How could Feng Xiyan not understand his sadness and sadness over the years, it's just that some things have passed in the past, no matter how much he wants to make up for it, he still can't go back to the past, because he can't go back.

Feng Xiyan sighed silently, then got up, took out a handkerchief from his arms, walked behind Hu Mingzhi, and was about to hand him the handkerchief to wipe his tears, but as soon as he raised his hand, before he could speak, he was held tightly in Hu Mingzhi's arms.

Feng Xiyan was startled, and was about to struggle, but the words ringing in her ears stopped her movements.

"Rong'er, I really hate, hate why I wasn't strong enough in the first place? Hate yourself for bringing you harm but can't protect you, hate watching you suffer but can't do anything, hate yourself for trying desperately to make up for it, but can't go back to the beginning, hate your happiness is not for me. ”

"I really hate, I hate Mrs. Tang who caused all this, I hate Wan Tianshu, I hate the people of their Wan family...... However, I am glad again, glad that when I was cowardly and incapable to leave, Wan Yuehe stood in front of you desperately, and he protected you behind you and brought you happiness. ”

"But I'm really unwilling...... Hate it...... I really don't want to let go, but as soon as I see you sad and sad, and I see the eyes in your eyes that hate me, I'm afraid...... I was horrified...... I don't dare ...... I don't want to ...... Rong'er, in the next life, I will definitely not be cowardly in the next life...... I will definitely stand in front of you, and let me give you a happy ....... ”

Hot tears fell into Feng Xiyan's neck, burning her for a while, uncomfortable, her heart was sour, her eyes were swollen, her nose was blocked, and an indescribable sadness shrouded her heart.

It turns out that there are people in this world who can be so affectionate! It turns out that there are people who can love someone without any purpose, without any calculation, without selfishness and selfless dedication.

She is really envious, envious of Jiang Lianrong and Hu Mingzhi can love her so much, and envy of Hu Mingzhi who calculates everything and makes herself stronger, just to protect her and give her happiness.

However, she is not really Jiang Lianrong, and she is not qualified to feel Hu Mingzhi's affection, she is Feng Xiyan, Feng Xiyan who was used as a tool by Shangguan Candle, and Feng Xiyan who was wantonly played with by Shangguan Candle, not Jiang Lianrong.

Feng Xiyan's heart continued to tighten, and her heart ached, she really couldn't hide the truth of the matter.

Every word Hu Mingzhi said was like a hot slap in the face, slapped her face with one palm after another, and her heart made her feel ashamed and had nowhere to hide.

"Rong'er, ...... in the future Hello ...... You must be happy! ”

Feng Xiyan couldn't bear it anymore, pushed Hu Mingzhi away, and shouted loudly with a cry of self-blame: "Hu Mingzhi, I have a very important thing to confess to you, I know that this matter will make you collapse, but I don't want to deceive you, because I don't want you to be kept ......in the dark." ”

"Rong'er, what's wrong with you? What are you hiding from me? ”

Hu Mingzhi's face was full of puzzlement, and he stepped forward to get closer to Feng Xiyan's side.

Feng Xiyan hurriedly stepped back, and continued to speak with a crying voice: "Don't come, don't come...... If you're near me, I won't be able to confess everything to you...... I'm sorry...... I'm sorry, but I'm not ....... ”

At this moment, a voice violently interrupted Feng Xiyan's confession that he was about to blurt out.

"Young lady, Master Hu, the young master is awake! The young master is awake! ”

Both of them were surprised, Hu Mingzhi was the first to show a happy look, and couldn't wait to look at Feng Xiyan, but saw a surprising look on her face, no joy, no happiness, no crying with joy, no shock, some just thoughtful and surprised.

Feng Xiyan was stunned for a moment, then came back to his senses and smiled sarcastically.

It's really time to wake up, don't wake up early, don't wake up late, but wake up when she wants to be honest with Hu Mingzhi, and this timing can be said to be just right.

It was so good that she had to suspect that Shangguan Candle had already arranged for her eyeliner to be by her side to keep an eye on her every move at any time, so good that her heart dropped sharply, and she no longer had any temperature, only her heart was cold.

"Rong'er? Rong'er, what's wrong with you? Why is this look? ”

Feng Xiyan lowered his eyes, hid the look in his eyes, and tried to pull the corners of his mouth to reveal a smile that could be regarded as a smile.

"I'm fine, I'm just...... Just so happy...... I was so happy that I didn't know what to do, I was so happy that I couldn't believe it, and I was so happy that I didn't know what expression to use to express my inner excitement. ”

"I understand...... Now that the young master is awake, let's hurry over. ”

Hu Mingzhi held back the sourness in his heart and said with a reluctant smile.

Feng Xiyan shook his head uncharacteristically, and refused: "You go first, I'm tired now, my whole body is weak, I'm a little homesick, I don't know how to face him, wait for me to slow down first, you go...... Go ahead. ”

She really didn't have the courage to see Shangguan Candle, she didn't know what kind of look or mood to use, she didn't even have the mood to act, she was afraid that her emotions would be too fluctuating, and she couldn't hide it and do embarrassing things.

Hu Mingzhi looked at her with some worry, seeing that her face was ugly, her expression was in a trance, thinking about these days, since she woke up, she avoided talking about the young master, and even didn't make any noise to see him anymore, as if nothing had happened.

It turned out that it was not that I didn't care, I didn't care, I cared too much, I cared too much, and I was too afraid of losing, so I was afraid to face it.

Hu Mingzhi smiled bitterly, his eyes were red, and he couldn't hold back his sadness, "Okay, then I'll go over and have a look first, you will come over later." ”

Feng Xiyan nodded, and as soon as Hu Mingzhi left, his body could no longer support it, so he squatted down, and tears fell again.

The bell waiting in the distance saw that only Hu Mingzhi was leaving, and she was very puzzled, the news of the young master's awakening, she had just learned, thinking that the young lady would be so happy that she would cry with joy, and then rushed to see the young master.

But the situation was not at all what she thought, not only did the young lady not cry with joy, but did not rush away, but hid in place, holding her legs with her hands and burying her head in her knees.

The bell suddenly felt bad, and hurriedly rushed to Feng Xiyan's side, "Young lady, what's wrong with you?" Did Master Hu say something to you? Or did he do something to hurt you? How are you squatting here? The young master is awake, don't you go to see him? ”

Feng Xiyan raised her tearful face, and her voice was full of sorrow, "Bell, I don't want to see him...... I didn't dare to see him...... How could he do this to me? How can it? How can it be ....... ”