When Shen Jin returned home, it was already close to noon, and Shen Nanyan had already finished his lunch in the front hall.

In the dining room, Shen's mother heard about yesterday's events, and mentioned it casually: "Don't wait so late next time, your brother can't die." ”

Father Shen on the side also chimed in: "Yes, that kid is not serious all day, and it is common for him not to return at night, even if there is something to say the next day, it is not too late." ”

Shen Nanyan pursed her lips and replied, "I know." ”

Shen's father and Shen's mother really love her, no matter what happens, she never asks the reason, and the first person to defend is her.

Yesterday, because of the poem she wrote, Shen Jin was called to the imperial study by Song Heng, and she has not come back until now, this matter is originally her fault, her father and mother should also know about it, but they did not blame her, even if it is good to scold her. But no, not a word of reproach, every word was for her sake.

But it was because of this that she blamed herself and made her suffer. is obviously the closest person in the world, Shen's father and Shen's mother are afraid that she will be too careful, and the first person to protect her is her no matter when or what happens.

But how did they know that it was this kind of maintenance that made her feel deeply painful, although she was extremely protective and loving, but it was not an ordinary reproach.

The love is deep, and the responsibility is keen. If there is no blame and you blindly defend her, is it still love?

There is love, but Shen's father and Shen's mother's love for her is different from Shen Jin's love.

Just like her, she is impatient in her heart, and when she is unhappy, she would rather hold it back than show it in front of them, because she is afraid that they will be sad, and she is so careful every time she gets along.

I don't know when she started to get along with her loved ones so carefully.

It's either because they don't love them, or because they love too much, so they're afraid of hurting them.

She has no ability to empathize, she doesn't know how to get along with her relatives, and she is afraid that the indifference she exudes from her bones will hurt them, and she has always been careful with them. And so they should be.

Shen Nanyan shook off the thoughts that suddenly popped up in his mind, calmed down his emotions, and began to walk along the Shen Mansion to eat.

didn't walk for long, I saw Shen Jingang coming out of the courtyard to change his clothes, and when he saw Shen Nanyan, he stepped forward and asked with concern: "I heard them say that you were waiting for me last night?" ”

Shen Nanyan looked at Shen Jin, carefully inspected that he was not injured, and was relieved.

He knew that Shen Nanyan cared about him, and he was worried that he would be punished by Song Heng, and his heart was filled with something for a while, so he couldn't help but touch Shen Nanyan's head and smiled: "What are you afraid of?" Are you still worried that I won't be able to come back? ”

"I'm sorry." Shen Nanyan suddenly spit out this sentence without a head.

Shen Jin was slightly surprised, and after thinking about it, he guessed what she said, and looked her up and down: "You really wrote it for Mu Zhao?" ”

"I'm sorry." Shen Nanyan didn't deny it, just apologized vigorously. She shouldn't have used him for Mu Zhao and put him in danger. What's more, this is her brother who has loved her since she was a child, and she is ashamed of him.

"If I blame you, will you wait until now?" Shen Jin smiled and rubbed Shen Nanyan's hair.

Such an intimate action was a little embarrassing and powerless for Shen Nanyan, she looked at Shen Jin blankly: "Were you left in the palace by the emperor yesterday?" ”

"Hmm." Thinking of Song Heng, Shen Jin's eyes sank, and the rest of the words were not spoken.

"What did he say to you? Has the sin been inflicted on you? ”

"Was the emperor angry yesterday? Did you get involved? ”

Shen Nanyan kept asking questions there, teaching Shen Jin not knowing which question to answer.

"So many words? I really don't know how Mu Zhao can stand you? Shen Jin couldn't help but sigh, for the first time, he felt that his sister was also a kind of annoyance. In the past, he thought she talked too little and her temperament was too dull, but now it seems that he has always thought too much.

"Brother?" Shen Nanyan looked at Shen Jin in surprise, with light in her eyes.

Shen Jin turned his face away, ignored Shen Nanyan's gaze, and said in a muffled voice for a long time: "Do you really like him so much?" ”

I like to calculate your brother for him.

"Brother, I don't like him, I love him, not shallow love, deep love. It is the love of 'spring heart Mo Gonghua contending, an inch of acacia and an inch of gray', and the love of 'once the sea is difficult to water, except for Wushan is not a cloud'. ”

Shen Jin couldn't help but sneer: "You read more poems than me, I can't compare to you." But what's the use of love? Song Heng is more suitable for you than Mu Zhao, he is a dragon and a phoenix, majestic and natural, and his appearance is not bad, what about Mu Zhao? What does he have? What will he do? What's the use of having a cavity? What is the use of light for the good? ”

"Brother, love is not inappropriate, it is whether I like it or not, I like Mu Zhao, I want to be with him, if it is limited by time, I like it for a lifetime." Shen Nanyan didn't understand why Shen Jin wanted to mention Song Heng, but he didn't think much about it, just thought that he was comparing himself with Mu Zhao.

