There was a heavy sound of the door shut, I didn't know where I was, I didn't want to know, I just wanted to lie down and die like this.

"How long are you going to sleep?"

The person who came in sat next to me, but I didn't want to open my eyes, the voice was a little familiar and a little unfamiliar.

"If you go to sleep again, you'll miss the time to see the fallen leaves."

I shouted in my heart, what's so nice about something like falling leaves that is on the verge of death? But I still didn't want to make a sound, and I didn't seem to feel my body's presence.

Then I felt it, but it was very heavy, very heavy, and I could still feel that I was cold, and I was screaming in my heart for someone to give me an extra layer of quilt, but no one paid attention to me.

Hurry up and let me die, hurry up and let me die, it's useless, don't save it.

The people around him spoke again: "The doctor always says that you are hopeless, but I don't believe it, and he doesn't believe it." ”

Who are you? Who is he?

I slept peacefully, as if I had returned to when I was in my mother's womb, but without warmth and shelter, I didn't sleep happily.

"I watch over you every day, and sometimes I can dream that you wake up, but when I really open my eyes, you are still asleep."

A hand gently touched my face, as if I wanted to touch it but didn't dare to touch it. "Wake up quickly, you can bully me as much as you want when you wake up."

Then the door opened again, and another man entered, and the original man went out, as if with resentment.

The man sat down next to me again and muttered, "It's all my fault, if I had gone out with you, you wouldn't have been like this." ”

What has become of? Am I scrapped?

The man sighed softly, and I continued to fall asleep until the man left.

Hey, don't go, add a bed and quilt for me!

No one can hear the cry of my heart, obviously I am not alone, but I am indeed alone.

I don't know how long it took, but the owner of the second voice walked in and said, "Come, drink the medicine." ”

Something moist came in my mouth, and I felt thirsty, so I tried to open my mouth and drink, but the warm water flowed down my mouth and into my neck, and the man seemed to be flustered and rubbed my neck and said, "I'm sorry I couldn't take care of you." ”

I wanted to sit up and have a drink, but I couldn't move, so I had to let the medicine drain.

"I've got to call him in."

Who is he?

It didn't take long for me to know that it was the owner of the first voice. The people before were gone, as if I was in the house with the owner of the first voice.

"Why don't you drink medicine obediently?"

He sighed, and I heard the sound of the medicine bowl on the table, and then when I wanted to listen carefully, it was dark in front of me, and the man kissed me gently, and opened my lips and teeth with his tongue, and poured the medicine in, and I felt a pang of irritation, but I knew that I could only take revenge when I woke up, and instead sucked harder.

One bite and another mouthful, but then I fed less than one mouthful, I don't know why, but I seem to be able to guess it.

Silence! You must be lonely! You're dead!

I was angry and tried to open my eyes, but I just opened a slit and I immediately closed them again.

It's so bright outside! Can someone draw a curtain for me?

Xuan Silence left, and I fell into a deep sleep again.

I don't know how many strange dreams I had, I don't know how many times Xuan Lin fed me medicine, I felt that it was not so bright outside, and the most important thing was that I felt the pain in my body, at first it was just like an ant bite, and then it was like a lot of beasts were biting my body, trying to tear me apart and chew it to pieces, I hummed in pain, my eyes were open, but my body still couldn't get up, I began to shift my attention, observed the room, and after thinking for a while, I finally remembered, this is in the yamen! Lonely house!

Since it's night, then Xuan Lonely should be there! I was holding back my screams when a man walked up to me with a candle.

"Are you awake?" Xuan Shi's tone was unconcealable excitement.

"Uh-huh......" I snorted a few times, I don't know if he understands it, anyway, I remember that I want revenge, but I have to wait until my body recovers.

"Come, drink water."

Xuan Lin put the candle aside, brought water, and slowly helped me up, I reluctantly sat up with great effort, he put the bowl to my mouth, and I drank hard, as if I had just walked from the palace of Hades, and now I was reinvigorated.

"How does it feel?"

"It's ...... Hurt. ”

"I'm sorry I wasn't able to be with you, otherwise this would never have happened."

I didn't have the strength to speak, I just looked at him. He looked at me too, and suddenly he hugged me.

"I ...... I can't blame Muyang, although he didn't protect you, he ......"

"It's me...... I have to ...... Ran out. ”

"No, blame the person who tried to kill you, someone found his body, and the sea didn't wash him away."

I closed my eyes, didn't want to move or speak. I could feel the warm droplets behind my back, but I didn't have to blame for taking care of my unknown number of days.

But there was a voice in my heart that kept urging me to hold him, and the strong desire contradicted my idea of resisting, and I chose not to move.

Perhaps feeling the stiffness of my body, Xuan Xiao let go of his hand and looked at me, although his tears had been wiped away, his eyes were still red.

"I'm fine, you go to sleep." I said.

"I'll call the doctor tomorrow to show you. The doctors all said that you are hopeless, and no one wants to treat you. I begged a lot of people, but Mrs. Chang still doesn't know about you, and I want to see her when you are healed. ”

I know what "asking a lot of people" means to Xuan Lonely. Doctors are generally reluctant to treat people who know they can't live at a glance, especially people like Xuan Lin to intercede, which will make doctors more embarrassed, Xuan Lin is just a simple sentence, I don't dare to ask the details behind this.

