Chapter 45: Affection

If she could know the outcome of the future today, Shen Nanyan thought that she would definitely not enter the palace and would definitely not go to that man's side.

But the only thing she doesn't regret is being with Mu Guishi, she just regrets that she hasn't spent enough time with him, and regrets that she can't see his happy smile every day.

"Why do you want to start when you know the ending?"

"Why do you yearn for the light when you know you're going to die?"

Sometimes people stay in the dark for a long time, always longing for the light.

But who knows that the light never belongs to people like them who have been in the dark for too long?

She originally thought that Song Heng would summon her in the imperial study, or the Jinluan Palace, but the place where she was received was in a palace.

It's a very quiet place, and it's a very nice house for her. This palace is located in the remote area of the palace, and the black plaque on the door reads "Fang Xe" two gilded characters.

"Gonggong Zheng, why did the emperor summon me here?" The location here is extremely remote, but the construction of this palace can be described as extravagant.

"I'm afraid that the emperor took into account Miss Shen's joy and quietness, so he deliberately talked about things here." Zheng Fuhai replied seriously.

Is there any necessary connection between talking about things and being quiet? Zheng Fuhai's answer is no different from not answering.

deliberately summoned her to the palace, and also put the place in the palace to talk about things, is the emperor crazy or she crazy.

An idea flashed through her mind, so fast that she couldn't grasp it. Shen Nanyan entered the palace with suspicions in his heart.

Zheng Fuhai pushed open the door of the house and motioned for her to go in alone, because the emperor was in the house, Shen Nanyan was not good at asking, and entered the hall in doubt.

Seeing the structure outside the hall, she could have guessed the extravagance of this palace a long time ago, but when she really entered the hall and saw these arrangements, she knew that there was really such a room in the palace, such as the red bricks and green tiles mentioned by Ah Ci, sandalwood as beams, crystal jade as lamps, pearls as curtains, and Fan Jin as pillar bases.

After coming in, she probably looked around, there was no Song Heng, and she was about to ask when Zheng Fuhai would arrive.

"Here ......" A deep voice sounded from behind, and she couldn't help but tremble in the bottom of her heart.

Mu Zhao's voice was clear and warm, while Song Heng's voice was low but gentle, as if it wanted to bewitch people's hearts.

Shen Nanyan raised his eyes and looked, today was the New Year, and Song Heng seemed to have black green right now. A black brocade robe decorates his demeanor just right. If Mu Zhao is the warm sun in the daytime, then Song Heng is the sky in the night, deep and mysterious.

"The courtiers visit the emperor, long live the emperor, long live the emperor." Shen Nanyan knelt on the ground and made a big salute.

In fact, if you don't have to do this big gift on an informal occasion, you only need to do a regular ceremony on weekdays, Shen Nanyan didn't know how to stay with Song Heng for less than a while, his chest was stuffy, and he almost couldn't breathe.

Maybe Song Heng's temperament was too scary, and Shen Nanyan was afraid that something would go wrong, so he gave a full salute.

Afraid of what? Maybe I'm afraid that because of the poem she wrote a few days ago, Song Heng made a special trip to summon them into the palace today to condemn her.

Is she afraid? She is not afraid, if she dares to write, how can she be afraid?

It's just that this time is different from the past, and now that she is with Mu Guishi, she wants to be stable, and she doesn't want to live up to the time in the future.

"Nervous? Actually do the whole salute?. Song Heng said gently.

Hearing Song Heng's gentle voice, Shen Nanyan was a little flattered: "Courtier......

"Get up quickly, be careful to get cold." Song Heng stretched out his hand to help Shen Nanyan.

There is a difference between monarchs and ministers, plus there is a difference between men and women, Shen Nanyan stood up directly from the ground: "Emperor Xie." ”

Song Heng's outstretched hand paused in mid-air and retracted it into his sleeve.

Shen Nanyan is not a person who talks a lot, and if Song Heng doesn't speak, she won't speak.

Song Heng stared at Shen Nanyan's face for a long time, sighed and asked, "How is this palace?" ”

Shen Nanyan didn't know why, didn't understand why Song Heng's sigh was, and replied very pertinently: "Extremely luxurious." ”

"What else?" Song Heng asked again.

"It's secluded, it's a great palace." Shen Nanyan said from the heart.

"Do you like it here?" Song Heng asked lightly. Shen Nanyan is a smart person, so he will naturally understand what he means.

"This is the emperor's palace, and the courtiers don't dare to judge. I don't know what the emperor called his courtiers into the palace? Shen Nanyan suddenly sensed Song Heng's intentions and began to avoid this question.

Seeing that Shen Nanyan deliberately avoided this topic, Song Heng continued to speak: "How about I give you this palace?" ”

At first, I asked her if she liked it, and then I asked if I gave her this palace, it was not a question of whether she liked it or not, but whether she was willing to do it.

Song Heng's words seemed to be like a thunderbolt from the sky, Shen Nanyan was stunned for a moment, looked directly at Song Heng incredibly, but spit out very sober and calm words in his mouth: "Not how." ”

Song Heng wanted her to enter the palace, and he summoned her today to make a special trip to get her opinion? Why her?

