I frowned and was thinking, whether Yan Xiaomeng's description was right or not, after all, her description was very interesting, the bad was very real, and it was still a little bad to say, but if you listen carefully, you can feel it, this is not a derogatory meaning, on the contrary, there are some praises, a bad person who is praised, such a description is too interesting.

The car drove slowly out of the parking lot, Yan Xiaomeng turned on the music in the car, and a light and rhythmic music sounded, it was a more two-dimensional song, which sounded very interesting.

I opened my mouth and said, what is the name of this song?

Yan Xiaomeng said with a smile, UNITY, my favorite song, I listen to it every time I'm happy, and I listen to it when I'm unhappy, I think it's quite confused, my life seems to have been planned, go to a prestigious university, graduate from college in the future, inherit my parents' industry, and become a chairman or something.

I wrote down the name of the song and said with a smile, it's not very good, many people dream of life, you can easily achieve it.

Yan Xiaomeng shook her head and said, it's not what you think, in fact, I don't envy myself at all, on the contrary, I feel that my life is not my own, everything is planned, I have no way to change it, when you know how you are going to go in the future, it is a terrible thing, it feels like being dominated, like a soulless person, without his own thoughts, without a life of his own, everything is a written script, just like acting, I want to enter the role.

Inadvertently, I found something special about Yan Xiaomeng, she doesn't seem to be lying, I can see her sadness from her eyes, a character like her, basically unwilling to obey her parents' arrangement, there may be many people who envy her, but I don't know, she has been envious of those who have no direction and are confused, this is probably the interpretation of darkness and light, when you stand in the dark, you long for the light, when you stand in the light, it feels so dazzling, and gradually I like the darkness.

Indeed, the light of success makes many people become a little inflated, blinded by the light of success, lost themselves and eventually perished, no matter where they are, the heart is bright, then people are really smart.

After the car got on the highway, I leaned back in my seat and squinted my eyes, I wanted to sleep for a while, but I had a good rest last night and couldn't sleep.

Yan Xiaomeng chuckled and said, you don't want to talk to me and you don't have to close your eyes and pretend to sleep, I didn't force you to answer all my questions, I was just full of curiosity about you, that's why there are so many questions for you, forgive me for being just a child.

I lit a cigarette and said, my head is bigger when you ask, I'm not as mysterious as you think, just an ordinary person, don't expect too much from me, the higher the expectation, the greater the disappointment.

Yan Xiaomeng smiled and said, don't worry, I am ready in my heart, although there are some things you don't tell me, but I can almost guess that your life must be very exciting, it will not be like me, dull and boring, not interesting at all, let me tell you about me, do you want to listen.

I nodded and said, let's hear it.

Yan Xiaomeng began to tell me about her life, she was born in a wealthy family since she was a child, her parents have been doing business abroad, so she received a foreign education, she also returned to China by chance after going to college, and came into contact with some domestic rich second generations, which made her personality change all of a sudden.

In the past, there were no bad people in Yan Xiaomeng's worldview, since she returned to China and came to the Yanjing circle, she left a profound lesson, she was drunk and almost bullied, if it wasn't for her good friends to stop her, she might have been bullied now.

This simple Nizi slowly discovered that the world was not as simple as she thought, in the Yanjing circle, there were many peers who were very bad, could do all kinds of things, and often showed off some disgusting things, which made Yan Xiaomeng, who had never encountered this kind of thing, open a window, a window to the door of darkness.

Maybe it's because it's been too long, she gradually becomes black, she likes such an exciting life, she thinks it's a lot of fun to meet some bad guys and play games with bad guys.

After listening to Yan Xiaomeng tell her story, I have a new understanding of her, this Nizi can be regarded as out of the mud and not stained, at least she has not been damaged by the gang of people in the Yanjing circle, and she can be regarded as a heroine among women.

I nodded and said, unscrupulous means are heroes, don't forget your original intention to be a true hero, heroine, you can still maintain that innocence, it is commendable.

Yan Xiaomeng smiled and said, okay, I used to think that a boy like Zhao Ming was my ideal other half, although I knew that it was difficult for him to accept me, but I still insisted, I don't know what it will be like in the future, sometimes I don't dare to think about it, but then after I met you, I found that my worldview collapsed, you are the strangest person I have ever seen, it's very bad to say bad, and it's very annoying, but after getting to know you, slowly the places that hated you before became liked, as if I was obsessed with it.

I cheekily said that maybe I was too handsome and attractive.

Yan Xiaomeng giggled and said, you are so thick-skinned, you are very ordinary, but after being in contact with you for a long time, your appearance is difficult to forget, the most attractive thing about you is your eyes, I feel that I am in your way, do you know witchcraft, women who look at your eyes will be attracted to you.

I smiled awkwardly and said, "If only I knew witchcraft, maybe my eyes have seen too many dark things, so it will look special."

There are some things I can't tell Yan Xiaomeng, because I don't want her to know, the things I experienced are probably things that she may not encounter in her life, and the things she experienced are too ordinary for me.

The car slowly drove into the familiar city, I looked at the high-rise buildings not far away, and felt that the air around me was pleasant, and I felt safe when I came here.

I asked Yan Xiaomeng to park the car at the door of Lin Jiahui's café, and after getting out of the car, I walked into the café with Yan Xiaomeng, she asked for a cup of iced coffee, and I asked for a hot one.

The iced coffee came up soon, Yan Xiaomeng held the coffee and said with a smile, Now this is your territory, where are you going to let me sleep, I am going to stay here for a few days, don't you take me to your house to have a look?

I smiled and said, I don't have a home, what I said before was the truth, my parents were in a car accident when I was not born, I lived in my uncle's house since I was a child, it is a miracle that I can survive until now, when I was a child, I often felt that I would starve to death one day, but fortunately I was stronger and survived until now.

Yan Xiaomeng frowned and said, Okay, you forgive me for not being able to speak much, I know that you must be uncomfortable in your heart, I thought you lied to me, I didn't think that what you said was true, so how did you become the chairman, you don't have the help of your parents, wouldn't life be very difficult.

I shook my head and said with a smile, some things are still not known, there are more things to know, not necessarily a good thing, I will let people arrange a hotel for you, you can go to sleep at night, you can call me at any time if you need anything, I will leave after drinking coffee with you.

Yan Xiaomeng looked at me a little disappointed and said, can't you take a little time to accompany me to familiarize yourself with this city?

I said with a firm face, I can find someone to accompany you, but I can't accompany you, in fact, we talked about enough things along the way.

Yan Xiaomeng puffed out her cheeks a little angrily and said, I told you a lot, you haven't told me much about you, forget it, you don't want to say that I don't force you, you don't have to find someone to accompany me, I'm such a big person, and I won't get lost, since your time is so precious, I don't want to waste your time, you don't have to drink coffee with me, you go and do your business.

I laughed and said, don't be so willful.

Yan Xiaomeng's eyes widened angrily and said, What's wrong with me being willful, don't talk about me, why do you say me, who are you, why should I listen to you.