Xiao Changting's mood of joy just now sank again.

He slowly raised his head and looked at Xin Muyuan in confusion, thinking that he had heard it wrong.

The words that had just run into his ears...... It wasn't Xin Muyuan who said it, right?

Probably not, how could she say such alienating things to herself? They are not......

yes, what are they......

Between them, there is nothing.

Even when he should have trusted Xin Muyuan the most, he couldn't even give her firm trust.

"You...... When did you get back? Ah no, I'm asking when you decided to help me? Xiao Changting covered the tea cup, but he didn't understand Xin Muyuan's words.

It's been too long since he's seen these two assholes he loves and hates, and he misses them so much......

He thought that as long as he denied it in his heart, no one would know or find out, or rather, really think that it was what he denied.

But when he saw these two bastards, those sealed memories swept over him like a sea of mountains, and he was powerless to fight back, and the tsunami of wild hunting shattered his disguise.

He felt that he was a proud man, but his pride seemed worthless in the emotions that were surging out in a frenzy at this time.

He just missed them, wanted to see them, regretted his decision that day, and had nothing to say.

Xin Muyuan lay on the soft collapse, looking at the ceiling with blank eyes: "When, ......" Maybe it was when she left, or maybe she never thought about leaving.

When she came back, she thought that the Great Liang Dynasty was a place that she had tried her best to protect, because this was the place where she was reborn, the place where she re-experienced the warmth and coldness of the world, and the place where Xie Zhan was born.

This is Xie Zhan's home country and his warm home......

Whatever the reason, Xin Muyuan wants to do everything in his power to protect this dynasty that carries the dreams and hopes of too many people.

But sometimes she wonders, is that really all there is to it? After experiencing Qinglian, Mozhu, Shui Yiyi, and Ke Qiu, there is one more item in Xin Muyuan's choice: because he is worth it.

She hoped that the Great Liang Dynasty was in the hands of this generous and gentle man, and she hoped that the Great Liang Dynasty she saw would be filled with a warm environment.

"Then who knows, there are so many ideas, they are changing every day, maybe one day it will become like this." Xin Muyuan didn't tell the truth.

Xiao Changting's eyelashes trembled slightly, the corners of his lips hooked, and he didn't ask much.

There is a little sour in my heart, a little pain. He pretended not to care and continued, "I'm actually glad you're back. ”

"Help you get rid of the troubles?" Xin Muyuan glanced at him.

The understatement made Xiao Changting's heart even more uncomfortable: "Haha, right." Where did you go after the bloodbath in the palace? Everyone says you go to places that no one else will ever find out. ”

Xin Muyuan shrugged his shoulders and said, "Where is that kind of place?" Only willing to find. ”

Xie Zhan sat aside in an orderly manner, looked at Xin Muyuan, looked at Xiao Changting, and the atmosphere between the three of them made him very uncomfortable.

He knew in his heart that Xin Muyuan actually cared about Xiao Changting very much in his heart, otherwise he would not have been angry and jealous with Xin Muyuan several times because of Xiao Changting's affairs, although he didn't like Xin Muyuan and Xiao Changting to get too close, but now this embarrassment made him even more uncomfortable, especially when he saw Xin Muyuan, who was clearly uncomfortable but was still forbearing, and had to pretend to be indifferent when he had a lot to say.

So he secretly moved in the direction of Xin Muyuan, and gently touched Xin Muyuan's arm with his elbow, but did not look up at her.

Xin Muyuan glanced at him impatiently, but he didn't say anything, just said reluctantly: "After the bloodbath of the palace, I took the injured Mu Yi to Tanglin City, where there is one of my mansions, and on the way I met the Shenlong messenger who was ready to send a message to me, only to know that Xie Zhan was worried about my life when I stayed in the Six Wangfu, so he secretly found the Shenlong General and the Xuanwu General, and asked for a little people from them to ensure my safety." ”

Two of the three sentences in her words were words that the emperor didn't want to hear, but Xiao Changting listened very seriously and didn't mean to interrupt her at all.

Xin Muyuan propped his chin, looked at him with a smile, and said, "Are you angry?" I said I wouldn't use it again, but in the blink of an eye I brought together these people who scared you. ”

Xiao Changting hooked his lips helplessly and looked into the courtyard.

On a September day, the leaves of the trees were scattered, and the branches were bare and ugly, and even the wind was cold, and the bones were cold.

"I've thought about it, I'm willing to trust you completely, just as you can completely believe that the suspicious me is still the best candidate to control the Great Liang Dynasty. So, do as you like. It's just that with a light start, there are too many things involved in the Great Liang Dynasty after all. ”

Xiao Changting smiled gently, revealing a little helplessness, just like the first time he saw him.

Xin Muyuan's expression was a little dazed, she was arrogant at that time, and when she helped the county order solve a difficult case, she forcibly broke the relationship chain of an official, causing a lot of trouble to Xiao Changting.

At that time, Xiao Changting looked gentle, with a little helplessness in his smile, and said to her: "You look at it so much, start lightly, it's a cool country!" ”

Xin Muyuan touched his ears and looked away, unwilling to look at Xiao Changting anymore, and muttered: "You are really not afraid that one day your dynasty will not be in your hands." ”

Xiao Changting smiled but said nothing.

He originally thought that he was the heaven of the Great Liang Dynasty, the land of the Great Liang Dynasty, and everything of the Great Liang Dynasty, and if his throne was gone, the Great Liang Dynasty would completely collapse.

But the stalemate during this period made him think about many things.

The dynasty is so big, if it only relies on the strength of one person, how can it hold up? He is not the heaven of the Great Liang Dynasty, he is just the center in charge of operation.

It is a paradise for the people, a vessel for their happiness and hope, not a battlefield for their intrigue to preserve their glory and vanity.

The mechanism of the Great Liang Dynasty is very good, and it is fully capable of ensuring the stable operation of the country.

During these days, he thought about it a lot and pondered a lot, but after thinking about it, he still felt that there were some things that might be more important than the power in his hands.

Since ancient times, emperors have been affectionate, and for the power in their hands, they can use anything as a means of use. But is that really good? They are also human beings, so why can't they have one or two close friends like ordinary people, and have one or two people who can be indulged indiscriminately?

"There are some things that only when you lose them do you know the meaning of its existence and its unique preciousness."

There are some things that I have experienced, I am sad, and I am hopeless, but after I come back to my senses, I am still grateful to have them.