I lit a cigarette and instructed Zhang Xiaohua, wait a minute, let Zhang Xiaojun go to the top of the building to find me, and then you can withdraw, Zhang Xiaohua agreed.

I stood on the roof of the tube building, smoking the Yuxi that Zhang Xiaohua handed me. The smile on my face was a little far-fetched, I used to think that my future was to sit in a bright office with my own copywriting, marry a woman like Sun Xiaoqing, and live a lifetime. But now one of my roommates is bleeding, and I'm smoking upstairs, and in a month's time, the bathing center that the two of us are going to open, and there are countless women who have lost their feet selling meat at us.

Fate, like pi, is always seen, but no one ever knows what his next one really is, because he never knows the bottom, and never really repeats what he has experienced before, maybe similar, but never repeated.

When I finished a cigarette, Zhang Xiaojun walked up with a few drops of blood on his body.

He lit a cigarette for himself, I noticed that his hands were shaking, he took a puff of cigarette, closed his eyes and said: "Mu Zhongxing stabbed once, Jin Xing stabbed three times, all in the arm and thigh, can't die." ”

I patted him on the shoulder, pointed to a ruined building in the distance and said, "Everyone wants to be a glamorous high-rise building, many people have shelved it during the construction period, and many people have built it, so in this building, there are all kinds of dirty things, and there are happy things, some people are soaring in this building, some people are unknown in the building, and some people jump from the top floor of the building, and in the end the fate of this building is to be demolished." There is only one thing we can do, work hard, work hard, work hard, work hard, this society is too fucked, if we don't fuck him, he will fuck us in turn, instead of being fucked, it is better to fuck hard. ”

Zhang Xiaojun's whole hand was trembling, I patted him on the shoulder and smiled: "Congratulations on taking the first step, I don't know if it's right or wrong to take you to do this, whether you can eventually become the tower on the river, or the low house opposite the tower, I don't know, I only know that in this life, if you don't be ruthless, you will only have the fate of eating and waiting for death." You know that Sun Xiaoqing is gone, but do you know why she left? ”

Zhang Xiaojun looked at me gushing.

I laughed, "She's pregnant." Fuck, she's pregnant, I'm a man, let a woman get pregnant, but I don't have the fucking ability to let her give birth, let the child and her live safely in a wide place, am I like a man? No, I'm a coward, I could have sat in the classroom of Guanghua University and been proud of that sentence 'The sun and the moon are shining, but now? Fuck me because of a woman, went to a third-rate school, learn a JB Chinese industry, hehe, not worth it, in fact, I should thank Ma Xiaodan, it was she who made me understand, people in this life, in addition to hard work, is to eat and wait for death, I understand, so I try to climb up, I try to step on other people's shoulders to go up, now, you Zhang Xiaojun, stand with me, we are now standing on such an unknown house looking at the city, I dare to say, one day, we will stand on top of that tower, Come and see the river, the sea and the sky at the mouth of the sea. ”

I don't know what's wrong with me today, maybe I've been deliberately depressed all this time, maybe I'm dissatisfied with this society, maybe, I miss Sun Xiaoqing. Where is she? Is there anyone to take care of her? She wants to eat Mei, who will buy it for her? Is the child healthy? Boys and girls? I want to know, but I don't deserve to know, I can only try to climb up, even if one day I may die on the road climbing, I have no regrets, because she left me a seed, my Hao family's seed.

Zhang Xiaojun threw down the cigarette butt and sang loudly:

Today me

Watch the snow drift by on a cold night

Drifting away with a cooled heart

Catch up in the wind and rain

I couldn't tell the trace in the fog

……

Huang Jiaju's sea and sky, the two of us roared, and finally we put our hands together, all silent. For me, life is a struggle. What about Zhang Xiaojun? Isn't it necessary? Although his family background is good, if he graduates and finds a company to work in, and then marries a daughter-in-law and lives a lifetime, does he want such a life?

He is the only person in our dormitory who has a genuine full set of "The Godfather" DVD films, he is the only one in our dormitory who has collected all the gangster movies from Hong Kong and Taiwan, and he is the only person in our dormitory who takes care of everyone's relationship on the first day of college, he is Zhang Xiaojun, today's down-and-out college student, what about tomorrow? What about the day after tomorrow? What about ten years from now?

Everyone has his reasons for rising, but the truest reason is the restless blood that the fucked society can't suppress, and the hardship and secular can't be wiped out.

I looked up, the sun was still hot in the sky, and I closed my eyes, a tear running through the corner of my eye.

Perhaps, in a few months, a little life will come into this world.

……

When we left, I called 120 Emergency and said there were two patients here. I don't want Jin Xing and Mu Zhongxing to die, after all, a human life is very valuable in these years, it is okay to let blood, and it is a big deal to lose a human life, and it can be seen that Jin Xing and Mu Zhongxing are very afraid, especially Mu Zhongxing, seeing Zhang Xiaojun is like seeing the king of Yama.

I asked Zhang Xiaojun to go back to rest, and then I went back to Gaoke and told Xia Wanyu about it.

Xia Wanyu was so happy that she immediately kissed me on the face and said, "Hao Ren, you are awesome." ”

I smiled, and Xia Wanyu said, "Hao Ren, should I invite you to have a meal with Zhang Xiaojun." ”

I said, "No, when Xiaojun's bathing center opens, you can just send a red envelope." ”

Xia Wanyu agreed: "Okay." ”

As soon as I left Xia Wanyu's office, and before I could do anything, Wang Yingli called me. Wang Yingli smiled coldly and said, "Hehe, Venus, you did their business." ”

I knew that it was not difficult for Wang Yingli to know such a thing, so I said, "I did it, what's wrong?" ”

Wang Yingli said: "I want to meet and talk to you, how about it?" Make an appointment, you're a big name now, and I have to follow you. ”

Wang Yingli deliberately responded to me, and I was not stunned: "You are the big name, and I am also a little follower." ”

Wang Yingli said bluntly: "Hanguo Hotel, second floor." ”