Chu Bingxin looked at me with a sad face, he cried and said, I just wanted to have a relationship with you, and I didn't think that I would pester you, but you treat me like this, you have been using me, using my feelings for you, Yang Fan, you bastard.

I am speechless at this moment, in fact, I knew from the beginning what Chu Bingxin wanted to do, she is a smart woman, she knows that sometimes feelings are fruitless, just need some physical comfort, but I can't give these things, even if I know that she won't pester me, I still won't do that with her, because I'm afraid that I really fall in love with her, and it's very possible to fall in love over time, so I have to refuse, even if she hates me and scolds me, I can't have a relationship with her.

Chu Bingxin saw that I didn't speak, crying even more sadly, she shook her head and left with a heartache, I looked at the empty room, and I didn't feel good in my heart, the hostess of this room belonged to Zhong Siyuan, Chu Bingxin was just a passerby, or even a passerby, even if she was sincere.

I am indeed very excessive, playing with Chu Bingxin's feelings, but I can't blame me, now I need her help, and it is just a gesture for her, since it is emotionally irreparable, then use money to make up for it if you have the opportunity, I don't want to owe too much to others, especially beautiful women, every time I think of it I owe others, I will feel uncomfortable.

I smoked a cigarette in the room, ran to the bathroom in slippers to wash up, found a set of clean clothes to put on, ran downstairs to the restaurant to eat a bowl of noodles, just after eating noodles I received a call from Zhang Baoqiang, Zhang Baoqiang excitedly told me that the bar can be reopened, so that the middle-aged woman's pillow wind has played a role, to say that it is also two people over half a hundred years old, not just a child, their son does not have a good job now, naturally can not find a good girl, I help them but the courtesy is reciprocated, the benefits are mutual, only in this way can it go on in the long run.

Through this incident, I understand a lot of truth, Zhang Xuanxuan is right, only by contacting these people with rights, I can climb higher, if there is no middle-aged woman's pillow wind, this bar will at least be rectified for a few months, not to mention how much loss, whether anyone will come when the door opens again.

Now I just took over the Phoenix Bar, so if it is destroyed in my hands, then I will become a joke in other people's mouths, fortunately Zhang Xuanxuan showed me a way, and the mood I had suppressed for a few days was instantly untied, I felt that my heart was in a relaxed position, my head was slightly inflated, I felt that I could do anything, and nothing could be difficult for me, I knew that this was normal, but I had to refrain from it, a person could easily perish because of expansion.

I have to think about some unhappy things, think that I used to be looked down upon and ridiculed, like a dog to survive, those ridicule and insults I remember clearly, and I don't rely on myself today, I have a group of brothers who live and die with me, without them I can't do so many things that I dare not think about, my Yang Fan's hands are indeed stained with blood, but all this is good, my life is destined to wander in the gray area, I have to keep working hard, Fight for more benefits for me and my brother.

The small restaurant was lively, and the people who came in were some people dressed ordinarily, these people were all with decadence on their faces, sweating profusely, they were all people who had worked hard for a long time, these people were very honest and lived cleanly, but in the end they could only be slaughtered by others, people were good at being bullied, and horses were good at being ridden.

I stood up and paid and left the small restaurant, I can't stay in such a place for too long, I'm afraid that I will become such an ordinary person, I Yang Fan will never be a wreck again, no longer like before in order to eat meat and two dogs to go to the garbage heap to pick up rags, of course, I will never forget how hard and difficult life was before, no one helped us at that time, only on their own step by step.

After coming out of the hotel, I took a car, the car drove to the city on the road, along the way I listened to music with headphones, like a naughty child playing a small game, playing Zhang Xuanxuan played the Lianliankan, simple and interesting, will not waste too many brain cells, but also to find some childhood feelings, unconsciously the car has come to the familiar hospital door, I gave the money to the driver, open the door and get off.

When I came to the hospital, I went straight to the ward, knocked on the door, the door opened, I looked at my aunt who was standing in the room in a big white coat, with a bright smile on her face, my aunt smiled after seeing me and said, why don't you call in advance when you come, I almost left.

I scratched my head and said, I didn't expect you to be here, aunt, how is Siyuan now, has she woken up?

My aunt shook her head and said, not yet, but her physical condition is much better than before, I estimate that she should wake up this week, if she can't wake up, then I'm thinking of other ways, her body has returned to normal, and it is indeed a problem if she can't wake up.

Although I don't know much about medical skills, I also heard my aunt say before that if a patient recovers, but has not woken up, it is likely to become a vegetative person after a long time, although my aunt did not say so Zhong Siyuan, but from her face, I still see the bad factors in it.

My aunt is very smart, she seems to notice that my face is ugly, she smiled and said, okay Xiaofan, don't be too pessimistic, that girl is already weak, it is impossible to wake up so quickly, I will take the time to come over to help her treat, use Chinese medicine therapy to give her acupuncture, help her invigorate her blood and ventilation, which will help her wake up.

I nodded and said, Auntie, thank you, Siyuan's matter will trouble you, by the way, I have something to tell you, but I don't know if you want to listen.

My aunt frowned and said, If it's your uncle's business, don't talk about it, I don't want to hear anything about him.

I smiled awkwardly and said that his uncle was fine now, but he didn't want me to know where he was, and he asked my friend to say he was dead.

My aunt sighed and said, this is his own sin, no wonder others, Xiaofan, you have to take warning, your uncle made a mistake that a man will make, but he is wrong again and again, you are still young, don't go the wrong way, I heard Xiao Yun say, you are very close to all the gangsters in society, you must not take that road, your academic performance is very good, and being admitted to a prestigious university in the future is the best way out, if you are short of money, tell your aunt that your aunt can provide you with study.

I smiled and said, I know my aunt, don't worry, I'm measured.

In fact, I don't want to study hard to get into college, but with my character, I definitely can't stand Zhao Yun's cynicism, I am very garbage in her eyes, I don't want to hear her say that about me, because I once loved her, she is my first love, and one day I will let her know that I Yang Fan is an amazing man.

My aunt nodded and said with a smile, I was relieved to hear you say this, by the way, Xiaofan Xiaoyun has been in love recently, I found a lot of roses and some plush toys in her room, and some expensive cosmetics, she was not like this before, I asked her where she came from, she lied to me and said that she borrowed from a friend, and she didn't tell me the truth now that she has grown up.

I feel a little emotional, after all, Zhao Yun is my first love, she fell in love with other men, it is indeed very sad, but after the emotion, I am glad that I didn't like it to the end, she is still a cousin after all, and she can't escape the fate of being played by the rich second generation, this may be her fate.

My aunt said helplessly, Xiao Yun's personality has changed a lot now, and I don't dare to say that she is too powerful, I am afraid that she will do something out of the ordinary, you go to school with her at school, if you have the opportunity, help me persuade her.

I shook my head and said, it's not that I don't want to help your aunt, my words are fart in Sister Yun's opinion, if she really likes someone else, it won't matter if anyone says it with her character.