Chapter 196: Far Away
After that day, Zhi Lan moved out of the Son of Heaven's bedroom, even if she endured the dull pain in her head, she didn't want to continue to stay in the Xiao Wall, and lived with Yi Zhixing and Sui Jing.
As soon as he returned to Qingwu Building, Li Falcon pounced.
"Sister Lan, you're worried about ruining Falcon, Hayabusa thought you were ......"
"Don't worry, I'm fine, thanks to Your Majesty's help, otherwise my life will not be guaranteed."
"Sister Lan, I'm sorry, Hayabusa should have been by your side in the first place......"
Li Falcon clenched the woman's hand, looking aggrieved, but there was an unspeakable shame in his heart. Zhi Lan pulled out her hand, then patted it again, and said comfortingly: "Falcon, it's none of your business, anyway, I'm still alive, this is the greatest luck." ”
After that, Zhilan entered the house alone, and Lu's mother wanted to visit, but Zhilan refused with an excuse.
At this time, she just wants to be alone, but her thoughts are still stuck in the memory that Sui Jing and Mu Xilin have always been with her.
At night, Zhilan tossed and turned, unable to fall asleep, and suddenly felt a strange movement from the window, because of yesterday's danger, she also became vigilant, tiptoeing down to visit.
Before staying, Zhi Lan hid a dagger in his arms, there is nothing in this room, the only thing is this sharp weapon, since he stepped into the fate of being caught in all directions, Zhi Lan always likes to carry this key weapon to save life and kill people.
While taking out his weapon, he opened the window screen, but the next moment what jumped into his eyes was not a fierce image, but a familiar face that he had only seen yesterday.
"Casual ...... Sui Jing ......"
Zhi Lan exclaimed incredibly, she once thought that her overthinking had caused the illusion, but after rubbing her eyes two or three times, Sui Jing's face still clearly appeared in the dark night outside.
"You...... Why are you here? ”
As soon as the words fell, the man outside broke into it, closed the curtain, and looked solemnly at the person in front of him.
"I'm leaving."
Straight to the point, Sui Jing said such a sentence coldly.
Zhi Lan was speechless, and seeing this, Sui Jing continued to add: "Maybe I will never come here again." ”
After the words fell for a long time, Zhilan still looked ignorant and silent. Seeing this, Sui Jing's eyebrows were faintly angry, and his eyes narrowed slightly, as if he was dissatisfied with Zhilan's silence and composure.
After a long time, Zhilan reacted from all the current situation that suddenly appeared in front of her, and although she didn't know why Sui Jing came, she still asked according to her own emotions.
"You...... Are you really not going to come back? ”
"After all, there are no more people to cherish here, so why should I come again?"
"Yes...... Didn't you say you'd have to rest here for a few days? ”
"Hmph, there are people here who don't want to see me, and I don't need to humiliate myself. Who was it yesterday that saw me and rushed out of the palace today? How much did that man not want to see me? In that case, I can only fulfill the man's desire. ”
'That person' undoubtedly refers to Zhi Lan, the reason why Sui Jing stayed was because of her, and the reason why he left was because of her.
As soon as the words fell, the man suddenly turned his head and left, and a layer of firm meaning suddenly appeared in his eyes.
"Sui Jing! That was not what I meant! ”
Zhi Lan subconsciously grabbed him, and shouted at the same time.
"And what do you mean?" The man didn't look back, and his voice was still stained with lingering coldness.
"I ...... I just think it's better for a few of us not to be in the same place. ”
"Isn't that it? When I leave today, will it not be your heart's desire? Rest assured, I will never return, never again on your land. ”
"I'm not Yin! I'm Xunren! Till death! ”
As soon as these words came out, not only the speaker was excited, but also the emotions of Sui Jing, who was always opposite to his back, became excited. But when I saw him look back suddenly, his face was a little hideous.
"Good! Then you are not a Yin person, and now you will go back with me!" Xundi is your homeland, why do you need to stay here? ”
Seeing his face, Zhi Lan took three or two steps back, and the difficulty gradually climbed to her face. She sighed lightly, and then said: "Sui Jing, you also know, now that the monarch of Mu wants to kill me, my return to Xundi is undoubtedly sending me to death." What's more, I don't want to get involved in the relationship between the two of you, Xundi is so big, you can't see what you look down to see, I did this for all of us. ”
"For all of us? I need you to do that! As long as you stay by my side in peace, I will never let anyone hurt you! As he spoke, the man suddenly grasped the hand of the person in front of him, and his eyes radiated a forced longing.
However, his words and deeds were immediately refuted by Zhi Lan, who broke free from it, and then said angrily: "Sui Jing, do you have this ability in front of you!" Didn't I get hurt by the monarch of Mu at your hands in the first place? If it weren't for Yi Zhixing's guards arriving in time, I would have been the ghost of the monarch of the Mu Kingdom by now! How can you still see me! That's all there is to it, but after that, I thought that you would come to Yin Kingdom to find me for this matter, or at least you could cut off relations with Mu Xilin because of this! When what did I wait for? I didn't wait for anything! On the contrary, I will take her intimacy with you wherever you go! Her father almost killed me! If you really care about me, how can you be indifferent! Sui Jing, whose inaction is the cause of all this! Isn't that you! I've given you a chance! ”
Zhi Lan finally said the mantra that had been blocked in her heart for these days, in fact, every minute and every second she was eager to see Sui Jing's face again, he did come, but he didn't come for himself, and he was always accompanied by the beloved daughter of the person who had hurt her, how could Zhi Lan tolerate this? She had to suspect that Sui Jing's feelings for her were actually just such a shallow passion.
