Chapter 152: Recognizing Reality
Of course, this is, what an ordnance insider, she just wanted to find a corrupt official to kill the chickens and monkeys at random, but she didn't expect that the one she caught at random would be so complicated.
No, it wasn't something she caught casually...... Damn it! On the way of this Shangguan candle again, this person is really scheming, he is so scheming at a young age, and he will not be able to fly to the sky after a while.
However, they are already partners, this big pig's trotters are still so unhappy, just tell her who to do it, why do you want to go around so many twists and turns, so that she doesn't know if she was caught here, so that every day should not be called the ground is not spiritual, and I don't know if the big pig's trotters have come to rescue her?
"Your Majesty, don't want to buy me, my revenge, someone will revenge me, Your Majesty still stays honest, otherwise, I'm afraid I will have to suffer some flesh and skin."
Tan Yunyan's eyes were not so firm, and they were faintly loose, but they still refused her kindness.
is also a woman, Feng Xiyan really doesn't want to be so cruel, but the situation is forced, and Tan Yunyan, a woman, refuses to believe her, no way, she has to be cruel.
"Someone will report it? This person is not the Marquis of Changning, right? Seriously, I even pity you a little, carrying the tragedy of the family's annihilation, and surviving until now, in order to take revenge, but you don't even know who your enemy is? even committed himself to his enemy, doing things for him, and even giving birth to a child ....... ”
Tan Yunyan was furious, her eyes were like blood, her whole body trembled, and she rushed towards Feng Xiyan with hatred, violently knocked her to the ground, and violently beat Feng Xiyan with all her strength.
"You are talking nonsense...... Talking nonsense, don't think that I'm fooled by you, it's not him...... He won't...... He's not...... It's useless for you to sow discord...... I won't believe anything you say...... I don't believe it....... ”
After Feng Xiyan was violently impacted by her and fell to the ground, her whole head slammed on the ground, making a violent collision sound, and her whole person was knocked dizzy, and before she could react, she was beaten by Tan Yun indiscriminately.
Except for Venus in her eyes, she couldn't make any sound, and she didn't even have the strength to struggle, but despite this, she didn't have any intention of blaming Tan Yunyan.
In fact, they all know it, and Tan Yunyan himself knows it, but they are obsessed and unwilling to accept this cruel reality, and would rather deceive themselves into living in self-deception than dare to face this unbearable fact.
Tan Yunyan was angry, kept screaming and scolding, and kept crying, as if he wanted to cry all the tears of his life on this day.
Feng Xiyan admired herself a little, she was so pressed on her body and beaten angrily, and she recalled that from the first time she saw Tan Yunyan, she cried again, whether it was when she was Grandma Li or when she returned to Tan Yunyan's identity, her tears never stopped.
In fact, if this matter were to her, her tears would definitely be no less than Tan Yunyan's, but no matter how painful the reality was, she didn't want to deceive herself like her.
At the end of the beating, Feng Xiyan's body had lost consciousness, and her eyes were shaking, and Tan Yunyan gradually calmed down, crawling on her body and crying.
Seeing that she had finally calmed down and finally accepted this fact, Feng Xiyan pinched the palm of her hand hard, using the pain to sober herself up.
"Although this fact is very painful, it should be time to end, you are not alone, you still have a son, even if it is not for yourself, you should be strong for your children, and when this matter is over, I will avenge the grievances of your Tan family, and give your mother and son a peaceful life."
This is the only thing she can guarantee now, although the rhetoric is straightforward, in fact, she is just a poor worm who has lost her freedom, she can't save herself, she can't save others, she can only do her best to help others within her own ability.
Tan Yunyan's eyes were glazed, his eyes were red and swollen, and he smiled dejectedly: "Why should I believe you?" None of you are good things, but they are all lackeys driven by interests, you help me, it sounds good, but you just want to use me to clean up the Changning Marquis Mansion. ”
"Yes, but I am not for profit, I am for the people of the world, I want to create a fair and just world, where the people are not harmed by corrupt officials, whether you believe it or not, I don't want to be like the Tan family."
This is her true words, in the process of playing "cat and mouse" with Shangguan Candle, she has not seen the people living in poverty, and she has not seen orphans who should be homeless.
It's not that she is great, it's just that as a modern person, when she came here, she really saw someone starving to death because she couldn't eat, and she also saw someone freezing to death because she couldn't dress warmly, which seriously impacted her values.
It's not that she hasn't been rescued, it's just that with her Zhao Gezhuang's strength, it's just a drop in the bucket, and she can't save the whole world, so the reason why she didn't run away anymore and decided to stay was because of Shangguan Candle's heart for the sake of the people.
Of course, I won't talk about other reasons.
Tan Yunyan got up from Feng Xiyan's body, and helped her with a blue nose and swollen face from the ground, her eyes full of sadness, with three points of temptation, three points of doubt, and three points of expectation.
"You...... Is that true? ”
The time of tying hands and feet was a bit long, Feng Xiyan only felt that his hands and feet were a little numb, but he couldn't move, so he had to endure the discomfort and nodded solemnly.
"Otherwise, my ninety-five body, not afraid of danger, personally went out of the palace to investigate this matter thoroughly, is it just for the so-called interests in your mouth? You yourself have said that the world is really mine, what benefits do I want, it is easy to be a bad emperor, but it is difficult to be a good emperor. ”
From ancient times to the present, every emperor who has made meritorious achievements, which one has had a good life, isn't it all hard work, and finally died early? But what they got was praise that has been passed down through the ages, and even their great achievements are recorded in later books to praise.
"Okay, I can promise to help you, but I ...... There is one more condition. ”
"On what terms?"
Now don't talk about one condition, that is, ten conditions, she will agree, as long as she is willing to defect, she is afraid that this woman will be trapped by love and will not agree, then she will really be powerless.
"You...... I said before that after I got the snow for my Tan family, I would give us a peaceful life, and in addition, I also want you to promise me a request, that is, to spare his life. ”
Feng Xiyan was stunned, looked at the woman in front of him who lowered her eyes and calmly said the conditions, and was stunned for a moment before she spoke.
"Yes, I promise you."
As soon as she finished speaking, Tan Yunyan began to silently untie the rope on her body.