Chapter Forty-Six: The Truth of the Middle Way in the Temple of Ten Thousand Buddhas
Shen Anyan originally prayed for blessings in Wanguo Temple, but she had deliberately not listened to Shen Qiyuan's news. But the more this happened, the more she found that people talking about Shen Qiyuan were everywhere.
She was listening to Abbot Hong'an's lecture in the reclining Buddha hall of Wanguo Temple, and she heard that there were two small servants outside the hall who didn't know who brought them out whispering, saying that she heard that Princess Guishan entered Beijing today, and even General Shen went to receive it.
She was disturbed by this sentence for a while, and found that Abbot Hongan had stopped.
The old abbot's eyes seemed to be able to see through all his thoughts, and he slowly walked down and said, "The donor's worries are not something that can be solved by listening to people's lectures. ”
Shen Anyan looked at Abbot Hong'an, there was no trace of worry under her humble and gentle face, she was always hidden like this, so that everyone thought that she didn't care about Shen Qiyuan.
But at this moment, she did not refute, but admitted everything according to the abbot's words: "The disciple has always felt difficult to calm down recently, I wonder if the abbot may refer to a method of liberation?" ”
Abbot Hongan muttered: "Being trapped in it, it is naturally difficult to understand, and it is easy to see through the overall situation." The donor's heart is impediment, and if you don't listen or ask, you can't understand it. Instead of worrying in the temple, it is better to look for the person you want to ask and ask what you want to ask. ”
Shen Anyan got the abbot's guidance, hesitated for a moment and went out of the Wanguo Temple to the Vermilion Bird Street where Guishuang and Shen Qiyuan must pass, thinking that it would be good to take a look at the situation from a distance. But I didn't want this time to be wrong, I just happened to bump into this incident, and I was depressed and had nowhere to explain.
So he went to Bian Niang and Qingling, asked the store to serve two pots of sake, drank it alone, and then pretended to be indifferent and went back to Wanguo Temple.
But in fact, this is just what she thinks is nothing, Bian Niang and Qingling are as drunk as Shen Anyan, and they are both careful and considerate people. Even when he came back and smelled Shen Anyan's slight wine, he didn't dare to debunk it and make her sad, but his complaint against Shen Qiyuan in his heart was deeper.
And Shen Anyan rarely drank alcohol, he was bored at the time, and he didn't feel that he had drunk a lot, and when he returned to Wanguo Temple, he felt a little confused. But she has always pretended to be good, but she can't show flaws if she doesn't speak. What's more, Bian Niang Qingling rarely saw her drinking, let alone getting drunk. I just thought that my sister was in a bad mood and didn't want to talk to anyone.
Therefore, when Shen Qiyuan came, Shen Anyan waved away Bian Niang and Qingling, and they didn't think that the third girl was drunk, they just thought that she wanted to talk to Shen Qiyuan in private words as before.
Shen Qiyuan didn't think that Shen Anyan had been worshipping the Buddha in the Wanguo Temple today, and he didn't know what was going on outside, let alone that Shen Anyan could still get drunk.
Going back to Shen Anyan herself, drunk people usually don't think they're drunk, and Shen Anyan is a drunk person who can't make a face, and it is impossible to tell whether she is drunk or not just by her appearance. She just felt that the grievances of the past few days had accumulated, and at the moment it seemed that her endurance was much weaker than usual, and she was tired of talking.
So when he saw Shen Qiyuan, he didn't make a sound, just turned his face and endured crying.
Shen Qiyuan approached her little by little, and saw Shen Anyan's expression clearly little by little. It was a child-like pitiful face, like a good girl who had been bullied miserably, and she didn't dare to say who bullied her, so she just ran home alone and cried.
His heart suddenly softened: "What's wrong with you?" Who bullied you? It's like crying out. ”
Shen Anyan turned her head to look at Shen Qiyuan, Shen Qiyuan also had a deep-eyed and broad-eyed appearance, just like the Princess Guishan she saw from afar, she had a very delicate and deep face, although Shen Qiyuan's appearance was a little colder, Princess Guishan's appearance was a little more charming. But when you think about it together at the moment, it gives birth to a bit of a match.
She didn't feel like crying, but tears poured out like boiled porridge
Shen Anyan shook his head and replied to the question: "Uncle, you are so good-looking." ”
At this time, he praised him for his good looks, how could he think that something was wrong, but Shen Qiyuan didn't care about this, and took out a handkerchief to wipe her tears: "The three girls are also good-looking, and the three girls are the best-looking." ”
Because he wanted to wipe Shen Anyan's tears, he leaned closer, so when Shen Anyan spoke again, the breath seemed to hit his neck, she tilted her head, exuding a slight smell of wine: "It's not as good as Princess Guishuang." ”
Shen Qiyuan paused when he heard this name, knowing that this girl was afraid that she knew about today's events, she was a little anxious in her heart, and explained: "I have nothing to do with Guishuang, don't think about it three girls." ”
Then he reacted that Shen Anyan was drinking, and he couldn't help but worry: "Are you drunk?" ”
In the end, he reacted sluggishly and made a little contact, the third girl in his family was afraid that it wasn't because of himself and Guishuang that he went to drink, right?
Shen Anyan shook his head obediently: "No, I only drank a little." She also stretched out her hand and gestured, looking cute and innocent.
Shen Qiyuan felt that he was about to be melted, Shen Anyan in the past couldn't say bad, naturally he was also beautiful, but compared to Shen Anyan who is drunk now, it seems to be a little less true.
Usually she is separated by a layer of window screens, and the shadows are full, like the moon in the water in the mirror, and she can't really see it clearly, but Shen Anyan is not at this moment. She is a living being, she will be sad, she will cry, she will look at him like a child.
"Then why are you drinking?" Shen Anyan's tears kept flowing, so he had to help her wipe them all the time.
The handkerchief gradually became wet, and it felt as if it had directly touched Shen Anyan's flushed cheeks.
Shen Anyan seemed to have been asked an important question, and refused to answer, just turned his head to avoid him, as if he was angry with him for asking this.
He had no choice but to go over and coax the dizzy little girl: "Don't cry, okay?" If you don't tell me, how can I help you get justice? ”
Shen Anyan shook her head sadly, choked up, and said, "I don't want to ask my uncle for justice, my uncle is very fair, but I am not fair." It's because I'm so bad that no one likes me. ”
Shen Qiyuan didn't know why she said this, but he told her with certainty: "I like you for a long, long time." ”
Shen Anyan cried and hiccuped, she didn't know why, she only felt more aggrieved after hearing this. If she is the only one who falls into this confused relationship, she is the only one who is uncomfortable, although she is wronged, it is only her own grievance. But seeing that it is now the grievance of two people.
Obviously like each other, but still can't come together grievances. What's the use of talking about that now? He was already going to marry Princess Guishan.
Shen Anyan never seemed to have cried so freely: "But you're going to marry Princess Guishuang." ”