Chapter 187: Turning into Nothingness

"Weihang, why are you so stupid, why are you doing this, why exactly."

Wei Hang said very weakly, "It seems that God has heard my prayer, and I ask God to let me see you again before I die, I can't imagine that God really has mercy on me and let me see you again." ”

"Weihang, why were you beaten like this, who are they, why are they so cruel."

"Don't blame them, it's that I don't want to live anymore, I lost you and Chen'er, I live like a year, my heart is like a knife, I live in pain and memories every day, you can't return to me anymore, I just recognize this fact, rather than this, I'd rather be a star in the sky, a white cloud in the sky, or in the sky I can watch you forever and protect you."

"I still owe you so much, I haven't repaid the favor yet, how can you be so stupid, treat yourself like this, how can you make me feel at ease in the future."

"I go to the Lord's Mansion every day to see you, but as soon as they saw me, they drove me away, and they also did something to me, treating me like a beggar, and didn't let me see you, I stayed for a few days, and you didn't come out, I thought you really didn't want to see me anymore, so I thought that I was bored to live." Wei Hang said reluctantly in a weak voice.

"No, it's not like that, I'm just under house arrest, I don't want to see you, as long as you're okay, let's live together."

"Really, what you said is true, you didn't lie to me, right?" Wei Hang's weak voice improved a little.

"Really, as long as you're okay, we'll live together in the future."

"What about Chen'er, is Chen'er willing?"

"Yes, Uncle Weihang, Chen'er is willing, Chen'er also wants Uncle to carry me and hug me, coax me to sleep, and tell me stories."

"Hearing your words, I die~ and ~no~ regrets." After saying this sentence with difficulty, Wei Hang closed his eyes peacefully, and his hand fell.

"Weihang, Weihang."

"Uncle Weihang, Uncle Weihang." Chen'er cried and kept shouting. But Uncle Weihang never opened his eyes again.

Jiujiu fainted on the spot in pain and grief.

"Girl, girl, wake up."

……

When Jiujiu woke up, she found that she was lying on the bed in the Lord's Mansion, how did she get back to the Lord's Mansion? And the lord was waiting by her bedside to take a nap.

"That's right, Weihang, Weihang." Jiujiuyi thought of Wei Hang, she immediately got up, she was definitely dreaming, everything yesterday must have been her dreaming, otherwise how could Wei Hang die if she was good. This must not be true.

As soon as the lord heard the movement, he woke up.

"Jiujiu, where are you going, the doctor said that you fainted due to excessive sadness, and you have been in a coma for a few days and nights, and you are weak, just lie down and don't go out."

"Wei Hang, where is he?"

"Jiujiu, listen to me, people can't be resurrected after death, you mourn and change, I have let him be buried thickly."

"Buried? Is everything that happened that day real? Is he really dead, and so miserable? Jiujiu suddenly became emotional, "It's all your fault, he said that he came to the Lord's Mansion to find me many times, but those guards not only didn't spread the word, but also beat him, insulted him, and drove him away, he is a person with such strong self-esteem, how can he bear this shame, if it wasn't for your instructions, how could they do this, if you didn't let him come to see me, and I wasn't allowed to see him, how could he be disheartened and give up on himself, how could he be desperate and seek death, it was all you who harmed, you returned Weihang to me." ”

"I'm sorry, Jiujiu, I didn't expect things to turn out like this, I just wanted to get rid of him, I didn't think about him dying, I really didn't think that he had such a strong temperament, don't be too excited, be careful of your body, I'm willing to make up for it as you ask me."

"You compensate, haha, can you compensate the people of the Hongluan Society, can you compensate Adozhu, can you compensate Weihang, the people you want to compensate are not me, it's them, how can you compensate."

"Jiujiu, don't be like this, I know I was wrong, I'm sorry for you, but for Chen'er and Teng Xue's sake, you can forgive me."

"Where's Chen'er?"

"He cried for a long time, he was tired of crying, and he had already slept."

"Where is his grave, I'm going to see him."

"I'll go with you."

"No need, I don't think Wei Hang wants to see you, he will be angry when he sees you, and I don't want to see you again, you just need to tell me where his tomb is, I'll go by myself."

……

Jiujiu came to Weihang's tomb with great grief, she stroked Weihang's tombstone, remembered the bits and pieces on Fengyang Mountain, and tears covered her eyes. "It's me who failed you, I'm sorry, if there is an afterlife, I will be your wife, I am willing to grow old with you, you said that you will turn into stars or clouds in the sky after you die, and you will always protect me and Chen'er, you guarded us during your lifetime, and you will protect us after death, you are too tired, I don't want you to be so tired, you should regain your freedom, don't have any worries, go with peace of mind."

"Or maybe he's willing to keep watching over you, that's his wish." A man's voice came from behind.

Jiujiu turned his head and said in shock: "It's you, the Seventh Quasi-Lord, I haven't seen you for a long time." ”

"It's been a long time, since I haven't been able to recognize you as Jiujiu for the first time."

"By the way, you helped us that day, and I haven't thanked you yet."

"No, it's just a gesture, but it's a pity that he still didn't save him."

"His name is Weihang, in the past few years, he has been a person who has never left me and has been good to me and Chen'er wholeheartedly, but I didn't expect to meet him, it was my luck, and it was his misfortune to meet me."

"How have you been doing in the past few years, I have been wandering around the four countries and mountains to find you, but I still haven't been able to find you, and then I was forced to go to the domain, but I still haven't given up looking for you, I'm still not as good as the third brother, and in the end he found you."

