Chapter Fifty-Eight: July Venting
"What am I lying to you about, would I be willing to wear it every day if I didn't like it?" Jiyu was a little annoyed, why didn't this person believe what he said, why was he always worried that he would lie to him, but he still persuaded him.
After listening to Jiyu's assurance, Dusk Xi completely believed it, and when she saw Jiyu holding the earrings, she secretly remembered in her heart that she must buy more jewelry for Jiyu in the future, it seems that she likes it very much, and she also likes to see her smile.
The two left the pavilion hand in hand, that is, Yu was full of joy, her life's major matter was solved, and she was also a person to rely on in the future, and Twilight was her greatest support.
Twilight looked at Jiyu's smiling face, and said happily, "Let's go to the princess now and ask her to set a date for us, I can't wait." ”
As soon as Yu heard that Twilight Xi couldn't wait, her face turned red, and she didn't know how the princess would make fun of herself, as well as the spirits, so she lowered her head in shame when she thought about it.
But after thinking about it deeply, Twilight had said before that he still had the things that the princess had explained and had not been explained, and now he said that he would go to see the princess together, so he said suspiciously: "Brother Xi, didn't you tell me that the things that the princess explained have not been done, then you can't delay the princess's affairs, that is the most important thing, our affairs can be done at any time." ”
When Twilight heard this, she thought that she had said the wrong thing, and hurriedly said, "It's okay, I've already ordered someone to go, I'll just go and see it in the afternoon." ”
"Brother Xi, it turns out that you lied to me, hum!" Jiyu suddenly realized that this person still had a hand, so he pretended to be angry, shook off Twilight's hand and ran forward.
Seeing this, Twilight quickly rushed up and grabbed Jiyu's hand, pulled her into her arms and said, "I'm just worried that you're rejecting my words again, so I thought of finding an excuse to leave, don't be upset, okay?" ”
"Okay, let's go to Fengyuan, the princess still has something to do, I guess Gardenia has prepared the meal, I'll go back and wait, the princess is already hungry." That is, Yu thought about mentioning that when he went out, he was making a fuss about eating something to pad his stomach, and he was worried about it all morning in the Qiankun Palace, which was extremely tiring.
Hearing Jiyu mention July, Twilight's whole person became gentle and said, "I would have been relieved to do it earlier, the princess has been worried about me for so many years, and now she should be relieved." ”
Jiyu and Duxi entered the Fengyuan together and knelt down in front of July, and Dusk Xi said with a heartfelt voice: "Princess, we have all thought about it, please make decisions for us, Jiyu and I are willing to tie the knot together and share the worries of the princess together." ”
July is not surprised, in her eyes this is expected, each other put each other in their hearts, but it is because of a little misunderstanding and incomprehension that the two of them have missed for so long, and now everything is fine, they can be regarded as bitter, and I hope they can help each other in the future, and just be harmonious.
"It's good for you to understand, although you are the most trusted people around me, but your relatives can't meet my requirements, then you can only be a man who doesn't marry, a woman who doesn't marry, and I'm lonely for life, if I have an outside heart, even if I can't bear you, I have to let go, fortunately, you are all smart, and you can see through and follow your inner thoughts." July didn't want to hide the two of them's own arrangements for their future, and they both knew that they had too many secrets, in addition to never marrying, that is, going to Huangquan forever, maybe they would also affect a lot of unrelated people.
Twilight and Jiyu glanced up and saw the relief in July's eyes, they understood their mission, even if they became relatives, they belonged to the family, but to their own masters.
"Princess, your subordinates understand!" Twilight is not a procrastinator, and if he thinks about something, he will not hesitate to settle it, so as not to have any changes in the future, so he speaks categorically, hoping to settle it sooner.
July pondered for a while, looking at the same as usual, the very little woman's Jiyu said, "Jiyu, have you really thought about it?" ”
"Princess, the slave has already thought about it, the slave is willing, please make the decision for me." That is, Yu and Duxi looked at each other with affection and said with a smile.
July saw the two of you and me, isn't it the best arrangement for men and women, July saw that they don't distinguish between you and me, July is blessed, isn't the love she yearns for exactly like this, it's just that her dream was ruined by others, and even her lover's courage was cramped and pulled out, and she put on a serious and lofty look, which made her disgusting.
"Princess, are you alright?" Looking at July in a daze, her eyes straightened, Twilight was afraid that she remembered bad memories again, after all, she used to be like this often, but it was slowly getting less and less, but she didn't want to think about it again today, he was really haunted, haunting July all the time.
