Chapter 60: Old Dreams
Unexpectedly, on that windless night, the wind happened to come and set the whole villa on fire. She didn't kill Beren, but Beren died because of her.
Later, she returned to the villa alone, long after the day of the fire, and the corpses in the villa were buried in the woods with the names of the villages below the mountain, and a monument was erected and engraved for them.
The whole forest is very large, winding almost so that pedestrians can't distinguish the direction, but the forest full of tombstones seems a little narrow, everything in the forest under the shade of the trees is so gloomy, the forest is like a black veil, the shadows are so unclear that the birds in the forest make a shuddering hoarse cry from time to time, and the pedestrians passing by here can't help but feel a trace of cold or cold air, the place where the corpse is buried, there is nothing else without the cold air.
The corpse had been buried in the ground, the smell of blood in the air had not yet dissipated, and the black substance and the smell of burning on the grass and mud were just like that, unavoidable, unstoppable, as if to indict what had happened not long ago.
When Shen Nanyan walked in, he thought that he would see an irrational devil, but he never thought that the sunset was quietly sprinkled on his hateful face, lined with the remnant sun like blood, and somehow, there was a kind of erosive beauty.
Listening to the people under the mountain, as the only person left in the villa, he refused to leave the villa even half a step no matter how others persuaded him. Obviously he had been burned and disfigured, but he still didn't want to go down the mountain to heal. Now that he is like this, he is alone in the mountains, and food, clothing, shelter and transportation have become a problem.
Helplessly, the people under the mountain took each other's ideas, and agreed that each family would take turns to go up the mountain to bring him lunch and take care of him for a day.
It stands to reason that Gu Mo has now been ruined, the clansmen are afraid of being destroyed, and she has become what she is now, and the reason for her hatred and hatred for him has disappeared, or weakened.
But she didn't, when she heard that the villa was destroyed by fire and there was no life left, the sky was full of consternation and self-blame, there was pain, self-blame, confusion, and remorse, but there was no forgiveness and relief for Gu Mo.
Gu Mo is so arrogant, how can he let himself be reduced to the point where he is now, he is just waiting for the opportunity, waiting for the opportunity to retaliate.
She looked at Gu Mo mockingly: "Why did you burn it to the ghost you are now?" He must have hated himself very much, hated her for ruining his family, and she was so happy to see his current miserable state that she couldn't wait to take a knife and stab him a few times.
As early as when Shen Nanyan came in, Gu Mo had already heard the movement, and now when he heard her say sarcastic words, his face stiffened in an instant, and a trace of anger flashed in his black eyes.
He said coldly, "I should have killed you earlier!" ”
Hearing these words reminded her of that month of shame, and she laughed at herself as if she had heard a big joke: "You should have killed me a long time ago, you shouldn't have let me live!" So that your people will not die, but why don't you kill me? ”
Didn't she want to die? Don't want to die? When life is better than death, he wants to die, but he binds his whole body with chains, and he can't die.
Someone knows better than she what it's like to stay in hell for a long time. The long night consumed her heart, like groping in the dark but never finding the right direction. On the cold soft bed, she lay naked in the corner like a corpse, her white legs and leg cuffs emitting a cold cold light, and the endless night seemed to swallow her.
Thirty days and nights, she counted the days and nights of this humiliation. Memories never stop at any one night, because every night is a nightmare for her, a nightmare that will never end for the rest of her life.
"Maniac!" Gu Mo stared at the girl with a crazy face in front of him, and commented lightly. He had never seen a man who was bent on dying, believing that death was happier than living.
If he hadn't trapped her at that time, I'm afraid she would have died a thousand times. He was cruel and ruthless, exterminated the village and slaughtered the village, refined puppets, killed people and disemboweled, took hearts and experiments, and personally killed the divine doctor who preached and received karma to solve doubts, forced his wife to death, and let his father and mother die with hatred, he did nothing of the bad things in the world, and he dreamed back at midnight that it was not a lonely ghost who came to ask him for his life, but he never thought of dying easily.
He would rather kill all the people in the world than let the people in the world hurt him a point. Now even if his whole body is burned and he can't move, he still hasn't thought about dying, death is the most useless way in the world, how to take revenge if he dies.
What happened? She killed him with her own hands.
Just when he was caught off guard, the porcelain slit his throat, but his heart did not relax as he imagined, and his heart seemed to be blocked by something, pressing her breathlessly.
Blood gushed from his chest, and the coolness seeped into his skin, swimming all the way through his body with the blood vessels. A lot of blood spurted out of his neck, almost all over his body, on his unrecognizable face, on his body, and splashed into his eyes, running down his hair.
He was wrong, very wrong! The little girl who has always been cold and cold can actually kill, she is far more ruthless than him.
