Chapter Ninety-Three: Space Phobia
Shen Changan naturally took a sip of the porridge, then broke the steamed bun in half and sent it to his mouth.
"Don't eat it!"
Si Beichen stretched out his hand and slapped half of the steamed buns that Shen Changan had sent into his mouth on the ground.
“……”
If you have to endure this, she won't be called Shen Changan!
"Si Beichen, what's wrong with you?"
Shen Changan can't take nutrients properly because of Si Beichen's existence, but now it's not okay to simply have a full stomach?
The moment this sentence was asked, Shen Changan saw that Si Beichen's face was extremely difficult to look at.
I didn't see Si Beichen's face clearly before, because it was too dark here, but now Si Beichen and Shen Changan were close at hand, and the suppressed pain in his eyes was directly conveyed.
Shen Changan sighed in his heart.
"Si Beichen?"
Shen Changan spoke softly, his brows furrowed slowly.
She raised her hand, wanting to touch Si Beichen's face.
The moment his fingers touched Si Beichen, he was shocked, and he suddenly stepped back, hiding his face in the shadows again.
"The jailer's hands are very dirty, and the steamed buns he touched are not clean, so you'd better not drink the porridge."
A deep voice came.
Shen Changan nodded stiffly, "Oh." ”
In fact, she also knows that it is not clean, but it is not a way to be hungry.
I thought about eating steamed buns before, but in fact, I just felt that it was not so dirty, and it was a big deal to peel off the outer skin and eat the clean place inside.
But now after calming down, Shen Changan himself reacted.
In the prison, my hands are full of dust, what is the difference between clean and unclean?
Shen Changan covered his stomach and sat silently on the hay.
Unlike before, this time Si Beichen was much quieter.
But Shen Changan took the initiative to break the silence, "You were locked up in this kind of place when you were a child?" ”
"Nope."
Si Beichen almost blurted out a denial.
There was three points of eagerness in the tone, wanting to prove himself in general.
Shen Changan sighed.
Si Beichen can hide it from others, but he can't hide it from her.
Although Shen Changan's obsession with medicine led to the use of all her talents in the development of drugs. But she still knows something about mental illness.
Si Beichen's appearance is clearly the so-called space phobia.
Spatial phobia, not necessarily claustrophobia, is mainly based on what kind of shadow he suffered when he was young, and he has not been able to get out, so he has left mental illness.
Just now, Si Beichen has been talking to Shen Changan in some ways, but in fact, what he wants to confirm is that there are people around him, not just him.
Including the forbearance in the eyes that he had just seen, it also made Shen Changan feel reassured.
So now Si Beichen's denial is simply trying to cover up.
"You don't have to rush to deny it, I just want to tell you that the more you are afraid, the more you can't get out, instead of fighting it in your heart, it is better to let go of your heart and try to accept it."
Shen Changan's voice was not crisp and pleasant, at least it couldn't compare to Shen Xiyun's gentle murmur. But at this moment, in this silent prison, like a flowing spring, slowly flowed by Si Beichen's side, trying to dissolve the sharp thorns he was standing next to.
But...... Dissolve?
Easier said than done!
Si Beichen's eyes locked on Shen Changan, but he didn't speak to affirm what she said, but said sarcastically, "Accept? Do you want this king to accept the prison? Ridiculous and not ridiculous. ”
"It's not ridiculous."
Shen Changan's tone was very light, with a hint of nostalgia, "I used to lock myself in a room often, especially when I couldn't figure out how to mix the potion, I needed an absolutely quiet space.
In that space, I could even hear my own heartbeat. Plop, plop, plop......
"The quieter it is, the slower my mind turns, and slowly, I can figure out what the problem is.
"But my teacher told me that this method doesn't work, it's easy to make people go to extremes, and after I became an adult, I arranged for people to stare at me every day, and during the time I changed it, I really went crazy."
It is said that there is only a thin line between a genius and a madman.
But that's not the case, geniuses are crazy.
If you don't drive yourself crazy, how can you get a glimpse into areas that others can't explore?
It's just that geniuses are geniuses because they can keep madmen in their hearts, so they become geniuses.
In order to prevent Shen Changan from becoming a madman, Shen Changan's teacher took the initiative to close the door of the madman, so that Shen Changan could become famous.
Speaking of these now, Shen Changan actually wants to tell Si Beichen that it is not terrible to have a phobia of space, but the terrible thing is that you are clearly afraid, but you are blinded to being strong.
This mentality often only deepens fear, but does not overcome it.
After saying this, Si Beichen was indeed silent.
Shen Changan knew that he needed time to digest and measure, so he didn't bother anymore.
After all, Shen Changan slept all night with Si Beichen's clothes on his pillow, and these words should be regarded as a reward.
The silence in the cell didn't last long, and Si Beichen broke the atmosphere.
"It turns out that Lord Shen arranged for a teacher to teach you medical skills, so in this case, what I said to my father before was actually ...... Lie to him? ”
Si Beichen's voice was a little playful, and he continued: "That's strange, if the temporary cramming is fake, and Lord Shen actually invited a teacher to teach you medical skills, then why is it that in the court, Lord Shen is so sure that you don't know medical skills?" ”
"Huh? The princess answered? ”
“……”
Shen Changan tugged at the corners of his mouth.
Careless.
"The teacher who taught me medical skills taught me secretly, and my father ......didn't know about it," Shen Changan explained dryly, and added: "And I didn't show it to you before, but the teacher said that unless it is a matter of life and death, don't show it easily, and now it is indeed proved, as soon as it is revealed, I will be imprisoned." ”
"I see."
The cell was dim, and Shen Changan couldn't see Si Beichen's expression clearly, and naturally he didn't know whether he believed it or not.
But the tone is soft and fluttering, which makes people feel underwhelmed.
In fact, Si Beichen didn't care about Shen Changan before, and if he leaked his mouth for a while, there would be no problem.
What's more, after leaving the prison, Shen Changan is about to part ways with him......
But if you can, avoid it.
Shen Changan sighed, there were few things to go back to, so grasp the moment first.
Thinking about going back, the last burn accidentally flashed in my mind, it was not an illusion, nor was it an accident, can I really go back?
She doesn't do anything she doesn't know unless it happens again.
Just when the atmosphere in the cell was delicate, two footsteps were heard.
Click.
The door to the cell opened again.
A clear candle light leaked in.