She doesn't like to be forced, let alone the kind of person who will easily succumb to the imperial power, Song Heng chuckled, but the look in her eyes was extremely serious: "I'm not joking, if you want, you can enter the palace immediately?" ”

Shen Nanyan was amused by this, how many times has she met Song Heng? How many times have you spoken? Song Heng suddenly summoned her into the palace today and asked her if she would like to enter the palace.

As if he was a plaything, once he was favored by a high-ranking person, he came to ask himself if he was willing, if he was willing, he could be prosperous and rich, and the scenery would be infinite for a lifetime. Wouldn't that be too rash?

There was no trace of emotion in Shen Nanyan's eyes, and he said coldly: "The emperor likes courtiers? If a courtier is willing to be a vassal daughter as a concubine? Or is it for the aftermath? ”

For the after? Song Heng hadn't thought about this problem, he always thought that for Shen Nanyan, she didn't care about her position. Rao is Shen Nanyan asked him in an extremely sarcastic tone now, but her words did remind him.

Knowing that Shen Nanyan didn't have the slightest intention of entering the palace, Song Heng stared at her straight and didn't speak.

"Your Majesty, the courtiers already have a sweetheart." Shen Nanyan spoke very calmly.

Listening to Shen Nanyan say his sweetheart in person, Song Heng's heart seemed to be like a knife, and he was brutally injured by a sharp blade.

"Is it the time of Mugui?" This is the tone of the affirmative.

"Not bad." Shen Nanyan did not evade and admitted directly.

Good sound

"Shen Nanyan, Shen Nanyan, do you know why I asked you to come here?" Song Heng sneered.

"Courtiers are foolish."

Song Heng walked to the mat by the window, where a guqin was placed. Fingertips swiped across the strings, and a melodious and gentle sound was heard.

The sound is ethereal and melodious, the strings are clear, and the listening is clean and intoxicating.

"It was here that day that I broke with Guishi, and said goodbye to this song, abandoning our brotherhood for so many years." Song Heng's words were extremely cold, and he spoke very calmly, without any trace of emotion.

Ignoring Shen Nanyan's stunned expression, Song Heng suddenly looked at Shen Nanyan and asked seriously, "Do you know why we broke up?" ”

Break? Is it a rupture? Did he break with Song Heng? His only brother in the world broke with him, so he left the capital and went to the border. Is there a reason for him to go to the border and Song Heng?

Song Heng's words seemed to be like a slap in the face, and a line of tears crossed her face: "Is it because of me?" ”

Is it because of her that Mu Zhao lost even a few brothers? Because of her, he wasn't allowed to go to the border?

She always thought that she could understand him, understand him, understand his loneliness, and warm up with him, but in the end she caused him to lose his brother.

Perhaps knowing that his words had stimulated Shen Nanyan, Song Heng continued: "I met him when I was young, and he was really gentle at that time, and he defended me everywhere, when I was bullied by several other favored princes, it was he who stood in front of me and suffered for me. I was thinking that no matter what happened in the future, I would never be suspicious of him. ”

After speaking, he looked at her: "It's you, your appearance has destroyed my brotherhood with him, you know how miserable his life is, and the only few brothers will break up because of you." ”

Shen Nanyan couldn't listen to it anymore, and the tears in the corners of her eyes couldn't help but flow down. Why was he so stupid to bear these things alone and silently, and he wouldn't tell her.

Song Heng has always been a ruthless person in his bones, he likes Shen Nanyan, but it is absolutely impossible to watch Shen Nanyan with other men, and he is affectionate. Just like watching Shen Nanyan suffer now, although he is not comfortable, as long as he can break them up, it is not impossible.

He always wanted a person who belonged to him physically and mentally, not a woman who loved other men.

His words were always cruel and merciless: "Have you always thought that you didn't want to be with you when you returned because of his family background, and maybe part of it was because of your brother?" ”

Shen Nanyan suddenly raised his head and looked at Song Heng. I only heard Song Heng continue:

"Because you like the matter of Mu Guishi, your brother almost broke up with Mu Guishi, although the two were not strict, during that time, your brother was estranged from Mu Gui everywhere, what is this not a break?" Suddenly thinking of something, Song Heng smiled sarcastically: "He has always had to be a good person, even if he likes you in his heart?" He is a good brother with your brother, how can he not agree to your brother's request? ”

Mu Guishi is really stupid, he can have it, but because of the rest of the factors, he is hesitant and indecisive.

What he didn't expect was that after Shen Nanyan listened, he said hoarsely: "Why do you want to tell me this?" ”

Now she didn't even call the emperor anymore, she looked directly at his face and asked calmly.

Presumably, she hates herself very much now, and hate is good, it's better than having no feelings at all.

"Stay at the palace, stay by my side." Song Heng opened his mouth hoarsely, looking at her with deep eyes, if he didn't look closely, he would almost not be able to see the affection inside.

If Shen Nanyan was thinking about it carefully, she would also find that almost every time she stayed with Song Heng, Song Heng always called herself 'I'.