"If you can really put it down, why use these boats, everything is just self-deception." Speaking of this, she handed the paper boat in her hand to Jing Xue, and the distant word was nowhere to be hidden under the spring sun, "The princess likes Imperial Doctor Xu, right?" ”

There is no surprise, there is no different color, some are just faint but no matter how good the spring light is, it can't be melted away, looking back, I want to laugh but can't laugh, only the voice that bursts out from between my lips and teeth resounded in each other's ears, "What about joy, he always cares about Niu Hulu Lingruo alone." ”

"You ......" The secret hidden deep in her heart was broken by someone, Ling Ruo changed color in horror, and before she could say anything, Jing Xue had already said faintly: "Don't worry, I won't tell anyone this secret." ”

For some reason, there was a convincing force in her words, which made Ling Ruo's frightened heart gradually settle down, "How do you know? This question is equivalent to admitting Jing Xue's words, if Jing Xue has the intention to trick her, she has already been tricked, but in her heart, she subconsciously thinks that Jing Xue is not that kind of person, this feeling is very strange, Ling Ruoshang is the first time to trust someone for no reason like this.

Jing Xue smiled silently, stroked her chest with a faint pain and said: "In those days when you were crazy, I followed Imperial Doctor Xu to another hospital to treat you, although he covered it up well, but I still found that he treated you differently, that kind of focused and deep gaze, I have never seen it in his eyes before." ”

"The princess is very intelligent, very accessible." With just one gaze, Ling Ruo couldn't think of anything else except for the four words of intelligence.

"Is it smart? Sometimes it's not a good thing to see too thoroughly, but I'd rather be stupid and have a happier life. Jing Xue took the paper boat she handed over and slowly opened the folded place, this is a light peach blossom pink flower note, there is only a small far word on it, the fingers are slowly caressed, the eyes are as soft as Xu, the spring light falls on her side face, revealing a kind of crystal clear, just like this woman's heart.

"I still remember the first time I saw him, it was also such a day, it was very sunny, and there was no trace of clouds in the clear sky, he was pounding medicine at the door of the Tai Hospital, and the sun was shining on him, do you know the way? At that moment, I felt so warm, this kind of warmth that I had never felt in the palace, and I couldn't help but want to get closer. So under the pretext of liking medicine, I often go in and out of the Tai Hospital, and even beg the emperor Ama to leave the palace, in order to see him more and understand him more, but the more I see, the more unhappy I become. As he said this, his bright gaze gradually dimmed, like a candle flickering in the wind.

"Can I call you Ling Ruo?" She asked suddenly.

"Naturally." Ling Ruo hurriedly replied, and then asked, "Did Imperial Doctor Xu and the princess talk a lot?" ”

Jing Xue shook her head, her sideburns were purple gold fringes hanging from her bun, "He doesn't talk to me often, to be exact, he only says a few words when I ask him about things, astragalus, atractylodes, gastrodia, typhoid fever, dysentery...... Herbs and pathology became all the topics of conversation between me and him. At that time, I didn't think much about it, I just liked to talk to such a warm person, but as the days went by...... I began to wonder if I just cared about the warmth or the person who cared about him, until I saw him hurriedly leave the palace with the person sent by the fourth brother, and it was the first time I had seen him so out of shape after knowing him for so long. At that time, I was very puzzled, until I saw you in the courtyard, and when I saw his ......eyes when he looked at you, he looked sideways, and his eyes were dyed with a layer of sad water at some point, "I know that even if you are crazy all your life, he will stay by your side, but unfortunately, you are the fourth brother's woman, life and death, and you can't get rid of this identity." ”

Ling Ruo looked at her silently, what kind of woman is this, everything in the world seems to have turned into crystal clear crystals in front of her eyes, and there is nothing to hide. However, the more clearly the world is seen, the more painful it is, and as she said, it is better to be stupid.

Because...... In many cases, stupidity is also a rare blessing.

"I have indeed known Imperial Physician Xu since childhood, and I have made a lifelong covenant, but that is all in the past, from the day I was pointed out to the fourth elder brother, I have nothing to do with him, and his marriage has nothing to do with me, so the princess really doesn't have to be sad about it." Having said that, there is no need to hide it anymore.

Jing Xue quietly looked at the lake that was rippled by the wind, the boats that had drifted away were blown back by the wind, the hand was loosened, and the paper was carried away by the wind blowing across the lake, circling and flying in mid-air, "Look at this piece of paper, it is folded, no matter how you try to smooth it, there will be traces, and life will be the same, there will always be you in his heart, and no one can replace it." What's more......" the red lips curled, outlining a bitter arc, "In the heavenly family, how can I be free to marry, everything is just my wishful thinking." ”

Hearing what she said, she seemed to know what she was saying, and sure enough, she continued: "Huang Ama once mentioned Zhang Xiang's son to me, do you know what this means?" It means that Huang Ama wants to point me out to him as his wife, otherwise he wouldn't mention it for no reason. ”

The paper boat has floated back to the feet of Jing Xue, stopping there in groups, and the grief is still not let go, and it continues to be entangled in the heart of the eyebrows.

A brightly colored butterfly came from a distance across the lake, flapping its wings and flying away after circling around Ling Ruo and Jing Xue, not knowing where it was going, and which flower it would stop at......

Jing Xue's eyes followed the butterfly all the way, and there was endless longing in her eyes, "Look, how beautiful this spring is, I really want to build a cage to lock the spring firmly, but in the end, it can only be myself who is locked." ”

Ling Ruo didn't know what to say, in front of such a smart woman, any comfort was useless, because she had seen through everything and knew too well what path she was about to take.

Until she returned to the Old Summer Palace, she still felt that there was a big stone pressing on her chest, which made her breathless, life was helpless, and it was even more pitiful to be born in heaven, and under the unattainable appearance was a heavy constraint, even if it was Kangxi, the king of a country, I was afraid that there were a lot of people who couldn't help it, not to mention Jingxue.

After that, Ling Ruo had found an opportunity to talk to Rong Yuan, but he had never intended to do so, and he was forced to say that he had already made up his mind not to marry for life.

And Jing Xue is more like a burden that he is forced to carry; I think Jing Xue also understands this, so she has never forced him.

The goddess has a heart, King Xiang has no dream, and everything is ultimately lost......

Or, their fate does not belong in this life.