Seeing that Shen Jin was silent, Shen Nanyan continued: "Brother, he is also your friend and grew up with you, you should be fair to him." ”

Fair, Shen Jin hasn't heard the word fair for a long time. When was the last time you heard it?

It was the day Shen Nanyan was kidnapped, he beat his head and asked why God couldn't be fair to his sister, and it was she who was robbed instead of himself. No matter what happens to a woman, her reputation is ruined, if it is he who robbed him, then it is good, he is a man who does not have to worry about discredit, and he does not have to worry about bad people.

Fairness is the deep and responsible love of Shen's father and mother for him over the years, not the love that loves her in a thousand ways and is reluctant to say a word of love. He also asked Shen's father and Shen's mother why they couldn't be fair to her.

Who knew that the father and mother told him with red eyes that they could not do this, that child had already suffered so much outside, and how could they bear to say a heavy word to her. Besides, the child has been polite to them since he was a child, and they are not unaware.

Now his sister told him to let him treat Mu Zhao fairly. It's not that it's unfair, it's that he doesn't dare to be fair, and he's afraid that his sister's happiness will be ruined in the fair.

"When I returned, I was my brother, how could I not treat him as a brother, he obviously had you in his heart, and he did not hesitate to have a heart attack for you, and I also let him personally cut off your infatuation, do you think I don't worry about him in my heart? Sister, I also have a heart, I am also a flesh-and-blood person, it is impossible for me to be indifferent after knowing Mu Zhao's intentions. Shen Jin said softly.

Heart disease? What heart disease? Does he have a heart disease? Is it serious? Countless questions flashed through Shen Nanyan's mind, but in the end, he still didn't ask.

"Brother......

"That's it, that's it! If you have to like Mu Zhao, you have to him, then you like it. Shen Jin sighed: "It's just that if you insist on being with him, you will definitely not die well in the future." ”

Mu Zhao's temperament is not suitable for his sister, and there is no good match for the attitude of the family, and now Song Heng is still involved, and because she broke with Mu Zhao, I don't know how many hardships they will have to go through in the future.

Father and mother hoped that his sister would be able to live this life full of joy, but did not mention her fate and disturb her worries.

But there is reincarnation in the way of heaven, and the calamity can not be easily escaped.

"The son has a lot of fate, is cold-hearted and cold-hearted, is a heartless person, and is destined to be unpeaceful in this life. The small ones end up depressed, and the big ones shake the mountains and rivers and die tragically. ”

"Master, what can I do to keep my child safe? Escaped the doom for her? ”

"It is impossible to keep peace, how can a mortal body easily shake the destiny of heaven? The child is destined to meet the lone star, and if she does, it will be the beginning of her misfortune. Remember, let her stay away from the lone star to save her life! ”

"Master, what are the characteristics of the lone star? Where do we find him? ”

"The Lone Star Lonely One has been present for more than three years now."

After the Daoyi Immortal left a fluttering word, he disappeared into the deep ancient temple.

On that day, he hid by the bell and listened to their conversation, and memorized this sentence several times in his heart.

"The lonely person has also appeared for three years."

His sister was born since she was a child, and she was born with a beautiful appearance, as the fairy in that cloth said, she was cold-hearted and cold-hearted, and she was a heartless person. Since he was a child, he has always been different from others, everything is faint, and there is almost no joy, anger and sorrow.

The more he looked at it, the more he realized that the clothed immortal was telling the truth, and when he thought of his sister's ill-fated life, he was in great pain. Everywhere he went, he had to follow her to protect her, but who knew that on the day he didn't follow her, something happened to her.

Afterwards, she became more and more cold-hearted, and if she hadn't existed, she would have almost thought she was a heartless person.

And Mu Zhao's appearance seems to be a turning point, since he appeared, his sister has become no longer her, although her heart seems to be warmed, but Shen Jin knows that things are not so easy.

After a little thought, it can be deduced that Mu Zhao is the person of the lone star.

The reason for his life experience makes him lonely and painful all year round.

So that day she asked him: Brother, as his friend and brother, have you ever known him? Have you ever explored his heart? Do you know his loneliness?

He insisted that no matter how lonely he was, you shouldn't comfort him.

After appearing for three years, Mu Zhao is three years older than his sister. This is also in line with this.

It's not that he doesn't want Shen Nanyan to finish this life with joy, but the person his sister likes is Mu Zhao, the lone star.

Father and mother don't want her to live an unhappy life in this life, even if she is self-deceptive, she has to let her choose. Even if they don't end well, they want her to live happily in this life, because for her, life is more painful than death, and it is better to live happily.

In this case, he will follow his father's wish and let her live happily.

"You stay in Kyoto with peace of mind, and I'll go and bring Mu Zhao back for you."

"If he treats you badly, I won't let him go."

"You, stay with him. It's good to be filled with joy. ”

Let my brother help you with the rest.