Chapter 180: Kind Mother

The lord finally said the words that had been buried in his heart for a long time, and he said it very sincerely, very sincerely, hoping that Jiujiu could forget the past, forgive himself, and start again.

"I'm sorry, I want to forget, but as soon as I close my eyes, I will see the tragic death of Hongluan Society, I can't forget, you can give me some more time."

"It's me who I'm sorry for you, I shouldn't let you live so painfully, I just want to see you happy, I don't want to see you sullen, as long as you feel happy, I can do anything for you, okay, it's cold, don't blow the wind outside, come to the house and rest, eat something, I'll see you tomorrow and take you into the palace to see Chen'er and them, you don't want them to see their mother become so haggard, it will scare them."

As he spoke, he took off his coat and put it on Jiujiu's body and helped her into the house, and then let people prepare a very rich meal, and the people did not dare to slack off. Although Jiujiu felt a little unaccustomed, she didn't refuse, and the lord was very gentle and considerate to her, she still felt a little moved. Maybe one day she will be moved to forget everything and start over.

I can enter the palace tomorrow, and I can see Chen'er and Teng Xue, although I don't want to enter the palace, but as long as I can let her see the children, she can still look forward to it.

On the second day, Jiujiu carefully dressed up, maybe you don't have to pay much attention to dressing up in your own house, but after all, you want to enter the palace, or not too casual, Jiujiu finished freshening up, after breakfast, the lord invited someone to lead the way, the lord has already been waiting at the gate of the compound, the lord stretched out his hand to help Jiujiu get into the car, and then he got into the car, this scene seems familiar, so that Jiujiu remembered that it was almost this kind of scene five years ago, things have changed, Jiujiu can't help but think of the past.

Seeing that Jiujiu's face was not quite right, the lord hurriedly asked with concern: "What's wrong, is there anything uncomfortable, now that the weather is getting colder, are you frozen, I'll ask someone to bring you another cloak." ”

"No need, I'm fine, let's hurry up, it's important for you to go to court, don't delay the hour." Then Jiujiu was silent again, just sitting quietly.

The lord motioned for the coachman to set off, and the carriage moved slowly. Seeing Jiujiu's sullen appearance, the lord thought that she was too nervous to enter the palace, this was the first time she entered the palace, and the first time she saw the mother and the head of the palace, it was inevitable that she would be nervous and impatient.

"You don't have to worry, the mother and the head are very good people, you can see that they love the children so much, the mother has long wanted to see you, but there is no chance, this time you can enter the palace, the mother is also very happy, you don't have to be nervous."

After entering the palace, a maid came out and led Jiujiu to the palace of the mother, because the prime minister went to the court first, Jiujiu could only meet the mother by himself. The lord rushed over again after going to the court.

"Ninety-nine see the mother, the mother is blessed." Jiujiu made a salute, and Jiujiu saw his mother for the first time, although she was over fifty years old, she looked so young and beautiful, like she was in her thirties, and she looked very peaceful and friendly.

Jiujiu has always been worried about whether the mother will be a difficult and fierce mother, and whether she will be dissatisfied with her, it seems that Jiujiu thinks too much, and the mother is not what Jiujiu thinks. It's a very chatty and gentle and kind person.

"Get up, don't be polite, everyone is a family, don't be so tight." Mother Tai helped herself up Jiujiu, and then said: "Sit down, chat with me, Chen'er is in class, and they will come over when they get out of class, you haven't seen them for a few days, you must miss them very much, the mourning family is really selfish, leave them in the palace without authorization, you won't blame me." ”

Jiujiu hurriedly said: "The mother is serious, Chen'er, it is their blessing that they can get such a love from the mother." ”

"Chen'er, he is really well-behaved, and sensible, very similar to the lord when he was a child, you taught them very well, the mourning family can finally see you, in the past few years, you must have suffered a lot outside alone, it's good to come back, since you left, I saw the lord every time he entered the palace with a gloomy expression, his face was hazard, he ordered people everywhere to inquire about your news, and he didn't stop for five years, and finally got you back."

Jiujiu didn't know what to say, so the mother had to continue: "The past, you forgive him, I know that he is not feeling good in his heart, he has been blaming himself for many years, I feel uncomfortable when I see it, you are still young, and you have two children, Chen'er and Teng Xue, and the days will be long, if you can't let go of the past in your heart, both of you will suffer for a lifetime, now that everything is over, you can start again, so that you will be happy, you give the lord a chance, and give yourself a chance." , you know what I mean. ”

"Mother, you have to worry about our affairs, don't worry, for the sake of the two children, I will try my best to start again." After the words of the mother, Jiujiu's mood has opened up a lot, it turns out that only she can't let go of the past, the lord has always had her in her heart, as long as she is willing to let go, she can start again and regain happiness.

