If he marries her, he will be despised and reviled by thousands of people in the future.

scolded him for being a child of a family, willing to fall, marry a maid as his wife, and became the laughing stock of people in Beijing for lunch and dinner.

She is also afraid that he will marry her, what if she regrets it in the future? regretted being young and frivolous, taking ignorance as love, and delusionally wanting to live with her for the rest of his life, only to find out that he suddenly didn't like her so much after marrying.

The wall immediately looked at each other from afar, and when they saw Zhijun, they broke their bowels. She and he met when they were young, and now they have the same heart. If you go from the love of the present to the centrifugal of the future, looking at each other in pairs, only disappointed, how sad it would be.

Since she was destined to lose, she would rather not.

Although she is innocent, she is not a person who does not understand the world, a maid and a young master, and she can't even write like this in a notebook, how dare she mistake them for thinking that they will be together.

Her young master should be matched by the best ladies, the ladies who carry the sedan chair are beautiful, the wife who marries a wife with a lot of money is a perfect body, and the Ming media is marrying a virtuous lady, what qualifications does she have to marry him.

I wanted to be by his side for the rest of my life, watching him from a distance in obscurity, God was always treating her well, and the young man she had been thinking about for many years finally saw her in the distance, and walked towards her, Tsundere asked Would you like to be with me?

At that time, she was greedy and wanted to accompany him openly, so she never gave up for the rest of her life, but she never wanted to marry him, she just wanted to accompany him, not to accompany him in name. In this way, she is also willing to eat for a lifetime.

"Are you taking pity on me when you're with me? Did you agree to be with me when you saw that I was so decadent and depressed that you couldn't bear me like that? Shen Jin's eyes were red and swollen and asked.

On that day, his beloved girl just stepped on the galaxy, and the galaxy was hot, making his life alive from then on.

She said: "Young master, all life after life, Ah Ci is willing to accompany you and never abandon you for the rest of your life." ”

His eyes were full of smiles: "Ah Ci, so you promised me?" ”

She lowered her eyebrows and smiled: "Otherwise? ”

The first time I saw her smile softly was when she promised him.

The smile on that day was really beautiful, and the world always said that his sister was the most beautiful woman in the world, cold and arrogant, with a charming face, and very beautiful with a light smile.

But he saw a woman who was even more beautiful than his sister, with smart eyes, crooked eyebrows and eyes when he smiled, and a lovely aura.

"Ah Ci wants to accompany the young master for the rest of his life, this is true." She solemnly said the vow of her life, and she was serious and decisive.

"Ah Ci doesn't want to marry the young master, that's true."

When Shen Jin heard what she said, he was happy at first, and finally heard that Ah Ci still insisted on not wanting to marry him, although he was angry, he was helpless, he was never willing to bully her and persecute her.

His behavior just now had frightened her, he couldn't sulk at her anymore, rubbed her hair, paused to calm down, and said softly: "That's it, let's go back, you must be unwell today, go back and soak it." ”

Ah Zi pursed his lips and did not speak.

On the other side, the grassland is some distance from the Shen Mansion, and it is naturally impossible for them to walk back to the Shen Mansion all the time, although they came by carriage, but it was she and Ah Ci who were in a carriage, and Shen Jin came on a horse alone.

After they entered the pasture, they let the horseman pull the carriage to find a place to wait for them, if they take the carriage back now, Ah Ci and Shen Jin and the two of them can only ride back, not to mention that if their contradiction is not resolved, it is not good to ride a horse together, and if they ride a horse back to Shen Mansion now, there will be rumors about them in the capital on the second day.

"Brother Cheng and I had two horses when we came, let's ride into the city first, and then I'll send someone to send you back to Shen Mansion." Shen Nanyan could think of it, and Mu Zhao naturally thought of this layer as well, and he came up with this best of both worlds, which not only solved Shen Jin's urgent need, but also did not ruin Shen Nanyan's reputation.

She doesn't know how to ride a horse, which is a normal thing, but at this moment she is a little ashamed, embarrassed to tell Mu Zhao about it, he must think that the children of the Shen family should be able to ride horses and shoot arrows.

Xu is Mu Zhao knows Shen Nanyan too well, or he is as careful as a hair, he understood Shen Nanyan's thoughts at a glance, and said in a different way: "It's raining a little just now, it's a little uncomfortable, and seeing things is a little blurry now, Miss Shen is willing to ride a horse with you and help you pay attention to the road conditions." ”

Hearing that Mu Zhao was uncomfortable, Shen Nanyan was a little nervous, and he didn't care to think about why Mu Zhao said this, so he hurriedly asked, "Where is it uncomfortable, is it dizzy or not?" Do you want to sit down and rest for a while? ”

Mu Zhao saw that he just made up a random reason, which provoked Shen Nanyan to care about him so much, and chuckled: "It's okay." ”

Shen Nanyan reacted for a while, his face was slightly red, and he secretly scolded himself for being too obvious.

The two walked on the road, and when they passed an uneven wetland, Mu Zhao was afraid that she would fall, so he deliberately walked in front and wanted to help her.

