Her words were soft, and her face was still as soft as in her memory, but the words were alienated, reminding him of the past that he couldn't go back to.

But even if you repent in a thousand ways, some people are not there when they are gone.

Xie Zeyun was silent, and in a flash of light, he picked up Fang Cai's faint smile, "It doesn't have to be like this, but it's a part." ”

His tone was lonely and melancholy, and he invaded Shen Anyan through such simple words within a breath, making her feel stunned.

She was not shaken by his emotions, but when she saw the person in her memory, she was stunned for a while, waiting to wake up, she immediately took a step back, separating them from each other, just like before, when she watched the waves and stopped the flying boat, and just like when Xie Zeyun pushed her away with her own hands.

"But in my heart I wonder this holy decree...... How did it get to the Son? ”

Xie Zeyun's sleeve cage was big enough to hold his entire arm inside, making it difficult to see the shape of the clench, and he still looked like a warm breeze and a gentle face.

"You have forgotten that when you came out, I went to see the Holy One, who gave me this will."

He lied a little and kept silent about how the five princes prayed for this will in front of the Holy One, nor did he say anything about the purpose.

It's just that when I think of my father's words before leaving, I can't help but ask, how can I be free to make decisions and live my own life?

Shen Anyan didn't know what he was thinking, but he was fascinated and would be wrong, so he only said: "The Holy One shouldn't hand over this will to you to read." ”

Xie Zeyun didn't quite understand.

Shen Anyan lowered her eyelids lonely, "Shizi thinks that now I am in such a situation, bearing such a reputation, and you are a well-known childhood sweetheart, spread it out, what do others think?" ”

Xie Zeyun didn't expect such a situation, and shook his head, "It's me who is not good, and I have done bad things with good intentions." ”

Shen Anyan didn't want to blame him, he was too bastard, others helped you, and you still picked on it, and falling into the ears of the fifth prince would only make him feel that he didn't know how to lift.

Shen Anyan sighed, "I'm just worried, the princess always feels uncomfortable when she hears such remarks." ”

Xie Zeyun muttered strangely, his eyes blurred into a sad color in the night, "Don't worry about her ......."

As he was talking, he heard the sound of prayer in front of the mourning hall, and Shen Anyan immediately returned to his senses and saluted: "The son of the world forgive me." ”

After that, he hurried into the house and asked what the subordinates were looking for her.

Xie Zeyun stood outside the courtyard for a while, smiled low and shallow with the cool wind of the night, and stepped out of the house.

Bian Niang looked out the window and said softly, "Sister, the son is gone." ”

Shen Anyan lowered her eyes, she didn't have any emotion, she just listened to the tone that was still tired, "Let's go, I'm not in the mood to entertain her." ”

Bian Niang could understand her feelings, so she stopped talking to him, but asked about the Dhara Sutra quilt to be used when the old lady was buried.

Shen Anyan listened to Chunchun's Buddhist voice, and only said: "It will probably be sent from the palace tomorrow, and there are also carriages and horses, drum music, boxes, and flame seats to be used for the three times, and they have all been ordered to go down one by one to do a proper job, and I have also asked people to send the funeral book to the various mansions quickly.......

Bian Niang listened to her say this, her brows furrowed, and her eyes couldn't help but moisten, "My sister is only the age of Lu, and if others only write poems at home, how can they know how to handle these." ”

Shen Anyan knew that Bian Niang was distressed, so she took her hand and comforted: "If I am really like that, I am afraid that I will not be able to deserve the title of the concubine of Shenhou Mansion. ”

As she was talking, Mama Wang, who was helped down by Qingling and smeared the wound medicine, came over, stretched out her hand tremblingly, and called, "Third girl." ”

Shen Anyan suddenly remembered that every time she went to Hanqing Courtyard in the past, she was greeted by Mama Wang, and she was called that when she returned, and now when she heard Mama Wang call her like this, she only had the illusion that she was going to see her grandmother waving to her with a smile in the next moment, and asked him to sit beside her.

Thinking like this, Shen Anyan's nose was a little sour, and she responded lightly with tears.

Mama Wang saw that her eyes were red from crying, and she only said: "Third girl, don't be too sad, the old lady loves you the most, you have to pay attention to your own body, if you let her know, I'm afraid that it will be sad." ”

I sobbed for a while.

When Mama Wang heard this, she couldn't hold back a little, so she only wiped her tears indiscriminately and cried out in frustration: "Third girl, what you said to the old slave before, the old slave told the old lady, and the old lady already understood, so she asked the old slave to take all the incense and candles, and prepared to take advantage of the second girl's return today, so that she could talk about it, and let your sister take care of Shenhou Mansion, but why did you ....... it so suddenly?"

Of course, Shen Anyan knew the old lady's thoughts, from the moment the old lady held her hand, she was so ashamed when she was dying, how could she not understand.

It was precisely because of this understanding that Shen Anyan was even more sad and angry, and he was even more angry, so he couldn't wait to tear Shen Fangrui apart.

Seeing the unstoppable crying of the two, Bian Niang could only persuade her with good words, "Third girl, Mama, don't cry, it only makes people sad to hear it, and it also makes the old lady reluctant to leave." ”

Shen Anyan sobbed and clenched Mama Wang, "Mama don't worry." ”

She told Mama Wang to rest assured, but what was Mama Wang worried about?

Worried about the old lady's last concern before she died, worried that Shen Anyan would be bullied by the uncle and the girl and had no way out.

Mama Wang didn't have time to understand the deep meaning of her words, so Shen Anyan stepped over, followed the hanging flower door, and went to the ear room to make do with the soft couch and nap.

She had to get a good night's sleep, and she had the spirit to deal with those people well, so she thought and gradually fell asleep.

The next day, the sound spread far and wide, making Shen Anyan wake up suddenly, his brain was still dizzy, and he only shouted no.

Bian Niang came in with water, handed over a towel and asked, "Sister, is it a nightmare?" ”

Shen Anyan listened to the Zen sound, shook his head as if he had just woken up from a dream, and then wiped his face and sweat, as he was yesterday, picked up the small door and walked out, "It's time to be buried, are all the people here?" ”

Bian Niang nodded, "Some of the official wives and old ladies in the neighborhood have already arrived, and the uncle and they are all staying outside the door, just waiting for my sister." ”

Shen Anyan glanced at it and leaked it even more, when it was just now, the sky outside the window was still dark blue, and only a thin layer of white mist was scattered everywhere.

She sneered: "Uncle, they are diligent in doing this. ”

Indeed, if they are not diligent, when the Shen Hou Mansion really becomes Shen Anyan in charge, they will really have no hope as soon as they wait.

Saying that, stepping out of the door, Gu rarely dressed so plainly, and even his makeup was beautiful and bleak, like a plain white lotus.

Shen Anyan swept her gaze slowly, fixed her eyes on Shen Anyan who was wiping her eyes and wiping her tears, and saw her holding a brocade and crying, "Third girl, let me take a look at my grandmother, that's my own grandmother, if I don't look at it, I won't have a chance." ”