also probably sick, otherwise why would she have such a splitting headache?

But even if he hid in the Bibo Courtyard, the endless laughter, cheers, and joy of the whole night were still in his ears. She can't escape these sounds, just like the fact that Shen Qiyuan is already married.

At this time, no one paid attention to her, and even her Bibo Courtyard was empty. She didn't feel strange, as if she deserved to be left behind by the world.

Shen Anyan walked into the unlit Bibo Courtyard, and the feeling of drowning slowly came up, as if she was coerced by the darkness and went to another country. This place is not human, but Shen Anyan is unconscious and does not mind.

As she walked inside, she heard her name called. The voice was familiar, it was Shen Qiyuan shouting.

She turned her head to look at Shen Qiyuan standing outside the courtyard, still wearing the same red wedding dress, but there seemed to be something different. She didn't understand why he came to call herself, didn't she finish what he should have said at the table? Or is it that this cave room spends a candle night, and he is not in a hurry to see the bride who has not lifted his hijab?

Shen Anyan didn't speak, but just stopped to look at Shen Qiyuan.

Shen Qiyuan seemed to be very anxious: "Shen Anyan, come here!" "I actually called her name directly.

She didn't understand why he was in such a hurry, she looked at Shen Qiyuan and shook her head, she didn't want to go to Shen Qiyuan's side anymore. What's more, if he was really in a hurry, why didn't he come, why did he have to let her pass?

Isn't she uncomfortable today? Shen Anyan thought about it, and was a little gloomy, and only felt that it was time to hurry into the house to rest and rest.

But the other party was still saying, "Don't go forward, go back with me." ”

Shen Anyan finally couldn't help but ask Shen Qiyuan: "What are you going back to do?" I'm too tired to make trouble in your cave. ”

She finally turned her head and walked towards the empty Bibo Courtyard, as if she would never look back.

However, she finally turned back, because Shen Qiyuan rushed in and hugged her.

Shen Anyan looked back at him in a panic, thinking that he was drunk and crazy, but found that the person was just as sad and flustered as himself: "Don't go any further, go back with me, where did you come from the cave room without you?" ”