Chapter 302: A Humble Past
After Wan Tianshu finished speaking, he saluted Feng Xiyan with a fist, and then Shi Shiran left.
Feng Xiyan turned to him slightly with a decent smile, and when he left, the smile on his face suddenly retracted, leaving only a cold face, and asked the bell who was kneeling on the ground with his head bowed respectfully.
"Has his relationship with Jiang Lianrong always been so good before?"
The bell got up from the ground, shook his head slowly, and said, "No, in the past, the young lady revolved around the second young master all day long, whether it was a new dish or a new flower, the young lady was enthusiastic to give it to the second young master." ”
"Was Jiang Lianrong so humble before?" Feng Xiyan asked angrily.
"What did you say, young lady?"
Facing Feng Xiyan's third-person words, Bell looked at her in surprise and sighed.
"I said, I used to be so humble!" Knowing that he had lost his words, Feng Xiyan quickly changed his words.
"Actually, no, the young lady is just ...... It's just that one person is too lonely, plus he has lived in Rong'an Hall since he was a child, and he has lived with the second young master and the eldest lady since he was a child, and he has no friends, so all the focus of his life is on the second young master, so he is like this. ”
How could Feng Xiyan not understand that this was the bell taking the opportunity to comfort her, but she was not Jiang Lianrong, so she couldn't understand what she was doing for losing herself so much to ask Wan Tianshu?
"Young lady, you have no parents since you were a child, and even your only grandfather is gone, you are lonely and helpless to live in Rong'an Hall, although you are taken care of by the old hall master, but how to say it, the old hall master is a man after all, many times, many things in the inner house are inconvenient to meddle, in the inner house, or Mrs. Tang has the final say."
"You are kind by nature, and you don't like to argue with others, no matter what happens, or what grievances you encounter, you will only swallow it in your stomach, no matter how others bully you or say you, in front of outsiders, you will always have a smiling face, and never get angry easily."
"But that's it, because you have a good temper, some subordinates will bully you, but even so, you never say a word in front of Mrs. Tang, you always say, forget it, they didn't mean it, and then just let go of those shameless subordinates who bully you with a good heart."
The more the bell spoke, the more angry he became, and the more he spoke, the more he couldn't help but feel sorry for Jiang Lianrong, and he couldn't wait to beat out the big sticks that bullied Jiang Lianrong at that time, so as to dispel the anger in his heart.
"Didn't you serve by my side at the time?"
In the face of Bell's anger, Feng Xiyan couldn't empathize, but stood at the third angle to see the key to the problem at a glance.
Bell is so indignant, and knows so much about Jiang Lianrong, and is so upset for her, such a protector of the Lord, it stands to reason that he will not let his own young lady suffer these grievances, but why is there such a loyal servant, why does Jiang Lianrong still suffer these grievances?
"Miss turned a deaf ear to the slave's words at that time, no matter what the slave said, you would refute it and be loyal to you, and over time, you became more and more unaccustomed to the slave and maid, and even to the point of getting tired of it...... Afterward....... ”
"When you cried bitterly because of the second young master, the slave said some ugly words emotionally, which completely angered you, so you were driven to the kitchen to be the girl who burned the fire, and it didn't appear in front of you until you had an accident."
What happened before the advance, the bell said, his eyes couldn't help but redden, and his voice was full of grievances with a choked cry.
Looking at the bell's aggrieved appearance, Feng Xiyan felt that in addition to pity and sympathy for Jiang Lianrong, who was not as famous as meeting, there was also a faint feeling that a pitiful person must have something to hate.
No, because she was stupid, she couldn't tell who was really good to her, and she mistook pearls for fish eyes, if she had listened to the bell's advice more, she wouldn't have ended up today.
Feng Xiyan looked at the whole thing from God's perspective at the moment, so she didn't think about why Jiang Lianrong was in such a situation, she only felt that she was obsessed with her and was carried away by Wan Tianshu's false love, and then she couldn't even tell the truth from the fake.
She didn't think that Jiang Lianrong had been deliberately guided by Mrs. Tang and Wan Tianshu since she was a child, intentionally or unintentionally instilling in her the advantages of Wan Tianshu, and then using her lonely, helpless, and humble psychology to let her know that Wan Tianshu likes you and wants to marry her.
and constantly used words to hit her, making her feel inferior, making her feel unworthy of Wan Tianshu, putting herself in the most humble position, to please Wan Tianshu, to please Mrs. Tang, and to make her already cautious character even more twisted, and feel inferior.
Of course, these Feng Xiyan didn't see it, and they didn't think of it, so they only judged it based on their own subjective imagination and made a conclusion, but the reason for making such a conclusion was that even if she didn't want to admit it, she still couldn't deceive people in her consciousness.
Although she said that she didn't care, she still cared about Shangguan Candle in the bottom of her heart, so when she saw that Shangguan Candle was so concerned about a woman she had never met, she still had thoughts in her heart that she didn't even notice it.
Therefore, even though she knew that the other party was no longer there, she still had a wrong idea, because she knew that the shadow of Jiang Lianrong, a woman, would remain in Shangguan Candle's heart for the rest of her life and could not be erased for the rest of her life.
"In the past, I was blinded by lard, thinking that if I like someone, I should have no reservations, dedicate all my body and mind to love him, do my best, give him everything I have, and later, I found that before loving others, the first thing to learn is to love yourself."
"Only when you love yourself, others will love you, will they take you to heart, will they cherish everything you give, and will hold you as a treasure in their hands and cherish you very much."
"Young lady, do you remember something?"
Bell looked at Feng Xiyan, who was suddenly sentimental, and asked, because she was really too strange, these facts and words seemed to remember the past, so she had such a deep understanding.
Feng Xiyan looked sideways at the bell with a suspicious face, frowned, shook his head slightly, and said: "I still can't think of anything, so I have such a feeling, but I learned from you that I was once so humble, compared with my current happiness, I just have some feelings, not that I remembered the previous sighs." ”
"Well, although it is a sad thing for you to lose your memory, in the eyes of the slave, I think it is a good thing, because you have become a little different from before, and the slave and maid like you more than before."