Looking at the hand that stretched out out out of thin air, she didn't stretch her hand over, pursed her lips and looked at Mu Zhao, and said softly: "Mu Zhao, do you like me." ”

She didn't call him Mu Gongzi, the first time she called him Mu Zhao, he didn't have the slightest displeasure, but the joy from the bottom of his heart crept into his heart.

Everything was messed up, it shouldn't have been like this, he should have told her that he didn't like her, but he didn't expect that one day his mind would be asked directly by her like this.

In the past, she and Mu Zhao were gentlemen's friends, and they discussed poetry and songs with letters, comforting each other, and over time they still formed a sense of sympathy. And she gradually became infatuated, but she never thought about what Mu Zhao treated her, just when Mu Zhao treated her as a friend and confidant.

And today he has gone far away from Cheng Mu, the heavy rain suddenly came, but he braved the rain to come to hand her clothes, if she didn't have a heart for her, she didn't believe it, and ordinary friends might do it for her, but since it was a friend, why would he do everything possible to alienate her, he seemed to be consciously alienated from her from beginning to end after returning from Huainan, and he couldn't help but become polite to her.

Her heart was almost angry, but she also felt sorry for the reason why he wanted to treat her like this, it was nothing more than her brother asking Mu Zhao to stay away from her, but Mu Zhao had never said or revealed anything to her, and she didn't want to tell him directly to tell him to leave her alone and be brave with her.

All she could do was wait for Mu Zhao to speak, and then she was telling him what she wanted, so that he didn't have to pay attention to the opinions of others.

But he didn't seem to have the slightest intention of doing this, and even though he knew that she was interested in him, he covered up the past.

Words and demeanors can be concealed, but eyes are not deceiving.

Mu Zhao stood in front of her, her figure was tall, and although Ruyu's face was expressionless, the affection in her eyes couldn't be hidden.

He didn't speak, just stood there quietly.

"When you return, you like me in your heart." Shen Nanyan sighed in his heart and said it again.

This sentence is different from the previous sentence, this sentence is a declarative sentence, and it is also the word she calls him for the first time.

When the southern geese returned, they were even more lonely, and the wild geese returning to the south did not have to be lonely because they were accompanied by the same kind.

"It's wishful thinking and coveting Miss." Seeing that he couldn't hide it, he didn't deny it: "I will definitely retract my infatuation and not embarrass Miss." ”

"What if I say it's not infatuation?" Shen Nanyan looked at him deeply, with hope in his eyes.

Mu Zhao didn't say a word, and looked at Shen Nanyan with a cold and self-contained expression.

"Miss Shen laughed, I really don't deserve Miss in the next place, Miss still don't pay the wrong infatuation."

Seeing that he refused so decisively, Shen Nanyan's eyes were red, and he stared at Mu Zhao and asked, "The infatuation has been wrongly paid, how do you want me not to love?" ”

It's messy, it shouldn't have been like this.

They should have been entangled without the slightest entanglement after today, instead of looking at each other like now, and feelings were overflowing.

He promised Shen Jin to break Shen Nanyan's infatuation, "Shen Nanyan, forget about me, take care of yourself." ”

After a long time, Mu Zhao finally gave his answer.

This time, as she wished, he was not polite and distant from her, and there was no young lady to call her, but he spit out what she thought was the most cruel words.

"I read a poem when I was a child, and a sentence in the poem was even more lonely when the southern goose returned, whenever I read it, I only felt lonely and lonely, and now I am reading it is even more sad and cold." Shen Nanyan raised his face, looked directly at Mu Zhao, and pulled out a smile, "When Mu returns, I will forget you as you wish, and take care of myself." ”

She has no ambitions in this life, she just wants to live this life quietly and indifferently, and God let her meet Mu Zhao, so she knows the meaning of living in this life. She was pleased with him, talked about poetry and fu, and Qin Se and Ming became her heart's desire from then on.

Since he had refused, she would never force him, liking him had always been her business, even if she knew that he might not have her in his heart, she couldn't force Mu Zhao to be with her.

He wanted to go, out of her sight, and she let him go, which was her last pride.

Like him, it has cost her most of her courage to go to him.

The two walked silently all the way to a place, the groom had been waiting there for some hours, but there was no patience on his face, and when he saw Shen Nanyan returning, he smiled and said, "Now that the rain has stopped, why doesn't Miss play for a while?" It's hard to get out of the way. ”

"I'll go back first if I have something to do today, Uncle Li, you can wait for your brother and them here." Shen Nanyan replied. She has always been a little overwhelmed by the kindness of the people in the house, and she doesn't know how to respond to their kindness, it is Mu Zhao who has taught her how to love and how to do it so as not to hurt others.

"Mademoiselle can't ride a horse, how can I go back?" The groom wondered.

"Thanks to Brother Shen's trust, let me send your young lady home." Mu Zhao, who was standing on the side, explained.

"Don't bother Mu Gongzi, I'll just walk." Shen Nanyan loudly rejected Mu Zhao's proposal.