Uncle doesn't seem to have a very high status in the family, but he is very satisfied with the status quo, and for a person who has made a mistake, it is already a dream to be able to reunite after breaking the mirror, so he has never thought about what status he has in the family.

Everyone has their own way of life, uncle's happiness, in fact, comes from his forbearance, I know that in his heart, aunt is very important, family is also very important, so he will give up all depravity and return to a normal man.

Uncle sat on the sofa and poured tea for me very enthusiastically, to say that there are not many relatives in this world, and they are two people who have a good relationship with each other, my uncle knows my current situation, but he has never asked me for a penny, nor has he asked me to help him do anything.

Sometimes I wonder if my uncle has forgotten the family relationship between us, but this time I deeply understand that he has not forgotten, he has always been concerned about me, and even his words and deeds have revealed joy.

I sat on the sofa, looked at my uncle, looked at this place where I used to grow up, and felt a lot of emotion in my heart, I just walked out of this small place, from a good student to a mediocre person, and finally went to society.

For a bite to eat and people to work hard, willing to be someone else's pawn, in order to survive in life, at that time all the sadness can not be told in words, all the anger, have turned into motivation to support me to go on, looking back, in fact, sometimes suffering is also a blessing.

If life was too comfortable at the beginning, there would be no me now, although my life is not happy enough, but I lack nothing materially, which is already a kind of happiness for many people who are very materially deprived.

"You don't have to be so busy, sit down and rest, I haven't come to see you for a long time, to be honest, I don't want to go, I have more business, things are busy, the company is getting bigger and bigger, my time is getting less and less, sometimes I think, what is the purpose of so hard work, I don't know what is the use of making so much money, money is now for me, it is the devil, devouring my time to wrap life and personality."

I picked up the tea on the table, smiled and took a sip, my uncle sat opposite me, he also picked up the tea and blew, after taking a sip of tea, he raised his head and said: "You can't think so, young people, always work hard, life is a complete life with experience, whether it is successful or failed, it is a wonderful life, no one stipulates, those losers are mediocre, compared to those who live comfortably, life is mediocre, just like a pool of stagnant water, never able to turn over the ripples, This kind of life is the life of the elderly, and it is understandable to live such a life at my age, I can't live like you young people now, I can't live anymore when I'm old, you still have time and energy. ”

I smiled and said: "When you say this, I don't seem to be so bad, but I know that I can no longer be the Yang Fan I used to be, in my life, there are too many people who have missed, too many people who have been disappointed, and even I have let myself down, I feel wronged when I think about it, in fact, sometimes when I am alone, I will think about crying, I am like making a deal with the devil with my conscience and personality, I want to win back a life, a gamble, and press everything I have, Because poverty has no capital, sometimes even one's own life can be used as a bet. ”

Speaking of this, my heart is very calm, but tears flowed out, I don't know why, all the grievances seem to pour into tears in an instant, these so-called grievances, who knows, I haven't told Dong Qiushui, nor have I told Zhao Yun, and even Zhang Baoqiang I haven't said, and I haven't even said Ergou.

All the grievances, I hid in my heart by myself, until now, I know why I am so ruthless and unrighteous, because I once made a deal with my conscience, once a person has no conscience and personality, it is difficult to get it back, if you miss it once, it will not be able to be washed away in this life, this is a fact that cannot be changed.

Today, I don't know why, I suddenly want to talk to my uncle about these things, maybe because my uncle and I have no business dealings, because there is no profit, so I will trust him more, if my uncle and I have other things, I don't dare to tell him this, because I have to beware of all people, I dare not fully believe anyone.

This world is two-sided, so having money and power is not a complete life, and there is no so-called success or unsuccess.

"I know that you have suffered a lot, so you can be ruthless when you do things, you are not only ruthless to others, but even more ruthless to yourself, so those people don't understand you, they may have watched too many TV series, so they think that people's success is through hard work, but they don't know that successful people may wrap their conscience with their efforts, so women are always like this, I don't think you have anything wrong, but I can't say a word, and I dare not say it, because I don't have this qualification."

