Chapter Seventy-Two: I Was Hated in My Dream
Shen Qiyuan looked at Shen Anyan's appearance, and was so shocked that he couldn't help but shout at her: "Three girls? ”
Shen Anyan felt as if he had just been caught in a nightmare, and when Shen Qiyuan shouted like this, it seemed that he had finally returned to his soul.
She looked at Shen Qiyuan in a daze, like a little beast covered in scales, raising her eyes, full of vigilance and fear.
It was unbearable to see people, and I couldn't help but want to hug her.
But Shen Qiyuan didn't stretch out his hand in the end, just handed over the tea and asked Shen Anyan: "Drink some tea, don't think too deeply, this matter still needs to be thought out slowly." ”
Shen Anyan snorted.
Fang Cai's thoughts had already consumed too much of her strength, and she was perhaps so tired or so sad that she seemed lifeless, and it felt like she had to get a good night's sleep first.
Shen Qiyuan finally patted Shen Anyan on the shoulder: "The third girl, it's better to have a good rest first." ”
Shen Anyan nodded, cheering up a little spirit: "I'll send my uncle." ”
Shen Qiyuan felt funny: "Why do you care about all that useless red tape?" The body is the most important thing. ”
Shen Qiyuan pressed Shen Anyan down, summoned Qingling, and asked her to boil another concentrating decoction for Shen Anyan, and served the three girls to rest and rest.
Only then did he lift the thick curtain and step into the cold winter wind.
And Shen Anyan was pressed down by Qingling and drank the decoction to rest.
Originally, my sister was frightened a few days ago, and she was already wilting, and she had to rely on explaining each other with Bian's mother on weekdays to be more cheerful.
Now that I finally look a little better, I finally have a little look like the three girls in the past, and I was disturbed by the second master's muttering.
Qingling looked uncomfortable, and naturally had some complaints about Shen Qiyuan.
It's a pity that complaining is complaining, and she also knows that she has no right to beak about the affairs of her masters. It's just a few words of amusement in my heart.
What's more, the second master can also be regarded as the life-saving benefactor of the third girl.
Qingling thought like this, and finally her complexion was a little pale.
And Shen Anyan, who had already fallen asleep after drinking the decoction in the house, was not so relaxed, she also wanted to sleep well, but after falling asleep, she had nightmares again and again.
In that dream, Wan Mengfan sometimes held a knife and said, in the previous life, you came to kill me, and in this life, I will kill you.
Shen Anyan felt ridiculous, she was not afraid that Wan Mengfan would come to seek revenge, Wan Mengfan killed her child, she would kill another thousand words Wan Mengfan, and she would not feel any regret in her heart.
But the woman's hideous face still made her feel sick, so much so that she wanted to wake up, only to find that she was caught in a nightmare.
From time to time, I saw that the little boy Lin went out to hunt for beauty, spreading rumors and insulting her in the willow alley of Flower Street, and those dirty remarks echoed over and over again, as if a sharp blade was scratching her heart again and again.
She tried to stop him from saying the insulting words, but she couldn't open her mouth at all.
A person in this life can't stop the things of the previous life, she is so painful and unbearable, she wants to turn everything around, but she can only turn everything around in this life.
For the past life that has become a foregone conclusion, she can only recall countless times in nightmares, but she can't do anything after all.
Sometimes she saw her father smiling at her, she cried and told her father that she had been wronged, but she heard her father tell her that her father also had many grievances and asked her to help him avenge his hatred.
She didn't know how to say it, she could only say yes.
But I saw my father's face gradually distorted, becoming a skeleton that could no longer be touched, lying across the cold ground, as if he was also screaming in loneliness.
Shen Anyan suddenly felt that she was unfilial, and she cried loudly.
turned around and saw Shen Qiyuan, Shen Qiyuan stood in a place of light and asked her to go over, go there a little, walk a little more.
She cried and said she was sorry, but Shen Qiyuan said that the third girl never needed to be sorry for him, because she had never done anything wrong.
She was so scared, afraid that Shen Qiyuan was also fake.
I am afraid that he is like those people in the past, all illusions, seemingly gentle, but in fact terrifying fantasies.
It is the source of the pain in her heart, and the existence that as long as she gets close, she will be covered in bruises.
She shook her head and said no more, no more.
Shen Anyan was really frightened, and those betrayals were bloodily revealed, projecting them in front of her one by one like a marquee.
Her unbearable scars were all revealed, and she only felt that her whole body was covered in blood and pain.
Shen Anyan felt that she could only go here, she no longer had the strength to meet the next injury, so she had to sit here and watch Shen Qiyuan with light and shadow.
Maybe it was a redemption, or maybe it was a fatal blow, but after all, she had no strength, and she only hoped that fate would be softer at the time of judgment, so that she would not be so embarrassed.
However, Shen Anyan, who was sitting there, saw Shen Qiyuan slowly walking over, walking out of that light, walking into her endless haze, and stretched out his hand to hug her.
"Why didn't you tell me if you didn't have the strength?"
Shen Anyan knew that this was a dream, so she was even more frightened because it was a dream, she didn't speak, just listened to Shen Qiyuan's chatter.
She felt that Shen Qiyuan was too strange, completely different from reality, because it was impossible for Shen Qiyuan in reality to speak to her so intensively.
They are all too restrained, quite restrained, so they always seem to have more than respect, but unfortunately the truth is insufficient.
Only in this dream would she break down and cry because she couldn't bear it, and she would see Shen Qiyuan walking towards her and hugging her for delicate comfort.
People say that they are afraid to meet each other in a dream.
But for Shen Qiyuan and Shen Anyan, perhaps the mutual spirit in the dream adds a bit of reality.
"The third girl is not allowed to be afraid of me, do you hear?"
Shen Anyan shrank in his arms and whispered.
She was finally hugged by Shen Qiyuan and walked into the light.
The sun is shining, all things are gentle, and warmth is sprinkled with the light.
Neither in return, nor in praise, it seems to be just shining through.
Just like Shen Qiyuan, his kindness to her is like sunshine, moisturizing all things without saying a word.
Shen Anyan gradually relaxed, and the sobbing gradually decreased.
She has only one thought at the moment, that is, there are always tens of millions of people who bear me, Shen Qiyuan will not bear me, Shen Qiyuan will not bear me, it is enough.
What Shen Anyan wanted was just such a simple thing, she just wanted some long-lacked sense of security.
Then with this sense of security, you can sleep calmly and be free from nightmares.
Because even in the depths of the nightmare, there are people who will rush out to protect her.
Someone will say to her don't be afraid, let alone be afraid of me, there are thousands of fears and helplessness, tell me, tell me that I will face it with you.
He stood with her.
Instead of leaving her alone in the storm after being blown away by the rain and wind, she woke up the next day and pretended to be stupid to ask her, if she knew it, she should be green, fat, red and thin.