July raised his head suddenly, was stunned and said: "Then that's it, I'll let Lord Qi choose a good day for you, and we will all be lively together, this is still the first happy event after we arrived in Jin Kingdom, you have also followed me for so many years, I will do it well for you, that is, Yu will hurry up and embroider your wedding dress." ”
Seeing that July was in a little depressed, the two quietly bowed and withdrew, giving July a little separate space to handle their feelings by themselves, no matter how much they were favored, they were also slaves, and the master's affairs were not something they could manage.
July's thoughts were pulled back after the two of them went out, she didn't expect that she thought of him again, he hurt her deeply, she hadn't remembered it for so long, July thought that she had slowly forgotten him, but why did he still appear in his mind, July couldn't control herself, hugged her head and cried, she hated herself for being so indecisive, and the habit of forgetting and desperately remembering was about to drive her crazy.
July frantically pounded her head, smashed the tables, chairs and benches in the room, and even the precious porcelain calligraphy and paintings, which had been 'carved' by her and became living fragments all over the ground, telling their grievances.
Twilight and Jiyu, who had been staying motionless outside the house, were very distressed, and Jiyu couldn't help but want to rush in for a moment to appease July, but was pulled by Twilight, and she was not allowed to interrupt July to continue to drop things, in his eyes, these things are just things outside the body, and they are all worthless inferior products, it is better to use them to vent for July, get angry, and when the time comes, go to pick up some real treasures, boutiques and come back to put them on display, which is suitable for the temperament of his princess.
"Let her fall, since her mother, Queen Ningjia, she has never been so reckless, I hope that after this time she can see clearly, see through, so that she can live more easily; Over the years, she has endured too much, hatred, expectation, self-esteem, and even love have overwhelmed her, and finally there is such an opportunity, let her cry, fall, and she will be completely sober when she has played enough, that is our princess, and will lead us further. Twilight Xi held Jiyu's hand stubbornly, and didn't let go of his hand no matter what, even if it had pinched Jiyu's hand, he still refused to let go, and watched Jiyu calm down before saying this.
That is, Jade looked at Twilight intently, she saw pity, love, pain and sorrow on Twilight's face, and at this moment, she understood what others meant when they said that July would always be the most important person in Twilight's heart, and she could see that Twilight really loved July as a child.
Jiyu retracted her gaze, and the light of love in her eyes dimmed a little, but she didn't regret it, she didn't feel sad about it, because that person was his princess, and she said with a little worry: "What is the princess for, I haven't been like this for a long time." ”
Twilight was silent, not knowing what to say.
"It should be because of that person, the man who loves her like his life and hurts her into hatred, it's just that the princess is not worth it, I hope that after this time, the princess can let go of him, there is no grass at the end of the world, no matter how elegant this person is, it is not suitable for the princess." Twilight and the original 'Chi Mu' Leng Twilight got along for more than a year, the beginning of suspicion to recognition and then trust, the final break, Twilight has too many prejudices against Leng Twilight, and now I think about it carefully, he was just a passerby who didn't want to see each other sincerely, a passerby who deceived the heart of his princess, too deep in scheming, and approached with purpose, and finally had to give his princess a fatal blow, goodbye is the enemy.
That is, Yu waited for the July one, and was very close to Ling Ling and others, so she naturally knew who that person was, in order not to touch some taboos, that is, Yu was also told those things by others, although she had not been in contact with that person, but she also knew that July fell in love with each other with her heart, and even carved it into the bottom of her heart, but a piece of infatuation was replaced by a wolf's heart and a dog's lungs.
When the letter appeared, Jiyu had been waiting by July's side for a long time, and those days frightened Jiyu, July was not the previous July at all, she only had broken love in her heart, and she didn't even put her own body in her eyes, at that time, the people in the July Palace were scared, for fear that something would happen, because they couldn't bear it, seeing that July was getting thinner and thinner day by day, more and more spiritless, and even skinny like a walking corpse, It also made the people who served her more and more afraid, and they didn't dare to make any mistakes.
Fortunately, at that time, the unbearable Twilight West scolded July, she was scolded that time, but she still didn't forget that person, and there was still hope, maybe time was getting longer, and I thought she was gradually no longer paying attention to it, but I didn't expect that she was still so persistent.
Slowly in the room, July's crying became lower and lower, and gradually turned into a choked voice, and the sound of smashing things was gone, Twilight was still holding Jiyu's hand, no one knew July better than him, and now July was different from others to see her not strong, crying, and breaking side, what she wanted people to see was her confidence and strength.