Jiujiu said lonely: "Now that one more life has died because of me, why should I come back." ”

"Don't blame yourself too much, maybe this is a relief for him, the people from the Lord's Mansion came to pick you up in person that day, and I also knew your identity, I just knew that this benevolent brother was buried here, and I wanted to come and worship him when I saw him die pitifully."

The Seventh Quasi-Lord continued: "He must also love you very much, and he is also a lover, let me empathize, don't be too sad, if he sees you like this in the spirit of heaven, he will not rest in peace, I believe he must want to see your smiling face." ”

"I didn't expect to come to worship him, only me and you, and you and he didn't know each other at all."

"So what's the matter, although we don't know each other, but he still looked at you so affectionately at the last moment, I already know what kind of person he is, I respect this brother's single-mindedness and persistence in feelings, and, I'm sorry, I couldn't find you, I made you suffer, and I didn't recognize you at the first time."

"We are no longer who we were then, and I am not the Jiujiu I was at that time, I am just an ordinary person who is too ordinary to be ordinary anymore."

"Let's get acquainted with it again now, I'm no longer the quasi-lord, I was given a territory, I am now the king of Fan from the land of Huang, this time I made a special trip back and forth to report on my work, I was given the king of the territory, if there is no will, I can't stay in the capital for too long, tomorrow I will go back to my land of Tibet, so today is the last time we meet." Although she is very reluctant, she is already a mother of two children, and she has been obsessed with it for five years, and it is time to let go.

"You're going back to the Corn Fields tomorrow? It's not very far there. ”

"Well, it's far away, it's a completely different place from here, although it's not as rich as here, it's a place I yearn for, it's empty and vast, full of cattle, sheep and horses, it's still a good place to treat grief, if you have the opportunity, you must come to my territory, I will be your host, and treat you well." If it weren't for knowing that you already had two children, I would have taken you away.

"No later, you can take me tomorrow, okay?"

"You're kidding, you're the lady, it's going to take a lot of trouble to travel, you won't be able to catch up tomorrow, when you're packed up and ready, come to me with the third brother." When he said this, the Seven Quasi-Lords felt sour in their hearts.

"No, I don't have to pack, I don't have to prepare, I don't have to set off with the lord, I'm going alone, I want to get out of here."

"Don't you love the third brother anymore?"

"I've killed enough people, I don't want anyone to die because of me, even Weihang is dead. It's not that I don't love him, it's that I can't love him, so I want to get out of here and go to a place where he can't find it. ”

"Have you figured it out? If you want to get out of here, I will definitely help you, and if you want to come back, I can send someone to send you back at any time, but the road is far away, and you may have to suffer a little from running around and tired, but don't you still have a pair of children, do you want to take them with you? ”

"No, I won't be able to leave with them, and Chen'er is loved by Taiyi, and the lord cherishes him, so he doesn't need to follow me around."

"Then how can you give it up?"

"Maybe when I calm down and can forget everything, I'll come back, or (never come back), I don't want the lord to know my whereabouts, just send a letter to the lord's mansion after leaving tomorrow."

"It's okay, just take it as a long trip, go out for a walk, I will keep it secret for you, if you have made up your mind, then I will take you out of here, if you regret it, just tell me, I can send someone back at any time."

……

Half a month later

"Jiujiu, are you tired, your face is very bad, there is a small field not far ahead, if you are tired, we will rest here."

"No, I'm not tired, but is it really okay for me to come to your land like this."

"Don't worry, the people in our area are very hospitable and kind to people, and you will definitely like it here."

It's been half a month, I don't know how Chen'er and Teng Xue are doing, I miss them so much.

"Why, do you miss your child again, but no matter how much you think about it, you can stay up until you are a guest after entering our land, and then go back after ten days and half a month, if you toss for half a month, it will be too disappointing to leave without even entering the door of our land, so you must endure it, don't cry to me and go back now."

"No, I didn't say I wanted to go back."

"I really want you to feel the customs of our land, although you can go back at any time, but I hope you can stay for a while before leaving."

"Don't worry, I don't plan to go back now, but can you send me another letter, I'm worried that the children miss me too much."

"Yes, but in order not to reveal your traces, this letter will have to be turned around before it can reach the Lord's Mansion, but don't worry, I will order someone to deliver it as soon as possible."

"Thank you, thanks to you for taking care of me all this time."

"If you're a friend, don't say thank you, I don't like to hear it."

……

The Seventh Quasi-Lord suddenly saw something, and broke out in a cold sweat: "Jiujiu, how is your body, how has it become transparent." The Seven Quasi-Lords were terrified.

Jiujiu looked at his body, and actually said very calmly: "Seven quasi-masters, I don't want to hide it, I don't want to go to the territory with you, I'm just because time is running out, I may disappear soon, I want to ask you for one thing, these are the letters I have written for ten years, I don't want the children to know that their mother is no longer in this world, and I don't want to see anyone crying." You send one out every few months to relieve their lovesickness, and I can't stay with them anymore. ”

"Don't, Jiujiu, don't scare me, why did your body become like this, how can I save you, don't let me lose you again, don't be so ruthless, I don't want to look for you for countless years or five years, don't leave me."

"I don't belong here after all, this is the punishment I forced to stay, none of you can save me, I'm sorry, I can't see the infinite scenery you said, you remember, don't let the children know that I have ~." Before he could finish the last sentence, Jiujiu turned into a wisp of smoke and disappeared. (If Jiujiu can return to the Divine Vein or have a chance to come back to life, but now she is like an old man in her last years, her Divine Vein blood is dead, and she knows that she will not be able to return to the Divine Vein).

"Don't, don't, ninety-nine, don't leave me, don't go, you come back, you come back to me." The Seventh Quasi-Lord shouted violently into the air, but he couldn't call back Ninety-Nine.