Uncle's words show that he doesn't hate me, he is the first person to understand me, which gives me a little comfort in my heart, and I have an attachment to this family, in fact, I am also very fragile, just because you are getting older, I can't be fragile, I also want to cry, but the reality tells me that no one will believe in tears, if you want to change, you have to show your real skills, crying will only hurt yourself, hurt those who care about you.

Zhao Yun doesn't understand this, so she is always sad and sad with me, and I will be uncomfortable because of this, she chose to leave, I don't blame her, the room is still closed, and the dog doesn't know where to go, I asked my uncle, and my uncle told me that the dog is dead and its life is up.

Hearing this, I felt very uncomfortable, I didn't have time to look at that guy for the last time, he had already left me, time is really a terrible thing, killing everything, but also engulfing everything, I can't chase the footsteps of time, and in the end it will be obliterated by time.

Looking at my uncle's white sideburns, I feel that he is old, and compared with before, it has become a lot of vicissitudes, but the smile on his face is a little more kind, and when people get older, there will be obvious changes, especially personality, I didn't find out before, my uncle can be so kind and kind.

"Suddenly a little sad, but it's okay, I'll be fine, these are not big deals, in fact, I have never understood why our family has no contact."

When I said this, my uncle laughed, he shook his head and said: "It's not that they don't come, but I didn't pay attention to them, I didn't have a good relationship with those people before, the people in the village are actually not honest and responsible, and the power is very strong, when I first came to the city to fight, no one helped me, and after I and your father settled in the city, they began to visit." ”

After talking about relatives, the expression on my uncle's face was very bad, I had heard before that grandma needed money at that time, and those relatives didn't take the money, and grandma died so uncomfortably, which was the most painful injury for my uncle, so that after earning money later, I was depressed for a while.

When you need it most, you don't have it, and when you don't need it very much, you earn money, and it feels like you're being tricked by God, so my uncle doesn't interact with relatives.

"You've never told me about my dad before, can you tell me about it now, I want to know what kind of person he is."

Uncle smiled and said: "Your father is very smart, but he is still not as good as you, maybe his life is not good, in fact, he is very good, when he married your mother, many girls chased him, but he didn't think about turning back, and he also rejected a leader's daughter before." ”

Hearing my uncle say these words, I admired it very much, why didn't I inherit such genes, I was as timid as a mouse in my feelings, cowardly and pathetic, and I sometimes felt that I didn't use it to the extreme.

There are very few people like me, so greedy, I know it's wrong, but I can't control myself, I'm completely a scumbag, but people are selfish, and I can't restrain myself.

"The reason why I didn't say too much about your parents is because I'm afraid that you will think too much, and if you ask now, I can't tell you, and even I feel that I have to tell me that the case was very bizarre at the beginning, and I think it was a conspiracy, and it is likely to be the woman's revenge."

When my uncle said this, his face became solemn, and I began to listen to him, I asked him who the woman was, and he told me that it was a woman named Cui Hongxia, this woman was the daughter of a big man before, and she wanted to marry my dad at that time, but she was rejected.

At the beginning, this woman threatened that she would not make my parents feel better, and she did do some things before, so my uncle suspected that the woman was very likely to have caused the accident, which was probably a deliberate murder.

However, because of the environment at the time, my uncle didn't dare to say more, and he looked for it a few times, and was beaten back, so he could only swallow his anger, in fact, because of this matter, he spent a lot of money to find someone to fight a lawsuit, but the strange thing is that he said it well, but when it came to the critical time, the lawyer would be very honest and dare not say anything else.

"Cui Hongxia, is this woman still alive now? Where is she and do you have any contact details for her? ”

I frowned, my heart began to heavily, although I had never seen my parents since I was a child, and they did not make any impression on me, but if it was really a murder, then I had to find the murderer, after all, it was the murderer who made me lose my happy family since I was a child, and I couldn't let her get away with it.