Chapter 32: Confession to each other
Xu Buling sighed: "Actually, if you want to detoxify, you can find a side line of the Xiao family, people have descendants, but there is no bloodline." At that time, I definitely didn't have emotional liking yet, but I did like the baby's appearance, so I didn't think about other people...... Appearance is used to attract the opposite sex, everyone has a love for beauty, I just fell in love with the baby, and I took action for this, with a clear conscience. β
Xiao Xiang'er rubbed her slightly red cheeks: "You not only want to detoxify, but also covet the beauty of this baby?" β
Xu Buling nodded generously: "Actually, I was greedy when I first met, but I didn't think about the disparity in identity." The detoxification was just an opportunity for me to eat a bear's heart and leopard gall. β
"Hmph~"
Xiao Xiang'er squinted slightly, raised her hand and poked Xu Buling's forehead:
"I didn't think you were a humble gentleman at first, but I didn't expect to beat my mind as soon as we met. Say, does your original sentence 'the Queen Mother's flowers are very beautiful' mean something else? β
Xu Buling blinked his eyes and glanced down: "I really wanted to be crooked at the time, but later I found out that it was indeed very beautiful and pleasing to the eye......"
"Whewβ"
Xiao Xiang'er's eyes showed a little embarrassment, and she dressed Xu Buling's head right: "Color, you are hiding it very deeply~ Those messy people know so much, and they have bullied many girls before, right?" Am I your first woman? β
Xu Buling was a little helpless: "The first one, there are only two in total, I'm not the kind of man who only has a girl's body in his head, and if he doesn't like it, he won't even look at it." β
Xiao Xiang'er wanted to speak and stopped, probably because she was afraid that Xu Buling would think that she was jealous, so she didn't ask who the other person was, and instead said:
"You just talk about it, but you're actually a womanizer. Coveting my beauty and asking me to detoxify you is using me, and you don't really like me. β
"I like it."
"I don't believe it, when did you like me?"
Xu Buling thought about it for a while, and his expression became a little serious: "At first, I thought that the baby was just an ordinary beautiful woman, and she also coveted my beauty, and deliberately approached me to think of mutual benefit. It's just that I didn't expect that when the baby detoxified me, he would prepare a pot of poisoned wine by himself and exchange his life for my life...... Actually, you shouldn't be in such a hurry, you should take your time......"
Xiao Xiang'er blinked her apricot eyes and was silent for a moment before whispering:
"You have a bit of a conscience...... Actually, in retrospect, I really coveted your beauty at the time, and I committed suicide for the sake of the world and after detoxification, all of which were just excuses for myself...... I didn't believe in your detoxification method at all, and I could find a cousin and niece to try it first, but I never doubted the authenticity of the method, and I didn't even deliberately think of other solutions, and I only had one thought in my heart that I didn't dare to admit - I have been in the palace for ten years, and I have to give myself a life, even if it is only for one day...... I didn't know it at the time, but now I realize that I really had this idea at that time, and I have been deceiving myself all the time, am I shameless and selfish? β
Xu Buling's eyes were very serious: "No, people should live for themselves...... But when did the baby like me? β
Xiao Xiang'er stared at Xu Buling's eyes: "The first time you entered the palace, the first time I saw you, it was the small wood I carved, and I can't forget it after seeing it...... Since then, they are all looking for excuses to deceive themselves, just to look at you again, what is the overall situation of the world, what status, etiquette and rules, have all become locks, even if you want to use this life to break it, there is no hesitation......"
The words are sincere, revealing the determination and willfulness that dare to love and hate.
Xu Buling took a breath, hugged it a few points, and smiled lightly:
"I'm not as good as you, I owe the baby a lot."
Xiao Xiang'er leaned on Xu Buling's shoulder, raised her hand to stroke his cheek, and thought for a while:
"When I detoxify you, every time I make a disgusted and repulsive appearance, it's actually fake, I really like the way you bully people, it's a very domineering and unreasonable ......"
"I saw it for a long time...... I thought the baby was very strong, but after I found out, I was quite surprised to ...... "Ouou e-book."
"Are you surprised? It's obviously a joy in shape...... Do you want to bully Hongluan so much? β
"Uh......"
Xu Buling thought for a while: "Aunt Lu doesn't like that kind of tone, if she is too domineering, she will definitely beat me, and she has to say soft words to please ......."
Xiao Xiang'er frowned, and glanced at Xu Buling with a slight mockery:
"You're quite skilled, but I know your nature, and I must be greedy for Hongluan's beauty......"
Xu Buling shook his head: "Aunt Lu is different, when we first met, I encountered a lot of things, but I didn't really want to contact Aunt Lu...... Later, Aunt Lu came to visit every day, and her words were gentle and caring, and she gradually regarded her as a member of the family......
β¦β¦ I definitely like it, but I don't have many people in this world, and I cherish this feeling even more...... It's like trying to get the emperor angry and take you out of Chang'an, even if it's very reckless and irrational, you will do it. It is only my duty to have the world in my heart, and you are the responsibility on my shoulders, and the weight is different......"
Xiao Xiang'er raised her head and squinted slightly: "The words are so nice, then you really regard Hongluan as an elder?" β
"Of course not." Xu Buling's old face flushed: "Hmm...... may be more like a fiancΓ©e, you have to consider the other party's feelings in everything you do, so as not to accidentally lose it. The baby has passed the door, so it is more honest and direct, but I am not deliberately biased. β
Xiao Xiang'er nodded and leaned back on her shoulder:
"It's pretty much the same, you get along day and night, and you've done a lot of bad things to Hongluan, right?"
Xu Buling was a little helpless: "How can you say that you are sorry, just touch it a few times, Aunt Lu pretended not to know, and now she still has the song "The Wind Lives in the Dust and the Fragrance of Flowers Are Exhausted" that I gave her, and I like to take it out in the middle of the night, and then I call my name and rub it around......"
"You know what?"
"I must know, when I was in Chang'an, I didn't feel at ease, and I often went over to see ......"
"Hmph~...... Knowing the face but not the heart, the disciple ...... Did you do anything out of the ordinary when she was sober? β
"Once I was really drunk, I pressed Aunt Lu and rubbed it a few times, it was very rude, my clothes were torn, and I was white...... Afterwards, she pretended not to know anything, and if I hadn't found the belly pocket, I would have thought it was a dream......"
Xiao Xiang'er bit her lower lip, leaned closer, and whispered:
"How does it feel?"
"Older than the baby, lose ......"
"Huh?! You're blind, it's obviously the same, you take a closer look......"
"It's almost the same, I can't see it with the naked eye alone, but I'm strong in martial arts, and my hands are relatively accurate......"
"Can you have a woman's eyes? I've compared it with her many times in private, and I've measured it with a cloth ruler, and it's the same......"
Outside the window, the night rain rustled, and between the whispers, the dim light on the window paper went out at some point.
The small wine bottle was empty when the two of them didn't realize it, Xiao Xiang'er was originally to test the effect of Zhongli Jiujiu's recipe, but at this time, she had long forgotten to the ends of the earth.
However, it has to be said that the effect is outstanding......