"Thank you."

"Thank you, I didn't do anything."

I pulled out a smile and asked, "Muyang...... What do you think? ”

Xuan Shi hesitated for a moment and said, "He blamed himself very much, but he still had things to do, so he didn't stay long." ”

I didn't speak, Xuan Lin comforted me: "The emperor knows that something happened to you, and he wants you to recover from your injuries before performing the task, you don't have to worry, stay in the yamen first, I will take care of you, and whoever wants to kill you will not be able to break into the yamen." ”

I was a little puzzled, who wanted to kill me so much? If it was Lin Han, she should know very well that Xuan Lin was someone she would never get, and there was no way to change her current situation, and at that time, Xuan Lin put her in prison, no matter how powerful she was, she was only the daughter of Master Lin, and she had no ability and power, and now that I am the head of the ministry, it should have been spread, and she couldn't be stupid enough to kill me as an official.

If Xu Wuxian, after so long, is he still chasing and killing me? If he knew my whereabouts, then he should have known who I was, but even the man he sent had already been killed by me, and there was no evidence to show that he had sent him, let alone to arrest him.

I was very distressed for a while, but my physical condition made it impossible for me to check. I think that as long as Xu Wuxian lives, he will definitely not let me go, not only because I used to be a member of the Qinglian Society, but also because I am now valued by the emperor and directly become an official, and it is very likely that I will enter the Jinyi Guard in the future.

"What are you thinking?" Xuan Lin waved his hand in front of me, and I said, "It's nothing, I'm wondering if that person was sent by Xu Wuxian." ”

Of course, Xuan Lin knew what Xu Wuxian meant to me, so he said solemnly: "If Xu Wuxian is uncomplaining, he will definitely not be able to escape." ”

"I just want to heal now."

"I understand. I'll take care of you. ”

Fortunately, after I woke up, the injury recovered quickly, and the doctors who had said that I couldn't survive were amazed again and again, and said all the good things about Xuan Lin in front of me, especially although I didn't know what method Xuan Gongzi used to feed the medicine, but it seemed to be effective, they were relieved.

I blushed when I heard this, but my face still didn't change, I thanked them for the medicine, and said that I would take care of them in the future. I hurriedly waved my hand and said I can't stand it, you saved my life, Xuan Lonely hastily invited them out, as if he couldn't stand me Even if I was a six-rank official, I still whispered.

I lay down a little tired, I had slept for almost a month, and now I didn't want to sleep at all. Xuan Xiao sat next to me and said, "I'm going back to see my mother, I heard that she is seriously ill, and if those doctors say that they can't cure her, I'll talk about you." ”

"There you go."

Xuan Xiao looked at me, hoping that I could say anything, but I just closed my eyes, not wanting to imagine Mrs. Xuan's condition anymore.

Once people know that their lives are coming to an end, they will constantly put forward their own requirements and wishes, hoping that others will satisfy them. And Mrs. Xuan's wish, it is obvious that Xuan Kai is not her own son, there is no need to care, his life is almost decided, and Xuan Li's life events are what she really cares about.

I can already foresee who Mrs. Xuan will choose as Xuan Lone's wife, if there is one woman who is the most suitable for Xuan Lone's in the capital, it is Lin Lan. Although Lin Han's character is not good, Lin Lan is proficient in piano, chess, calligraphy and painting, diligent and thrifty, gentle and delicate, and is the best choice to be his wife.

I opened my eyes, got out of bed, walked over to the bronze mirror, and stared at myself in the mirror.

Decadent, exhausted. I went to wash my face, thought about it, and asked the catcher to bring me hot water, put a lot of herbs in the hot water, and stroked my scars. Soak until the water becomes cold, I swallow it slowly, and when I saw the silver tickets that Xuan Lin left on the table, I took two directly, put them in my arms, and walked to the courtyard.

It's autumn, and the leaves of the only tree in the yard are falling, and if there is no wind, will they be able to stay on the branches for a little longer?

The two little catchers stood at the door, probably asking Xuan Lin to report my whereabouts to him. I looked at them, and both of them immediately lowered their heads, and the respectful appearance made me a little uncomfortable. But isn't this the way of the world, before you have a decent identity, you are nothing, you only have to nod your head to others, and after you have a "noble" identity, you will turn around.

I was about to walk out, when one of the two catchers suddenly approached me and said, "Yu girl, Xuan has an order to catch the head, you want to go out, we must follow you." ”

Guessing this result, I didn't get very angry, but said helplessly: "Okay, I'll go to the fat powder shop, and you guys will go with me?" ”

The two catchers nodded quickly.

"I'm going to the ready-to-wear store, you're going too?"

The two still nodded.

"What if I go to Wanbao Tower?"

The two of them looked embarrassed and said, "Meet the girl...... Don't embarrass us. ”

I laughed out loud and said, "Okay, then follow me to Wanbao Tower." ”

I don't want to embarrass these two people at all, I just want to embarrass Xuan Lonely, since he bullied me for the reason of "feeding medicine", then I have no other choice.

When I arrived at Wanbaolou, I directly took out a silver ticket and gave it to Erniang, saying, "Let Qin Ji play for me all day today." ”

Erniang smiled, quickly accepted the silver ticket, and said, "Please meet the girl!" ”