Chapter 198: Affection and Hatred Since Ancient Times
Jiang Manshu raised his eyebrows slightly, "Third girl, you should know better than me, why am I panicking, and you should know why I am hiding it?" ”
Shen Anyan remembered the Qiusui girl some time ago, and secretly said that women were really infatuated.
And infatuated women are mostly emotional, prefer to listen to rhetoric, and sometimes the so-called rationality can't listen to a word.
This is why so many women have succeeded Lin Huai during his lifetime.
Because Lin Huaisheng is accustomed to pleasing with a clever mouth, it makes their hearts bloom and satisfies their longing for love.
Shen Anyan put the copper kettle back on the charcoal pile, looked at the warm fire, and said, "Sometimes I understand you, sometimes I don't understand you very well, I understand that you are trapped by love, and sometimes I don't understand very much, the rumors about Lin Huaisheng are becoming more and more numerous, I don't believe you haven't heard a thing or two." ”
She raised her head and looked at Jiang Manshu who was standing in the light and shadow, "In that case, why are you still going forward like this?" ”
Only then did a sense of sadness emerge on Jiang Manshu's resolute face, "Third girl, I actually envy you, it has nothing to do with your identity, but your courage to break through the cauldron and resolutely free and easy. ”
Shen Anyan lowered her eyes, and felt ashamed of Jiang Manshu's praise, because she had just suffered a lot in her previous life and was scared, and now she suddenly woke up, if it weren't for this, she was afraid that she would be even more miserable than them.
Jiang Manshu asked himself: "Third girl, do you know that there is a sound when you are heartbeat?" ”
Heart.
Shen Anyan thought of Shen Qiyuan.
Thinking of the first time she was alone with him, his warm gaze and partiality that could not be concealed made her feel nostalgic and heartwarming at the same time.
This kind of heartbeat is not as ignorant and sincere as when he was a classmate with Xie Zeyun, nor is it as safe as the fate of Lin Huai's parents.
It is like supporting each other with a heavy load on the snow, which is a kind of mutual sympathy and mutual affection.
But do you like this kind of heartbeat?
Yes, definitely.
Because Xie Zeyun married someone else, Lin Huaisheng's prodigality, she could remove them from her brain and life, cleanly, and without any dragging.
But Shen Qiyuan can't.
A mere engagement made her look like she was: drinking, wasting a lot of energy in the books, trying not to think about it.
Seeing that she thought deeply, the corners of Jiang Manshu's mouth pursed a trace of astringency, and he spoke: "When I was not out of the cabinet, I met him on a verandah, and the poetry meeting held by high-ranking officials was full of talents, many of them were kings and grandsons, and they naturally looked at each other compared to my identity, I was proud, and I was unwilling to recommend myself with my face. ”
Jiang Manshu looked at Shen Anyan, and the lead was washed away, but there was a trace of waves, "Since then, I have known my own mind." ”
Shen Anyan shook his head, "But the person you love is not a good person, if you let yourself grow crazy, you will be like vines, and you will only spoil the scenery of life." ”
Jiang Manshu Ai Ai smiled helplessly, "Love is a blind eye, how he loses his conscience, you can't see clearly, you can still stay awake in love, either you don't love enough, or you don't love." ”
Perhaps.
Just as Shen Qiyuan is different from Xie Zeyun and Lin Huaisheng.
The former would rather give his life for him than feel sorry.
The latter, no matter what they do, is just a bumpy ride in life that adds ups and downs.
Jiang Manshu didn't say anything anymore, but Nafu said: "Third girl, what you want to know, everything I know will be told to you, no matter how it is, it's nothing." ”
Shen Anyan also knew that there would be no gain, so he no longer forced her to stay, and went to the front hall with her.
At this time, the sun was setting, and a faint ray of light was sprinkled on the edge of the corridor, and the gongs and drums were scattered and scattered, and the costumes were scattered in blood red, looking quite lonely.
Jiang Manshu couldn't see Fang Cai's injury, although there were tears in the corners of his eyes, he bent out with a smile, "Fang Cai beat the drums and vibrated and felt lively, there was no one at this time, but some people felt that the tea was cool." ”
Shen Anyan said yes.
Bian Niang found her, "Sister, where have you been, let me find it easily." ”
Jiang Manshu heard it and said, "Third girl, you are busy, I'll go to the front hall first." ”
After speaking, he walked away with half an arm.
Shen Anyan asked, "I saw that you were in a hurry, but what happened?" ”
Bian Niang sank her mouth and looked at her, "Sister, today is the old lady's birthday, you can't say anything like you, don't you?" Besides, it's time to eat......"
Shen Anyan rarely heard Bian Niang's rebuke, and her face was slightly red, "It's not that I don't like to watch dramas...... I always feel that it is just noisy. ”
Bian Niang didn't ask, but just helped Shen Anyan to the front hall.
Before Shen Anyan could react, a man wearing a hat and stepping on auspicious cloud shoes greeted him, "Miss Shen, I toast you." ”
Shen Anyan was caught off guard by the man, looking at the oily gloss on his head, a smile appeared on his face, "It's hard to drink......
The man didn't give up, and a glass of wine was about to be pushed to Shen Anyan's mouth.
Shen Anyan doesn't like such people, and it is difficult to resign as a strongman with some excuses that feel justified.
She laughed and was about to refuse.
A hand stretched out in the air and stopped the wine glass.
Shen Anyan didn't need to look to know that it was Shen Qiyuan.
Because he is the only one who can shelter himself so grandly and grasp himself at a glance in the hall.
"Master Chen, you are not lightly drunk, and your own sister is usually not strong enough to drink, so Shen will drink this glass of wine on her behalf."
No matter how drunk Master Chen was, he was also half awakened by fright, and shook his head with a red face, "It's just that there's no need, how can General Shen be condescending." ”
Shen Qiyuan, as a general who protects the country, is quite favored by the saints, and he will be in harmony with the Dayue clan, no one dares to slack off in this kind of status, let alone the deputy envoy of the general administration department.
The corners of Shen Qiyuan's mouth were still upturned, but his eyes were empty, he only took Master Chen's wine and drank it all, and in Master Chen's worried gaze, he turned the cup upside down on the table.
"Master Chen's enthusiasm is difficult, this glass of wine must be drunk, otherwise it will be ruined."
Old Man Chen dared to speak, so he had to respond again and again.
Seeing this, Shen Qiyuan didn't say anything, turned his head to look at Shen Anyan and said: "The old lady spoils you, I'm used to you, you are stubborn, you don't know how to entertain guests on such occasions, you don't even know how to find people, and you don't even know how to accommodate Master Chen's toast." ”
He said it solemnly, but Master Chen was sweating profusely when he heard it, and he stood aside tremblingly to help wipe his sleeves.
Shen Anyan knew that he couldn't see that Master Chen was relying on his status as a third-grade official to force him, so he was so bitter with his words, he smiled secretly in his heart, but he was obedient and knew his mistakes.
Shen Qiyuan bowed his head at this time, "Then go to the old lady's side, she is still thinking about you." ”