As the words fell, Zhi Lan took a deep breath, then turned around and faced the man behind him with a cold back.
Sui Jing tried to touch her, but she was vigorously thrown away by Zhi Lan, her attitude was very resolute, or Sui Jing's inaction made her very cold, so cold that it was no longer possible between the two.
Perhaps it was the key to realizing Zhi Lan's indifference, and compared to before he came, Sui Jing's attitude was obviously relaxed.
"Zhilan, I'...... It's not that I'm inactive, and I've never been indifferent, it's just ...... At that time, I had heard that you were rescued by Yin Jun's subordinates, and Xi Lin lost her child to save me, so ...... That's why I didn't come looking for you for a long time......"
As she wanted to explain, these words sounded so insignificant to Zhilan's ears now.
"So...... Didn't you still not come? No matter what the reason, while Princess Mu Guo is hurting with me, you still choose to be by her side, don't you? As long as others do something for you, you can't see my life and death, like you, do you think I may give you the rest of my life? ”
Every word is a meal, and every word is mixed with pathos. In Zhi Lan's opinion, Sui Jing's exculpation was powerless after all, because in that case, he still chose Mu Xilin. Compassion is true, but it is also true that he ignores himself. After looking forward to it for a long time, it was such a weak explanation, and Zhilan became more and more sure of the idea that she was bound to take root in Yindi in the future. Even if it wasn't Yindi, she wouldn't go back to the homeland where Sui Jing and his wife lived.
"And who are you going to give it to? It was my fault that I made all the mistakes, and you can blame me, but I only had you in my heart from beginning to end, and this is also a fact, and you can't deny it. Or is it that you can't see my dedication and sincerity to you at all, you can only see the luxury of Yin Palace and the glory of Yin Jun......"
At this point, Zhi Lan had to be angry, she thought that the people behind her would also speak to comfort herself, but she didn't think that Sui Jing was insulting her personality.
The next moment, Zhi Lan's eyes widened, and she quickly turned back, her cold expression implying incredible emotions.
"Sui Jing, what's wrong with you now? I thought you would know my temperament, but you didn't think I stayed here for easy money? If I really cared about this, I pestered him in the morning, why did I end up here? Sui Jing, you have disappointed me so much! Let's go! Get out of here! I don't want to see you any more! ”
As she spoke, Zhi Lan suddenly pushed the man's body away, and her excited demeanor was obviously filled with indignation and anger. She didn't know where the gentle boy had gone, she only knew that the person in front of her was no longer the man she had loved before, and some of the feelings that still existed in her heart had been squandered by Sui Jing's actions.
Sui Jing grabbed Zhi Lan's arm, and then kissed her on the lips brutally, there is no doubt that Sui Jing is undoubtedly angry about Yi Zhixing's kissing Zhi Lan last night, so that now his words and deeds are becoming more and more out of control.
Zhilan's message pushed him away, and then gave a resounding slap to the person in front of him.
"Get out!"
This was the last word Zhi Lan gave to Sui Jing, and after typing that word, the two of them completely cut off contact. Sui Jing returned to Xundi with the army, and no news came again, while Zhilan always stuck in the Qingwu Building, making a living by performing every day.
Perhaps it was Sui Jing's change that made her gradually forget the inseparable friendship in the past, and she gradually became as peaceful and calm as when she was in the Jiaoyi Pavilion, and Sui Jing seemed to be completely cut off from her life.
And Yi Zhixing rarely came here in the future, not because he didn't want to come, but because the government was busy, Zhilan rejected it, and the seemingly ambiguous emotions between the two were accidentally stranded in the days of gradually becoming peaceful. I have to say that Zhilan likes such days, no one bothers her, and everything seems to be back to normal.
In the past three years, Sui Jing, Zhi Lan, and Yi Zhixing have their own lives, Zhilan is busy making a living, Sui Jing is busy with the military, and Yi Zhixing is busy with government affairs, and the relationship between them is no longer as close as before. They were originally three people on different paths, who were entangled by fate because of accidents, and now they have returned to their former lives, and everything is safe.
The most important thing is that Zhilan's days in Qingwulou are more and more easily accepted by the local people, not only because she plays the piano well, but also because Lu's mother resigned and returned to her hometown and handed over the management of this place to her. In the past, Zhilan only cared about herself, and it became the norm to be silent, but now she has to manage a group of concubines and servants, and over time, she has to deal with people.
In the past three years, the temperaments of Sui Jing, Zhi Lan, and Yi Zhixing have changed a lot, they are no longer the reckless young people they used to be, and their respective temperaments have undoubtedly added some maturity and stability.
What will it be like when we see each other again? Can we renew the old relationship? Or maybe you can just laugh it off?