Section 21 Backyard (1)
The girls slowly dispersed, and even Zijuan went to the next door with interest, and only Feng Ziying and Daiyu were left in the room.
After a few months, he encountered the loss of his father, the funeral, the practice, and the return of the soul, all kinds of complicated and trivial things made Daiyu, who had never had such an experience, exhausted, and even had a feeling that the sky was falling, coupled with the worry about the future life that could not be shaken, so that Daiyu slept worse.
Feng Ziying carefully looked at the cheeks of the girl in front of her, she was a little thinner than when she left, her eyebrows were full of sorrow, her beautiful eyes were weak, and the corners of her eyebrows were sad, but fortunately, her complexion was still positive, and the exercise method she taught her should be adhered to, otherwise Feng Ziying estimated that the other party would have fallen ill a long time ago.
As if feeling the discomfort caused by this sudden silence, as soon as Daiyu had time to raise her head, Feng Ziying walked up to her and gently hugged her shoulders and head.
It's like suddenly letting go of some kind of burden, and it's like being tired and suddenly having a solid and soft kang to rest, gurgling tears from his eyes, choking and unspeakable, he can only hug his lover standing in front of him, and pour out the emotions brought by this period of helplessness and longing.
Feng Ziying didn't speak, just gently stroked Daiyu's head with the green silk, a bundle of milky white filial piety belts tied on her head, a white jacket of the same color covered with a gown, and a slightly thin shoulder, twitching slightly, which made Feng Ziying feel infinite pity.
It's also a bitter girl.
lost her mother since she was a child, and her father was busy with official business, so she finally went to Beijing to feel the warmth of family and affection, but she suddenly lost her father, and once her father died, I am afraid that this girl, who was originally delicate, will wonder if these grandmothers, uncles and aunts and even brothers and sisters in Jiafu will have a change in their attitude towards her.
From the bottom of her heart, Feng Ziying still has to thank Jia Mu and Jia Zheng, at least they provide Daiyu with a shelter from the wind and rain, no matter what it will be in the future, but at least in the past few years, Jia Mansion still made Daiyu feel the warmth of family affection, as for the various things that will arise in the future because of the bad relationship with Baoyu, it does not exist, with its own appearance, everything has changed.
Feng Ziying's only hope is that Daiyu, who is only fourteen years old, can still enjoy the warmth of family affection in Jiafu happily for a few years, which may be more important to Daiyu now than anything else, to let her come out of the shadow of the loss of her father, she is of course very important, but Feng Ziying still hopes that the Jia family can give her more comfort.
patted Daiyu's thin back and thin shoulders, stroking the warm forehead, and after a while, Feng Ziying came down beside Daiyu and held the other party's hand, "Are you better?" ”
Raising her red and swollen eyes, Daiyu was not embarrassed, biting her lip and nodded, "It's much better, the breath in my heart seems to be vented all of a sudden, and my heart is a lot more relaxed all of a sudden." ”
"Well, that's good, I'm afraid that your anger has been blocked in your heart, and that's trouble." Ziying nodded, "You also know here, I told Lao Taijun and your two uncles and aunts that after the matter is dealt with, you will still go to live in the mansion, and when the filial piety period is over, we will choose a good time to get married." ”
Rao had known that there would be such a play, but in this way, he suddenly faced his fiancé, especially holding his hands, Daiyu was still a little shy, and subconsciously wanted to break free of the other party's hand, but Zhenshou lowered his head and nodded imperceptibly.
Feng Ziying didn't let go, her eyes looked at the other party gently, just rubbing between the other party's slender wrists and fingers, this girl's hands were still a little cold, and she had to continue exercising.
"By the way, there is also the money and silver that my uncle left for you, I asked Second Brother Lian to dispose of it for you before, in addition to borrowing 150,000 taels of silver from your uncle's family, there are about 300,000 taels left, in addition to the 30,000 taels for the two aunts, there are still 270,000 taels left, I don't know how my sister thinks about it?"
Daiyu hesitated for a moment and raised her gaze, "Brother Feng, did my father tell you about my sister?" ”
Feng Ziying nodded calmly, "I said, my uncle originally hoped that Miss Miaoyu would marry her, so that you and Miaoyu would have a good relationship, but Miss Miaoyu may not be very willing, so I also discussed it with my uncle, but at that time, my uncle did not come up with a conclusion, only said that if it didn't work, he would also arrange a suitable family for Miss Miaoyu, as long as Miss Miaoyu didn't leave home, he would be satisfied,......"
Feng Ziying had already thought about it, the twisted melon was not sweet, not to mention that there were already so many women around him, and he really didn't have so much energy to please a woman who was pretentious and had a high temper and an eccentric temper, even if she looked like Xi Shi Rong Sai Diao Chan, he was not interested.
All he had to do was to fulfill a promise to Lin Ruhai.