"You don't know, after you disappeared, he frantically looked for you everywhere, as long as there was a little news about you, even if it was hearsay, groundless, he rushed non-stop, every time he was disappointed, in order to let him forget you, the chief and I tried our best (to send him a beauty), I hope you can really understand his affection for you."

"Mother, thank you, I understand, I will try to forget the past and start over, so that you have been worried about our affairs, I'm really sorry."

"If you understand, you and the lord will definitely be happy." The mother said with a smile.

"Come, eat some snacks, I know you're going to enter the palace today, so let the imperial chef specially get a little bit of snacks to see if you like it." Jiujiu didn't notice that there were a few plates of fancy and chic dim sum on the table just now, the mother picked up a piece and handed it to Jiujiu, Jiujiu hurriedly thanked and took it, and took a bite, it was delicious, Jiujiu had never eaten such a delicious dim sum even in the Lord's Mansion. Looking at the way Jiujiu eats dim sum, you know that dim sum is delicious.

"Eat more if it's delicious, and try this again." The mother picked up another piece of dim sum and gave it to Jiujiu, and made tea and poured tea for Jiujiu to drink. Of course, Jiujiu felt too flattered.

"Mother, I'll just come by myself." Jiujiu planned to take the teapot from his mother's hand and pour it himself, but was rejected by his mother.

"No, making tea is my pleasure, it's rare to have guests come today, I'm the master, you're a guest, let me pour it, if you have time in the future, you can go into the palace to chat with my old woman, you have to take Chen'er Tengxue back today, alas, I really can't let them leave."

"Mother, don't worry, Chen'er and Teng Xue will come to the palace to attend classes in the future, you will see them every day, and I will often come to greet you in the future." The mother has no frame at all, more like an ordinary lonely old man.

Although the head of the harem often asks for peace, but the head of the day is full of opportunities, can not stay for a long time, the lord is a person who does not talk much, although there are many concubines in the harem, but all of them are wearing hypocritical masks, can only talk about some polite words, there are not many people who are sincere and sincere, but the mother's feeling of Jiujiu is very different, Jiujiu gives people a feeling of being free from the world, fresh and refined, so the mother talked a lot with her.

Unconsciously, the lord led Chen'er and Teng Xue into the door, and as soon as the two children entered the door, they ran to Jiujiu's arms, and kept shouting, "Mother, mother, I miss you so much." "I haven't seen them for a few days, and Jiujiu misses them very much and hugs them. Jiujiu glanced at the lord, but his eyes were different from before, no longer cold, but more tender.

They had lunch with their mother, and in the afternoon, they also took Jiujiu to the Imperial Garden, and the relationship between the two was so good that it didn't look like they met for the first time. Although Chen'er and Teng Xue had only been in the palace for a few days, they quickly mingled with the princes and had a lot of fun.

Until the evening, the lord's family and the mother said goodbye to the mother before leaving, they spent a happy day, Jiujiu also agreed with the mother to enter the palace next time, but unfortunately, no one thought that this was the first time Jiujiu entered the palace, and it was also the last time to enter the palace.

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The villagers on Fengyang Mountain returned to peaceful life, and the imperial court did not send people to force them to relocate. But only Weihang has changed greatly, he lives a life of walking corpses every day, losing Manqing and Chen'er is equivalent to losing everything, he guards the house where Manqing lived every day, in a daze in front of the house, he seems to see Manqing drying clothes at the door, and Chen'er is playing on the side, Yihang forgot that it was just his hallucination, so he walked forward to pick up Chen'er, when he wanted to hug Chen'er, he hugged the air, and Manqing and Chen'er disappeared in front of his eyes, he just came to his senses, but he didn't want to face the reality, He didn't want to lose them.

The villagers felt distressed for him when they saw him like this, but no matter how much they persuaded him, he couldn't listen to him, and he didn't eat much, and the whole person lost a lot of weight. He decided, although Manqing and Chen'er no longer belonged to him, he only had to look at them from a distance to be satisfied.

He doesn't ask for anything, he just wants to know how Manqing and Chen'er are doing, whether they are living well, whether the lord cherishes them, if they are happy, then he will not show up, as long as he can watch them secretly, if they are not doing well, Yihang will definitely take Manqing away, and then find a place where no one knows them to live, just like when Manqing came to Fengyang Mountain and avoided the eyes of the lord, the world is so big, there is always a place for them. With this plan, Wei Hang turned his sadness into motivation and set off alone for the distant Zhidu.

After the mother's true emotion and emotional interpretation, Jiujiu opened his heart, no longer blind to the lord, the lord is also very happy about the transformation of the lord, it seems that this time let the ninety-nine into the palace is right, they are talking and laughing together, ninety-nine talk more, and are willing to be close to the lord, plus the two adults are revolving around the child, naturally there is more time to get along and more opportunities to communicate, the lord cherishes this opportunity very much, can be reconciled with ninety-nine, harmony is his greatest wish.