Chapter 107: Mother's No-Show
Mother's words made Huang Qiong slightly stunned. It's just that before he could figure out the true meaning of his mother's words, the emperor over there also spoke: "Bingxue'er, although you don't blame me, I am a little sad. In the past 18 years, I have missed too many things, and I have missed Qiong'er's growth. ”
"Eighteen years have passed, Qiong'er has grown up, and you and I are old. During this time, as soon as I close my eyes, I sometimes think of my past experiences, the past between you and me. Back then, in order to stabilize the situation as soon as possible, I wronged you and your children. ”
"I put you in the cold palace back then, and there was no way. The first is to give an explanation to the world and the clan, and the second is to protect your mother and son. When you and I proposed to leave the palace as a way, I didn't agree. In addition to my reluctance, I am also afraid that you will leave my side, and the people your father offended back then, especially those clans, will be even more unscrupulous when they retaliate. ”
"If you are hurt even the slightest, what will you do? Before, I was also a little angry. Why can't you bow your head to me, you know that as soon as you open your mouth, even if it is a difficult thing, I will find a way to do it for you. But you just refused to even lower your head, but you just exchanged conditions with me, which made me angry and distressed. ”
"Are you still your husband? Could it be that in your heart, I am really that kind of unkind person? The first few years really made me angry, and I wanted to see if you would let go of your arrogant temperament. It's not for you to come to me, but I just want you to really treat me as your husband from the bottom of your heart. ”
Later, I lost my anger, but I never knew how to say it. It's my fault, I know that you are such a character, but I have to be angry with you. As a result, this mistake is to miss 18 years. Sometimes I wonder how good it would be if I didn't become this emperor, maybe there were things I wouldn't miss again and again. ”
"In this life, I have really failed you a lot. I know you've had a hard time all these years. In such a palm-sized yard, I stayed for eighteen years. Even if you have a light temperament, there are times when you can't stand it. But I threw you here for eighteen years, and I am really a husband and father in vain. ”
Hearing this conversation with her parents, Huang Qiong, who knew those two different things from herself, couldn't help the turbulent waves in her heart. Carefully dipping his tongue into the window paper, he looked at his mother's study. Just this glance, he was taken aback. On weekdays, the mother, who does not eat fireworks in the world, is being held in the arms of her emperor Lao Tzu.
And what's even more incredible is that she has never leaked her feelings, even in the face of her own son, she has always been a cold mother, instead of pushing away the emperor's hands around her, she leaned her head on or snuggled up to the emperor.
Although the tone was calm, he could not hide his melancholy: "You know, I never cared about these things. What a queen, what the world, for me are all floating clouds. It's very good here, I can't see the rights and wrongs outside, at least it's clean, and it's also very suitable for my temperament. ”
"You are the king of a country, and it is impossible to be tied up by a woman. It was not easy to do your part back then. Over the years, you've endured so much for me. I never hated you, nor did I blame you. Maybe from the day I enter the palace, this is your fate and mine. ”
In response to his mother's words, the emperor shook his head and smiled bitterly: "Bingxue'er, you should hate me." You have paid so much for me, but I have been so ruthless all these years that I have never even looked at you. This time, I'm definitely not going to let go. We've wasted eighteen years, and I don't want to endure the torment in my heart. ”
The Emperor spoke to himself, but did not notice that the eyes of the person he was talking about had already condensed into a window in the room. The emperor didn't notice the person eavesdropping outside the window, but at this time, Huang Qiong outside the window felt the forced gaze of her mother. Knowing that her mother had discovered herself peeping and eavesdropping, Huang Qiong didn't dare to continue, and cautiously turned around and left.
Besides, for Huang Qiong at the moment, the amount of information received today is really a bit large. It is clear that the mother is not without any affection for the emperor. It can even be said that the relationship between two people is not ordinarily deep. And the words from the emperor are enough to prove that the emperor's feelings for his mother are also very deep.
In the words of his previous life, it is two people who obviously love each other deeply, but in the end they only cause harm to each other. Huang Qiong said, if her mother has no feelings for the emperor at all, where will she have a round with the emperor? Even if her grandfather used some means, how could her mother's ability really be tricked?
Even if she really gets tricked, if she really doesn't like it at all with her mother's character, I'm afraid that even if she commits suicide, she won't let the emperor lift a finger against her. There will be a whole body passive, not to mention, and finally gave birth to himself. With the mother's ability in medical skills, there is a way not to have a child.
My parents should be cold to each other on the surface, but in fact, they should have been passionate about adultery in private. Although she also knew that such a metaphor was not good, Huang Qiong couldn't think of other metaphors for a while. He only found out now that he couldn't get the previous Heng Mei cold, just to deceive his grandfather.
Judging from the performance of the two people today, his grandfather, who thought that his daughter had finally given in and promised him to enter the palace, became the biggest deceiver. It's just that what happened to the two of them back then has brought them to this point, Huang Qiong knows that she has to think about it when she goes back, and I'm afraid she can figure it out.