"But my father told my sister and me before leaving, and I still hope that my sister will marry you with me." Daiyu blushed shyly, but her voice became softer and thinner, "Daddy is still worried about my sister's temperament, and she will suffer in the future." ”
Is it more than suffering from losses? The heart is higher than the sky and the life is thinner than the paper, the five fingers do not touch the spring water, and she has developed a pretentious and stinky temper like her mother, Feng Ziying is thinking about how to find a suitable person with the identity of Miaoyu?
Find someone who is a little more ordinary, who can stand you with your arrogant and arrogant temperament? I don't know how to run the family, and I don't understand the world, so I'm afraid that I will be divorced in less than two years if I marry in.
Looking for a big family? But who wants to marry a concubine like you who grew up in a temple?
What's worse is that both parents are dead, not to mention that her biological mother is still a sinner in the Jiaofang Division, and now she is still living in Buddhism, it is impossible for Lin Ruhai to be still there, let alone Lin Ruhai is no longer here.
It's also Feng Ziying who doesn't care so much about the things that many high-ranking families in this era attach great importance to, and if you change someone with the status of Feng Ziying, let alone a concubine, even if you are a concubine, you will be nailed to death if you are born as a sinner.
"Sister, let's discuss this matter again, I have also told Miss Miaoyu before, but she wants to support the Buddha, but Uncle Lin can't agree, so I also told her, as long as you don't leave home, everything else is easy to say, I also want to wait until I return to Beijing to see if I can find a suitable family, as long as I have a decent background and a good temper, nothing else matters,......
Daiyu hesitated, as if she was considering her words: "Brother Feng doesn't like my sister very much? ”
"Huh?" Feng Ziying was stunned for a moment, "Why did my sister say this?" ”
Daiyu's face became more and more flushed, "Daddy also said to my little sister that let my little sister and sister marry into the Feng Mansion to support each other, my sister is also a little arrogant, but in fact, her heart is good, Brother Feng will also accept concubines in the future, and the sister of the eldest sister-in-law in the East Mansion will be like this in the future, right?" My sister and Brother Feng have only met a few times, so naturally they are not very familiar with each other, and the younger sister is thinking that if Brother Feng can contact and talk more, maybe she can make her sister change her mind, why can the two younger sisters of Zhen's sister-in-law, Brother Feng, be like this, but they are not willing to be more patient with her sister and appease her? ”
Feng Ziying's scalp was numb, he didn't expect that even Daiyu knew about Eryou, and he didn't know which one of the talkers stabbed Daiyu about it?
It doesn't matter if Baochai knows, because Feng Ziying knows that Baochai is generous, and she and Baochai are not engaged now, so it is impossible for her to chew her tongue.
Other people know that they are not afraid, they have long been adults, and it should be the time to marry a wife and take a concubine, and it is nothing to raise an outer room, but it is really not possible to push the old lady to the family and hope to renew the incense as soon as possible, and it doesn't hurt to let the old lady carry this pot.
Unlike others who know about You's Shuangshu, Daiyu is now her fiancée, and legally speaking, she is qualified to ask about her concubine, unless You Shuangshu doesn't enter the third room and enters the big house.
In addition, why is this still unwilling, but this Miaoyu is too difficult to wait, so picky, how can I have so much heart to worry about such things?
Daiyu's meaning Feng Ziying also understood, and she had to let herself be careful, and she would welcome Miaoyu back and bring back Miaoyu's thoughts, but could she bring it back and let Miaoyu change her mind, where did she have so much energy to toss about this?
It's just that you can't say that in front of Daiyu, otherwise Daiyu will catch Eryou again, how can this be a bit like a man stealing food outside and being caught by a woman, but what women are not angry about is not that a man steals food, but why don't you steal your own sister if you steal food, this kind of absurd and strange feeling makes Feng Ziying a little confused.
Seeing that Feng Ziying was stunned and couldn't make a sound, Daiyu didn't think much of herself, but just said faintly: "Daddy also took the little sister's hand before leaving and said that he was very relieved that the little sister could marry Brother Feng, but he owed his sister, if there was no good result, he would be difficult to look at, but Brother Feng felt that the little sister was not so generous, was he afraid that the little sister would be displeased?" It's okay for others, but here, my sister can't,......"
Speaking of the back, it is already faintly inaudible, the bewitching and bewitching between the beautiful and refined eyebrows, clear and moving, makes Feng Ziying's heart subconsciously contract, and her whole body is suddenly numb, and she can only bite her tongue while reminding herself that she must not, that kind of impulse from the heart, so that Feng Ziying can even lower her head and secretly recite the Pu'an mantra to get rid of the demons.
Looking at Daiyu and Yi, whose emotions slowly calmed down, fell asleep, Feng Ziying sighed in her heart, this girl has gone through this experience, and she has grown up a lot after all, and many things don't seem to be as spirited as before, but why do you still hope that she can be as sentimental and sharp as before?