When she took out the porcelain piece from her sleeve and cut his throat without hesitation, her eyes were full of astonishment, he was actually going to die?
He's dead. died in front of Shen Nanyan.
Shen Nanyan took out a bottle from his still warm arms, opened it, and more than a dozen brown pills instantly appeared in front of him.
Dropping the bottle, she looked coldly at the man lying on the ground, remembering the man's words before he died.
He said, "You don't have a heart after all!" ”
The voice was low and hoarse. After saying this, he ended his cruel life.
Over the years, she has been thinking about the true meaning of what Gu Mo said before he died, he must not like himself, it is too late to hate himself, how can he have different thoughts about her. Since he had no intention of her, why did he accuse her with a deep voice before he died?
Later, she met her Mu Zhao, and suddenly understood the meaning of Gu Mo's words.
She lived alone in the world all her life, and never believed in the love at first sight of those talented and beautiful people in the book, let alone that someone would come to warm and redeem herself. But now she had to believe it.
It turned out that there was really a person, who was still meeting for the first time, but gave her a feeling that they had known each other for a long time. Looking at his warm and jade-like smile, her wandering and lonely heart settled down, as if an empty corner of her heart had been filled. She was relieved to see him.
The man who was not as young as the weak crown, plump and handsome, with a smile on the corners of his eyes and eyebrows, and a radiant man, smiled, and since then he has entered her heart.
He was obviously not alone in her, but she felt that her pale and bleak life had been bright since then.
What Gu Mo said was not accurate, In the cardamom years before the love sinus opened, she met the man who was as gentle as jade, Mu Zhao who belonged to her alone. She wasn't unintentional.
Everyone in the world knows that monks chant Buddha and never marry. And who knows that he just hasn't met anyone who has touched his heart?
The spring breeze is warm, and the willows are beautiful. This day is the wedding day of Shen Tuo's daughter, Shen Nanyan, who married Mu Zhao, the third son of Mu Nan, the head of the household department.
Before everyone recovered from the depression of Mu Gongzi being far away at the border and difficult to see each other, Mu Gongzi had already married, and now their mood changed from depression to resentment.
The lovers of the noble ladies in Kyoto, the beautiful scenery and the moon, the bright moon and the breeze of Mu Gongzi marrying a wife for no reason, I don't know how many women's hearts have been broken, how many veils have been broken, and they can only look at their favorite people marrying other women.
It's okay to marry someone else, but she is still married to Shen Nanyan, the first beauty in Kyoto, which makes them have nowhere to be jealous.
Miss Shen is delicate and vulgar, as bright as the autumn moon, fairy and jade, and is a woman admired by men in Kyoto.
The son of the Mu family has a face like a crown of jade, a beautiful moon appearance, amazing talent and elegance, and is the lover of the nobles of Kyoto.
It's good now, two talented and beautiful people are together, how can they live. Even if you are stunned and jealous, you still have to smile and bless, who makes the family a good match, the two stand together and are talented and beautiful, and they are very right.
However, there has always been a doubt in everyone's hearts, Shen Nanyan and Mu Guishi, one is cold, the other is as warm as jade, they have very different personalities, it can be said that they are completely opposite, why did they get married?
The Shen family is now showing a trend of decline, and it is also one of the four great families, and its wealth and status should not be underestimated. If you have to guess why Shen Nanyan and Mu Zhao got married, I am afraid that it is because the two governments can support each other after the marriage, which is beneficial to each other. Mu Shi is a scholarly family of the Shen family, and his reputation is far and wide. What Shen is planning is his own future and the future of Shen's future.
Everyone was still thinking hard about the marriage between the two families, and Mu Nan was still in front of the hall of Mu Mansion watching the people coming and going, raising their hands to congratulate, and there was a fire in their hearts.
When will his son return from the border pass? When did you fall in love with Miss Shen? Why did Shen Tuo directly cross him and agree on a marriage with his son.
Since ancient times, marriage and marriage have always been the order of parents and the words of matchmakers. Shen Tuo was good, and directly set a date and came to Mufu directly to inform him. That old horseman, relying on a few victories at the border pass, dared to show off his might in front of him.
and his son, who even dared to decide his marriage by himself. said that he was a son, but in fact, he had no feelings for this handsome and outstanding son. It's not much of a hate, but it's certainly not a liking.
He is young and affectionate, frivolous and ignorant, and he can join hands with his lover until he is old, but he wants to go outside to mess with flowers and grass, causing the beautiful woman to leave, leaving him alone at midnight and silently until dawn.
The beauty is not one aspect, the most important thing is that the emperor has been deliberately suppressing him because of the events of the year over the years, he is an official with real power, but now the power in his hands has been collected by the emperor. The love field is frustrated, and the officialdom is even more frustrated. is like this, so it is already very good not to scold this son who has caused him to end up like this, how can he like this son.