Huang Qiong left quietly, and after the peeping eyes in the room looking at the window disappeared, she knew that the mother who was peeping at her real identity outside smiled very rarely. Although her rare smile is very shallow, it is like an epiphany, which makes the emperor around her look stupid.
And at this moment, listening to what happened in Xue Xuan, Huang Qiong, who had returned to his own mansion, naturally didn't know. The only thing he knew was that his mother had unexpectedly missed the appointment tonight. He waited in his study for most of the night, and did not wait for the arrival of his mother, who had promised him to come and see him.
The reason why her mother didn't come, she knew the relationship between her parents through voyeurism, but in fact, Huang Qiong, who had another hidden feeling, vaguely guessed something. But he couldn't have imagined that his mother, who was as cold as an ice cube, would have a day when the birds would be human.
Bing Xue'er, the name is a good name, it can be shouted from the mouth of his emperor Lao Tzu, Huang Qiong feels a little obscene no matter how she listens to it. It's just obscene, intimacy, and I didn't figure out whether my parents were true love, or Huang Qiong, who was acting, didn't think about it anymore.
Fortunately, her mother missed the appointment on the first day, so Huang Qiongkut waited for most of the night. But at midnight the next day, the mother finally came over. When her mother quietly entered the house, Huang Qiong was taken aback. Although she was as cold as ever, Huang Qiong could clearly see that there were some different things on her mother's face.
For Huang Qiong's curious eyes, her mother acted as if she hadn't seen it. When she saw Jing Niang, who was personally recruited by Huang Qiong, her mother didn't speak, just looked at the girl in front of her for a long time, and then stretched out her hand to check her pulse, and finally nodded. After telling Huang Qiong that he would send people to the palace within three days, he left quietly. 、
Although her mother only left this sentence when she was leaving, Huang Qiong could see that her mother was at least very satisfied with Jing Niang's talent. After her mother left, looking at Jing Niang, who was like a fairy and her mother was obviously at a loss, Huang Qiong smiled faintly and said, "The person just now is the mother of this king, so you don't have to be afraid." ”
"Now you still have a chance to regret it, if you don't agree, I won't send you to the palace. Don't worry, letting you enter the palace is not letting you serve the emperor. It is to stay with the king's mother, and take good care of the king when the king is not in the palace. She will also teach you some self-defense skills, but how much you can learn depends only on your talent. ”
Regarding Huang Qiong's words, Jing Niang nodded without the slightest hesitation and said: "Lord Wang, if Niangniang doesn't dislike Jing Niang's stupidity, Jing Niang is willing to enter the palace to accompany Niangniang." As long as you can avoid King Yong and learn from Niangniang her ability to come and go without a trace, no matter how hard and tired Jingniang is, she is willing. ”
Jing Niang's reply, Huang Qiong did not answer her immediately, but stood up and walked in front of Jing Niang, and after being silent for a while, he said: "The emperor knows about your family's case, but for some reason, it can't be handled for the time being." But after entering the palace, even if you see the emperor, don't mention these words, let alone anyone else. ”
"As for now, since my mother has promised to let you enter the palace, it has already shown that she has the intention of accepting apprentices. From now on, you and I will be brothers and sisters. I am still relieved that my mother will be entrusted to you to take care of me. But if you stay by her side, the matter of our mother and son meeting martial arts must not be spread out. ”
Speaking of which, Huang Qiong didn't show anything, took out a coin from her cuff, and flicked her fingers lightly. I saw the coin pass through the window paper and embedded directly in a big tree outside the window. Aside from a short gap in the outside of the tree, there is not a single trace of the bark.
Then Huang Qiong came to the tree again, stretched out her hand and patted it lightly on the trunk, and the coin that was deeply embedded in the tree flew out gently. After returning to the study, Huang Qiong said to the stunned Jing Niang: "As long as you learn this, there is a chance for revenge." But don't say anything until you finish your studies. ”
"The set of mental methods I taught you, as long as you practice it well, you will be able to get started. By the time you're really able to fill your body with breath, it's easy to learn these things. However, learning martial arts is like learning literature, and you have to endure hardship. This king began to practice at the age of three, and it has been fifteen years now, and it is only a slight success. ”
"At that time, it was really a summer practice and a winter practice. I'm not showing you anything, I'm just telling you that only when you suffer hardship can you become a superior person. You've missed the best time to practice, so you'll have to work harder. In the palace, there will be no place for you to practice during the day, and you can only practice at night, which may be even harder, and you must be mentally prepared for these. ”
Huang Qiong's voice fell, Jing Niang suddenly knelt on the ground, kowtowed to Huang Qiong and said: "The prince's good intentions, Jing Niang understands and is grateful for the prince's good intentions." Please rest assured, Jing Niang will definitely take care of her mother when she goes. As long as she can learn skills, Jingniang is not afraid of hardship. ”